Addicted To Burgers And Bacon | FULL EPISODE | Freaky Eaters

Nikita Hatchin is 29 years old and lives with her boyfriend of 11 years. Former child singing star Maps appears to be a popular and cheerful twenty-something, but inside Nikita she hides a secret: she is

addicted

to

bacon

and ham

burgers

and consumes two-thirds of her own body weight in salt. On my knees every year this meaty menu is bhakta with loads of chips and heavy beans. I like work because I need to eat something; laughs, so in a moment, please join me now. The fatty diet is so extreme that anything fresh or healthy makes our stomach turn. The next four weeks will fight her demons with the help of psychologist Felix Akana Marcus, a nutritionist, sholat once while Shauna tackles her terrible diet by handling a small fish.

Felix will discover his painful past while I was working with my friend, he dragged me to the floor and said, get me something to kill early, can Nikita find her voice and regain her shattered confidence to end a lifetime of food phobias not turning on ? Bolton's accuser, aged twenty-nine, works in the finance department of a local bakery. company and lives with her fiancé, stray dog, when it comes to food every day, she is faced with a greasy choice between pieces of excellence

bacon

, too much for

burgers

and the strange food phobias don't stop there if they remember a burger , just stupid, only for Playa Burger.

No, nothing at all and if he adds I take it back, I don't like my food mixed on the plate, nothing with sauces and salads or anything I'm going to eat, the only other thing is that you can handle our chips, beans, Brad, no vegetables, you know, the Alpha food that she doesn't touch at all, trying something new is traumatic. I look at other people's food and want to eat it, I try to put it in my mouth. I start to panic before it arrives. to remember, to be honest, it's like I'm afraid I'm going to choke, which I do sometimes, it doesn't feel good on my tongue, so it's like we take it out of my mouth like this as soon as my brain starts to tick, I put a mental barrier there, so it's like no, I can't try it, I don't like it, I don't like it, without even knowing it, you'll taste a doll that tastes like dirt from the ground, he was like Well, you know what I mean, but life wasn't always so hard when I was a child.

Nikita was a minor local celebrity who won dance competitions, sang solo performances, and enjoyed her success, and she was one of my favorites. The highest scores under 12 years old, she will be a championship dancer. modern tap ballroom ballet has been quite the opposite, but her true passion was singing, she took as a notif accent of my life and it is one of the best moments I can remember and the best memories I have throughout her years as singer. She was always a picky eater but as she did less and less, her diet got worse and worse and it's hard for her super fit boyfriend to see that she is rubbish all the time and doesn't exercise as much as she used to because We all hear dancing and everything, she's growing in no other way and then with a skin, you know what I mean, and besides being tired all the time or not having energy, you know, no, she doesn't.

Driving, not going, I just feel exhausted. I went to bed and slept until about one in the afternoon and I can rest for about two hours there quite easily and go back to bed, so I literally had no energy for the man in it. In life, patience is starting to wear thin, it will be easy to just walk away and walk away and find someone else you know, so wanting is normal, you know, and I like going to restaurants and not feeling embarrassed without help. Nikita's future seems uncertain. I just don't know what will happen if I don't change, I don't even want to lose my partner, it's okay, I don't know if we're going to become a corridor, that's good, but I can't, maybe it's not. able to do things that normal people do is the first day on the road to recovery Nikita has traveled to London to meet with nutrition experts, nutritionist Charlotte Watts and psychologist Felix Economicus, do you feel expected now?

In case we have something to show you, if you just follow us. We are just going to go to the movies, so Niketan, the next few weeks will be very challenging and that is why we would like to show you something that will help you. It's going to be difficult, but remember that this is one of the people that I care about you, come and we'll catch up with you in a minute, okay, I'm sorry, Aniki, are you sure mom, yes, of course, but damn, if we don't They shout, no, you won't have around five because you're putting weight on your conditioner. and I look at you and you have a thick blonde and Nerys likes it, honey, it's heartbreaking for me to see oh, you're eating, it's getting to you, no, there's no energy, don't worry, I just want to see the only key you get back.

Hi Nick, it's me, your dad. We have seen some key changes in these last 10 to 15 years. It's really annoying for people like me. We really care about you and know that I like it when you hear me call. Yes, because I love you very much. That's all. day I'm sorry, but I'm crying if it continues like this. I don't think I can take it anymore, you know, it'll end up splitting over something really stupid like food, so I want to. to do is just wish you luck and say I love you, okay Nikita, so I looked pretty difficult, yeah, obviously it's quite a scare.

Matthew says he can't take it much longer. We have been together 11 years. I don't want to, obviously I don't want to lose anything, it's pretty focused, yeah, something to say, isn't it just that everyone says you like how much I've changed and look I've lost my champagne? personality stopped do you feel like it but yourself do you feel that way that's confidence in theirs I used to be so there's still this bubbly little girl in there somewhere oh we have to get her back okay that's good but the ugly face of her extreme diet will be enough to put Nikita off forever, you get a little closer, so we've taken a look at your food diary and this is what you'll eat in a year, all this food you see here, what? how is? take that there, yes, it's ghost, that's not bad enough here are the nervous ones 300 rashers of bacon 1875 slices of bread 200 cans of beans and sausages 60 kilos of French fries 20 50 beef burgers that you also take I get a kind of snapshot of yours Looking at this so far I don't like French fries this star is pretty much a recipe for bloating and tiredness just our fat I'm just a stud I need to do it I'm ready to do it Not good good well in the next four weeks what would you like to achieve at the end of that just eat something with a little vegetable in something else that my body needs and who would you like to eat that with my partner okay is frustrated and fed up so remember this photo and let's expand it to a little color your diet it's quite shocking it's a load of rubbish basically she can't keep eating this she will have a lot of health problems at home and Nikita has had time to reflect on her family's messages to her, I was in London, well yes, I see messages from my family and I was crying through the whole process, yes, thinking that I could sit there and give you this loving message, yes, but I'm the one who's been moving for like 11 years and they are for me because of that and my message was hard and I have seen what sin happen, just like what you like little, I'm going to change, I don't know, I love you too, yes I do, but I want you to like it a little, yes, it's just a small change, you know you've done it, you've done it. the stack, yeah, okay, yeah, don't think about anyone else's feelings.

I'll see in the messages. I realize how much. I'm also hurting everyone around me because they see me change, not particularly in my appearance, they don't particularly like how I feel and I hope this will help me get back to normal. The first step on Nikita's path to recovery is understanding. The underlying reasons behind her eating problems Felix has invited her to join him so he can discover why her childhood restlessness with food turned into a

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-blown phobia in adulthood. Could we start by telling me a little about how her eating behavior has changed? It has been a problem for you in your life.

I always have been, for example, since I can remember. Wait. I think I just have worse things. Things got old because the older I get, the less I've been trained. - foods you like to eat hamburgers beans sausages there is something about those foods that makes them acceptable to you and something about all the other foods that is not and with a safe food it is safe because I know what I am getting I look at the foods and eat it whatever, Matthew weeks and nothing, yes, it looks very good, but I don't dare put it in my mouth, people say: try this, try this.

I can feel myself panicking inside and then I think I've pieced myself together. I'm so anxious before I even put it in my mouth right, I've lost the battle before I even start there's something unusual happening in your life that's a source of stress that could make things worse there was a time when I was attacked, I had 15 years old, I was going to stay at my friend's house and there were two girls and they said they needed to take the temp and someone, unfortunately that was me, so while I was walking with my friend, they dragged me to the ground. and one of them was sitting in front of me and said: bring me something to kill her with because she doesn't know where we are, so the boy with the brick I hold the first head, I just take a deep breath for a second, leaving me blank and you get your mind out. for a second, just imagine all those stores knowing this in the past, now just imagine being exhausted because you realize now that it's behind you, you're safe.

I knew it, I just don't talk about it always. a psychologist, if I hear about a life-threatening incident, the trauma warning bells ring and you know it's not exactly rocket science, it's kind of a distrust that you're going to be safe with food, does that make sense to be honest? You no longer trust anything or anyone, is it stopping you from pursuing your career? What would you like to do in some way? I'm working in an office right now, but when I was younger all I wanted to do was be a dancer or singer? so I know I'm doing something that's the complete opposite.

I don't know where I'm supposed to go in my life. I feel like I don't fit in anywhere right now given Nikki's experience with that intense assault when she was 15, she actually copes very well, I mean some people who develop agrophobia are afraid to leave their houses and have everything kind of fears, so it's not surprising that he's fine, but I still think this would have affected his eating behavior as well. then I got more nervous about the unknown, the things I feel, I hope I've mentioned them in the past, but I've never talked about them in detail, um, sometimes it's quite difficult to deal with, it's easier to talk to him. stranger than it is here with family and friends as Felix finds a way to deal with some of his past traumas.

Charlotte wants to know more about her current food phobias. Today's plan is to find out where Nikita is at in terms of trying new food. food and how much it was always going to be to get her off her extremely restrictive diet, so when you look at this spread here, yeah, what comes to mind, you need to talk to me about what you see, yeah, I think it looks like that salad now . It looks really good, you're putting it in my mouth, while mucus, okay, I think we should start, no, you mentioned that you don't like foods together, yes, so you have some rules, yes, I'm inclined to push you , how would you feel? eating tomato and cucumber together in one bite, okay, okay after the initial shock, yeah, I didn't think about that, yeah, the gag thing, but I don't know why, but I say it really wasn't that bad, I do not know why. why did my body adopt that habit, yes, probably yes, that reflex protection because I already think it will have to expel something that is potentially harmful to us, okay, but the cutest gag reflex has been protecting it from healthy foods for 20 years.

Charlotte presses the chicken with another. Vegetables taste better I can feel those bits in my teeth, come on, a trio of burgers is a struggle. Charlotte tries a fish alternative, so you want her to try this, yes, with cucumber alone. I'm happy with the cucumber, absolutely perfect. a little yes, are you doing it? It smells fishy I don't even like walking past the fish I might actually be unsure Oh Hawkins, I'm so sorry, I'm not sorry, nice try, although your face went through a lot of changes, what was going on? inside I was panicking and I could just sound really stupid and I know it's so stupid before I say it we were getting more and more suspicious he's built like a dick and he's had a couple of gag reflexes and a lot of this for her is about fear and the unknown that she's not fighting with me for a sense of control but she's trying to figure it out on her own that's going to be a big journey for her it's something I know she can see she needs to do but I think she has very afraid to help her on her way Charlotte has given Nikita a basket of healthy treats, food and some homework try adifferent vegetable a day, preferably green, also clean the cans, time for Claire, I remove all the tin foods from your cupboards and refrigerator and throw them in the bin while it's goodbye to the cans of beans and sausages thanks, it's round two for There is no red broccoli, come on, take a little bit, I know you read correctly, yes, but I didn't want to spit. you're out - coke you know hey, I just dream she's trying things, you know, it's like before, you wouldn't even understand them, you wouldn't even miss one that didn't taste as bad as last time, Brody.

I'm glad of the idea. Today I have broccoli because I believe. That was one of the vegetables I tried, it was peel and I thought, oh no, it smells gross, it tastes gross, oh, and I don't know, it's something my friend needs, so I'll stick with it. I'm not kidding. I'm going to give up. I'm going to keep trying with the promise of a new beginning. Nikita and her mother go out shopping for a new look, only to have every lump and bump on the lord or nothing, yourself, but don't wear them, think. It's cute but sticks out and is light on my hips and stuff, but twenty years of burgers and fries means your wardrobe options are a little limited.

I like these, but this probably won't fit me very well because it's sticky, you never know. Honey, they have to change your moon, let me, I'm Beluga Damania, I don't see you, they push, it comes out annoying, she likes some look, they don't fit, it looks horrible, I know, I don't like it, it's not, No, obviously, the claws that I like don't look good on me being the size I am, if so, to be honest, I feel a little significant, a little my two thick ones, yes, you've already eaten them, so when it's time for lunch, Nikita is eager to show it to her mom .

She's serious, can I do it? I'm going to try a hot chicken salad please, well I'm sure I'm shocked, yeah, I didn't get it, Dania, so soon, but it might be too much, too soon, yeah, that's mine. Thank you, yes, it's a lot for me. I had problems with chicken when I was with boss Charlotte. It's one of the things I want to eat. We are training at the border, although I know you are in a hurry to come. in that, no it's not nice, it's not that it's not nice, it's like it's a different test for them, haratz, okay, but after 20 minutes mom can't help but comment on the lack of progress, you didn't play Macbeth. really enjoying it it's not about enjoying it yet although I think everyone expected too much Emma immediately we also hope that the other couple will be more thoughtful it's like they think I haven't done anything wrong that's how it feels, although no I'm not getting old, I don't know , I just think you just weren't the right person to come to lunch.

Why am I not sure I had this? You like to say fool, no, I mean, they've just been a couple. After days of sweating I thought it was a big step, you know, at least I'm managing to keep something under control. I don't know, I just didn't feel like it was a very comfortable situation in the end, it's Friday at Felix's house. Ask Nikita to join him at Harlow Racecourse after his emotional last session. Felix wants to know more about Nikita's crisis of confidence. What we're working on today is building your confidence because she told me before that it's your confidence that's stopping you from moving forward. have interesting experiences when you see someone you don't know you've met before how safe you feel to just say some of them strike up a conversation if I don't have anything I need to say to a member, I won't just attack starting a random conversation for no reason the Today's purpose is to really do something that's a little bit outside of your comfort zone, which is to just walk up to someone you don't know you've met before and strike up a conversation, okay, okay, so let's leave this. to the test wanting to start a minute or sustained conversation with someone of my choice who starts off easy who chats eating chips next to the wall interrupting your spoon yeah okay guys excuse me can I ask you a question I've never asked ?

I've been betting before and I just have no idea what you're doing, can you have any chance of telling me what to do? The first time is the hardest time, so I hope she breaks through the first time she does it. on a roll until gaining momentum where she only has a break, good food, that's a very good start, so let's take a look at someone else, two guys talking to each other, excuse me in a short time, the shy and suspicious one, the kita seems have disappeared and so has she. father, you are, you will be in the next time, where it is just a tea room.

I'm completely forgetting about Felix, she soon becomes best friends with half the people in the bar and it's just noise, he comes there just to learn how to do it. You've been doing drugs because I've never done it before and I have no idea what you're doing, how you expect the key to be very apprehensive and looking like you're really scared. Yes, this is really scary for many. people and she was really very confident in doing it thank you for your time okay thank you all credit to you for doing this challenge yeah but again I'm really impressed with how confident she did it other people could do it , but really Look, I'm so sorry and I'm a little nervous and a little sweaty, but I truly believe that you are much more confident, brave and open-minded than you currently give yourself credit for.

That's your perception. I've gone into it expecting to do it. things that are uncomfortable for me and unusual and I've found, yeah, I'm just going to do it, so I'd like to take the same learning that you did with Denny and apply it to food, I think coming to the dog, track it. It actually made sense. I can understand why you're doing it, but I was probably surprised. Oh, easy, I found it. I think from today I will apply the techniques that are used today to my food and just do it with a higher mind and simply.

Give it a try because maybe not everything is as bad as White Four seems. While Nikita overcame the first hurdle of having new foods in her mouth, she is still struggling to find foods that she can actually eat. Charlotte has suggested a new breakfast option: plain yogurt. use it to soothe some burns on vacation and that's all I can do, plain yogurt, smells like things I've tried before, smells like I don't know it, smells are familiar, don't spit it out, says progress isn't pleasant . I think thats enough. I'm not sure all of you will get better.

It's all little steps I'm taking, but for me it's huge. I'm just worried that maybe what I'm doing isn't enough. I'm just not sure to what extent or how realistic it is. The ultimate goal is for me to still be concerned about Nikita's health. Charlotte has a blood testing center today. She travels to London to get the results because of a really bad situation. I bet in a while Dynegy levels are always low in the ocean. She's always tired all the time. she's always sick she always helps always always yes I worry about the future because a lot of things are certain, but it could take and then you don't know, you know, I'm nervous, even if this says something bad, I need to take it in a positive way really instead of get depressed dr.

Pixy McKenna is a GP with a special interest in dietary issues. She has analyzed Nikita's blood results to find out exactly what damage her junk food diet has caused, so Nikita, this is dr. pixie, nice to meet you, nice to meet you, are you a little nervous? Yes, I've been checking all your blood results. The first thing really is that you have a very, very high level of a thing called uric acid in your blood. like it's a problem, it's a problem, okay, uric acid crystallizes and can cause something called gout. Gout is a disease caused by uric acid in the body, this creates crystals that build up around the joints.

It is characterized by severe stiffness, swelling, and burning pain from the rongeur. It's caused by protein-rich foods like bacon and hamburgers Nikita glimpses the future now that's what we call pretty cows it doesn't look good so painful that people go to the emergency room because they think they've broken a bone. I have seen it. grown men cry with a goat, look at this, yes, I have things when it's like I could be carrying something and my hands will swell and stain and I'm so sorry in your pain, it's painful, so it may well be that you've already Had mini gout attacks, Frankie, that's actually a worry and it's not just the couch that Nikita has to worry about.

Have you heard of kidney stones? They start like this and you end up trying to pee on golf balls, okay? Can you imagine how painful it is? You drink it. You know, looking at your liver function test is extremely abnormal. Your diet is pretty junk and doesn't have any of the components your liver needs to become poisoned. You don't look very happy. Think of a bar. Although this is pessimistic, it is what I need to hear, yes, but you know you are 29 years old, there is time and there is a lot we can do, so I want you to take this has been something positive in that sense, but look, this is a Also a stern warning that hopes something is wrong, but not as much as what can I think?

Next time I make it I will face a plate of vegetables. Whatever you think. I don't need to think to myself. I need to do it. eat this otherwise I'm going to get sick I'm going to go crazy if I know I don't like it push it away it's not like my body my body needs it now it's like it's crying out for it so yes I need it Try to use it in a positive way. Felix is ​​encouraged to learn more about Nikita's assault, although the girls responsible were caught. He thinks Nikita is still deeply affected.

Well, today I'm going to visit Ann Marie, who is Nikita's mother, because Nikki was very scared. and a little girl, when this happened, she lied to get more information to fill in those missing pieces of the impact our soul had on the family. I heard you have pictures of her and we have everything about everything, yes, of her. Being a baby, Alice, yes, she got a lot of trophies, these are only remembered when she was a dancer, happy, smiling at the little girl, so how old was she here she? Yeah, she was about 21, about 21. Oh, King and I, yeah, she was the naughty girl in that. she was relieved again in Starlight Express my daughter was like in the theater she's pretty good you should be good I should say and then everything changed when she beat you no that was the last one she was in a show was she you feel?

We both dealt with it at the time differently, yeah, yeah. I thought it was Lathon Nikki. You know, she showed us that she needed you a lot after the attack. Yes, that's what I wanted, not even my report meant that. I mean, it's hard as a parent, I'm a parent myself and there's nothing more instinctive than being there and not being the place for a child and suddenly, if they don't need us as much anymore, we feel like my job has been ruined a little bit. of some meaning I just wanted her to be like she used to be do you feel like you've accepted her?

Not Nikita, in my mind, after that assault that Nikita suffered, there seems to be a schism between the old Nikita and you, Nikita, the whole Nikita was seen as something positive, beautiful, dancing, singing and the new Nikita is seen as Ventus about that, so she's depressed, she's not attractive, she's in a bad mood and it won't help her get over her fears of food, so I really want to do something like that. old perspective to rest after having given up bacon sausages and struggling with yogurt. Nikita still finds it difficult to eat a healthy breakfast. I'm going to have porridge and I'm going to put a banana in it.

Do you really want to stop with me? Yes, the power you make is incredible. a chair just sharing a healthy breakfast yes, you really impressed with my poverty hmm knees and better, yes, I really feel that you are eating a phenomenal breakfast, you know, the sour banana has never been afraid, well, yes, finish, this is what she maintains as no. she did really well, she surprised me, just you know, Matthews really pleased Wheeler, he's proud of me and I think that's all I can ask for. I'm pretty happy with the way I'm going right now despite her success at breakfast.

Nikita is still struggling to finish an entire meal, especially one containing vegetables, so Charlotte takes someone, Nikita, to London, where her taste for some Spanish influence will take her to the next level. Part of the reason to choose Tap Pass is that you can choose from many small plates. servings there's a pretty nice way for you to take control of the flavor, taste and taste things. I'm going to let you lead the loaded one, which is a leafy green vegetable cooked with hazelnuts and raisins, kind of like a cabbage leaf spelled very similarly. that, oh, that was lying then, this is not pleasant for me, let's move, okay, well, there is no key with black olives.

I tried to go in as more open-minded guys, just things I've been trying at home. I have noticed the reaction. Yeah, yeah, since I have to do this for myself, he feels a little bit like a step behind, okay, so it's like he just catches up to me. You know, little Sudan is like that. No, I won't try to do it. Yes, this is the most difficult. The point really is that there are many things about this, it is that it isnew and unknown and you really shouldn't bother about it and I don't want you to see this as a struggle so we'll end it here, you really have. really good to sit here and try new things.

I've been positive all the way to this pine tree and now I feel like I let myself down. It's just hard for me. I really saw. I think I'll go to bed trying to score. You break it too much and when I get up in the morning I try again with our trust deep inside. Felix is ​​called Nikita in Birmingham. It's time to put food fears center stage. I think Nikita's problem is twofold. The first part is her lack of confidence and the second is that I would really like her to get over that attack she suffered when she was 15 to reconnect with her old self.

Here we are closer in Birmingham. What I know about you is that you are a very talented flame dance artist. I loved singing after your wonderful makeover. I would like you to sing here in front of all these people. How are you with that right now? Your body tells you this is scary after you achieve it and I have faith in you. How do you think? That could affect other areas of your life. If I can get over my nerves and feel confident after doing it, then that's a good way to approach food. What is the tomato in a play compared to what you are going to do today?

I can definitely see the spots where I like to build confidence and stuff right when you bring me in and tell me what I'm doing. I can't believe how nervous I am considering I used to do it. You wouldn't think my nerves would be as bad as they are. but, but the minute and the shots are going to end once and for all and while she gets ready, Félix prepares another surprise. Nikita's entire family has made the four-hour round trip to be in the front row. Matt, I look pleased to meet you. Hello, if we are all ready, we can talk to our Nikita, how are you feeling good, that is to be expected even when you act before you are nervous when you are, but I hope support for you here today, your family will also be here to support you.

You, the family, are their reason for you and I'm going to take a deep breath and really show people that you can do it. I see you, but when the crunch comes, as it does when she's faced with food, Nikita's nerves get the best of her knowing we'll shine for it. a rainbow just moves, but after a quick pep talk and help from the crowd, she decides to stay and face the music today, agrees it wasn't that bad for the CEO, dig deeper, she said, come on, you can do this and she just shook herself out of She dug deep and did it.

The brilliant process doesn't add up. For eight years she felt this Roger attack of confidence and today she really just claimed that and if she can do that for singing, she can really do it for something like some vegetables, but I think. Well, it's been me like the last six minutes, we've just been a journey of anxious and nervous lives and then I exhale every time I get into one, I think I just need to take the confidence that I have and become aware of that. I and I try to give the same approach to food.

It's week three and with the final challenge fast approaching, Charlotte decides to tackle the vegetable issue head-on and with Mum now behind her, it'll be a family affair this time. I really want to do it. Get her mom involved so that together you can learn to love vegetables a little more and have a little fun in terms of learning some preparation skills together. Well, this is Andrew, the ultimate vegetarian chef, so he really knows his vegetables. Let's say and specifically how to make them taste great, okay ladies, I'm going to prepare some vegetables, Nikita, yes, we use a vegetable peeler because there is no trace of bacon or burgers in sight, today the vegetables take center stage, okay, It's not scary, as you can see, it just turns. that a little bit and then mash them in there Charlotte hopes a vegetarian masterclass will make all these vegetables look a little less scary double cousin we throw a little in there I watch the burgers being cooked on TV I think this looks really good or you could try it with Matthew, boy, well, I never use it for hunters.

I just look at it, it just smells delicious, yes, very pretty. I'm really excited you know that King is there yeah normally I would cut him down and in Finland he would mate with it's so you see what I could see crazy I know it's just mushrooms and we like wine and stuff so I'm a little nervous, not going to lie, but even so, I'll still try to give it a good chance. Get ready, she may know what's in it, but will she be able to stomach one bite? Very good, yes, isn't she trying to participate in all rounds of the play?

I am a good cook. I really indulged her in that way and really enjoyed her. It was really nice to do something to see it through to the end and then test it from now on. I think Nikki and I will go to the kitchen and get to know each other better in the kitchen and learn together instead of going. shopping for clothes shopping for food and no, I think we're still okay shopping for clothes, thanks from Bolton. Nikita's new dice are having a big impact. She and Matt are even considering a new addition to her home.

Her first dining table to grow. I'll sit in it, we don't live in a cage that looks like it should be in a cocktail bar. Yeah, I don't know if it's going to be too big because I don't really like this little Mike color, it's pretty. funky, it's a little low for a terrible time, well, yeah, you know, low, can you go? We bought a dining table that we're going to know you like now, more people don't, hope

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y more will encourage you to eat better too and your first meal together at the table is a healthy jacket and cottage cheese.

My toast looks disgusting. It's not that bad in CTools. We'll see in a week. Nikita will sit down to enjoy a full meal with her family, but so far she has only managed to nibble on a few vegetables. I'm not sure she'll be able to finish it all. What's that face? He looks, but it's not long before Nikita chokes. The mood is very dangerous. You have had higher things. But I. just tasted oh this I have to try to finish the whole piece you would be writing try to finish it's not hard to see your name was cheese there it was still here I'm not very fun with cottage cheese and potato, but I was eating it to show him that there wasn't any adventure, you know, if she doesn't like it, go into it like, oh hi, come on, you're going to stumble, you know, that's what I think because I'm struggling with it, I think.

You've probably thought, oh, why do I bother making her feel guilty about not being able to eat it and like that she's disappointed in me? It's the last week while Nikita is still fighting. Felix heads to Bolton, he is convinced that the past still stands. her back and affects her confidence with food, she still feels that there are many painful memories with what happened in the past, not only for Nikita but also for her mother, so today the main thing is to unite mother and daughter so that finally can put these painful memories. to the past where they belong and get some kind of closure on what happened, that's believed to have happened, those two girls have done enough damage in their lives and I don't want any more energy attached to that Kizer when we first talk in a therapy session.

I noticed that you still had a lot of distressed emotion about the label and Andro, which we talked about a little bit and it's obviously an distressing event that we don't talk about, right? Allah. I think for me I tend to be silent. put it aside and not really deal with the emotions and to be honest, the first time I spoke to Felix, that was the only time I actually cried as hard as I did, what do you both need from the other? help you make peace with what happens. I don't think I really need anything from you to meet Peter.

Let's be honest, I just need you to not worry about it and don't worry about it because you're the first to say it. but you're living a life sentence and you don't understand them much, it's changed, yes I support that all I'm doing is trying without cotton. Rome Nikita, yes, although he has already grown up, yes, now you know that this is the most basic thing. Isn't every parent's instinct to wrap cotton? Will I do it too? The only thing is that there is a moment to wrap cotton and then the Conwell becomes a straitjacket. I think the only thing he'd like to give Adrian is one thing you told me is that I just want my old Nikita back.

I think one thing is that you just have to think that I'm 29 now. I'm not going to be about 15 years old. Unfortunately, I'm still the same person inside. I just grew up if everyone can accept things as they are, even as documents, although that is actually health, what is actually healthy is progress and people can move forward. Nikita said a lot of really useful and important things to mom, maybe she has never said them before. Very liberating. Somehow clearing the air by voicing her grievances, this will actually help Nikita eat because everyone can accept her as she is now without all this tension and conflict from the past getting in the way since she has been serving time for one last painful . trip down memory lane Nikita takes her mother to the place where she was attacked 14 years ago to finally lay the pass to rest so solid it's only okay in Mia's box you never actually saw where it happened, did you?

I'm not sure you really want to know that's where they found me on the corner, yeah, I made it to the end of the street, well, I'm still here, this is just a bit of a waste and in it, I can only stand stunned here. I'm not saying yes, I really don't know, I'm not really upset, it was a bit sad like little Tino, I just really was in the wrong place and I think that's the only way I can look at it from now on. Moving on, so in that sense, yes, it was out, I guess she had never vented it to me because of the whole protected fear of hurting my feelings all the time with food and I guess we gave in to what she wanted. to keep it I failed, I didn't do it so yes, it was God, we left it behind came out four weeks ago Nikita set herself the challenge of finishing a meal with her boyfriend Matt, today she will find out if she has done enough to conquer her fear of food I can't leave it's the final death be honest because when I started the journey it seemed like years had passed and now I'm at the end they're a little nervous I'm trying not to dwell on it too much because that's when I stare like it's the whole story. world and then I feel like I can't do it right, the fears went away by trying things and I think I will be Okay, I try whatever today, but it's just that finishing is a different matter.

Okay, yeah, sure, yeah, I think so, trust me, I'll enjoy it, yeah, it doesn't matter what other people think. Know? I like it, it's good to look at you, just block them, you know you can do it together with the cutest family. Shawna and Felix are also there to support you. One of the most important practices here is that she has not finished a meal yet. that's right, she always has heart health, that's actually happening, it's actually lacking, it really ends well, that girl said, this would be a perfect opportunity for her to fully prove herself, but without burgers on the menu. she can handle banana and I mean it like you, it's actually nothing I won't try if it seems too hard, that's right there.

I don't want fish that I might have problems with. It's Dona, so I think turkeys are probably the easiest next on the list. Are you ready? Tyler, yes, I can eat, there is turkey, yes, while Matt and the family choose their food. Nikita has just enough time for a quick pep talk. How do you feel? I'm a To be honest, I'm a little nervous about the food. I think probably what I ordered I didn't try some of the things. I think that's the scary part. A short time ago you were told that you would sing in front of hundreds of people. tell me that's bigger, yeah, and you sell through phone codes, you impressed everyone, just get in there, be kind to yourself.

I'm going to enjoy it because there you are much more likely to be successful if you enjoy it in its relaxed component, yes, the roast turkey chosen by Nikita and stuffed with red wine sauce. I think she will call her there. I'm not essentially at all. I think McKee is a little nervous, but I think she's determined to do it. I would love to see it. eat a full meal oh you know what happens in art I hope it goes well o thank you the moment of truth has finally arrived it's a lot of filling Alice Alice carrots yeah it's okay you're just training your unused brain to see what you get like no it's really it's good to see she's a giant something she's not I won't say enjoy it you know don't push it survive I think you're enjoying it yeah think you're just not sure you know that you just want your crazy screen. on things, okay, everything else has bogged me down a bit, it's just taking me a while.

Nikita is determined to finish her meal 20 minutes later, everyone else has cleared her plate and she is still struggling. You can do it, let's move on, yeah. What do you feel like saying when he was on that stage? Yes, yes, just keep the things, let yourself enjoy, yes, quite good, no, they don't love sweets, although she hasn't eaten everything. Nikita's family is delighted, you can'tsay it. in words through the throat here because I'm a mother and I'm proud of it and she took a big step forward, they would be very proud just to see it brought in recently, well it's wise the end when everyone else was finishing some thinking .

He probably panicked a little. I didn't see a day apart. That sounds reasonable. It's pretty surprising to me because she's willing to try things a little further. I think it's just a learning curve in English and he will do very well after Okazaki pushes. The fear went away and I think that was the most important thing for me because when I tried things nothing was as bad as I thought I would taste, yes, now it's over, today is a healthy future for worries, yes, one. The bond between the man and Nikita's life has been radically transformed since Shalot and Felix left me to carry on alone.

I think I've done well. I'm still trying to try new things. She is eating sweet potatoes and sees peppers. She now she can't. I got tired of eating milkshake. Can I try the charcoal grilled chicken? We went to eat. I got exactly the same thing in my sparkler as yadah and he was, yeah, yeah, she's eating. I'm very proud of you, very proud of it. I have more energy. I have lost a little weight. I feel better about myself. I don't feel self-conscious when I am. coming out is a happier person, it's proven that you know he can do whatever he wants if he puts his mind to it and this Kita with more confidence, she even wants to brush up on those singing skills, it made me realize what I'm missing and it was something that I enjoyed it a long time ago and there's no reason why I can't do it now, who will move on and like she said, won't come back once again, we wanted to say, oh, I've got someone on the key. back, so it's just some old Nikita, just a little more adult.