Women Confess Their Biggest Secrets

I feel guilty all the time I feel guilty and think man I should be with someone else it's just not fair I'm sleeping with my best friend's ex if this is your secret and you'd like to claim it. you can step forward in three one 2 3 I think it's self explanatory. I really don't have anything else to share. You want to share it today because I want to tell him and I just don't know how, so I thought. I could also upload a video and show her I'm sorry Haley so my last ex boyfriend left me for another girl in my friend group and then my current boyfriend at the moment was one of his friends talking about things like it was the best way to anything.

I helped a loved one with credit card fraud, so one day I was on Tinder and I was browsing and I saw this guy we started talking to and he was just joking around. I asked him: what do you do? He was. Like he robbed banks, I thought, cool, do you need an assistant? and he was like, yeah, and I ran into him and, um, he was real and he was like, Hey, help me and we'll make like 5K a day, blah, blah, blah. He was like sick. I'm trying to quit my job. I hate it.

Turns out he was a meth smoker and I was like cool, you know, do your thing whatever and I ended up doing secondhand drugs and nope. It's not real, I didn't realize that was what was happening. I thought, oh, this guy is cool, you know, he's a rapper and he got it. Tesla, oddly enough, the way I got out of that was he tricked me. and his name is Donovan if you ever see him tell him I better not catch him on the street girl, go share the secret today to prevent girls from going through what I went through.

I was stupid enough to do it. You know it's a shame no one should go through that I don't feel like I'm going to go to heaven when I die oh that sound I'm sorry I'm just nervous oh no I feel like I'm about to start crying I was in a church for like four years and um, I don't know, I felt like I was there and I found a family, but I felt like I was there for people when I decided to leave, that was the first thing that reminded me was that once I left the church, I left God and when I leave God that means that I'm going to hell and a part of me believes them like I don't deserve a place in heaven because I don't do anything to build my place there if that makes sense I'm sorry hello hello girl I'm sorry there's nothing to be sorry about we're here with you tears , there is healing and tears, okay, what helped me was thinking and knowing that there is something out there, there is a God. a heaven or whatever you want to believe but no one would tell you what it is but you know you're not alone thank you very much I'm in love with my best friend but I don't want to risk losing our friendship, okay?

The author has decided not to claim the secret, but if you want them to know that they are not alone, you can step forward in three, okay, one, two, three, this happened. I met my friend in seventh grade and fell in love. with them and since I was a girl and she was a girl, I didn't let them know only for them to find out later, my mom found out, my family found out. I remember walking past her and just not talking to her about her. I forgave her over time, but the funny thing is that she ended up dating another girl in college, so that's friendships for me.

Yes, I have been married for 6 years and I am still a virgin. It's really embarrassing. I have been married to my husband for six. years and we um well I've never had sex um I have a very biased view, I'm sorry, a very biased view about sex um a lot of sexual abuse, I never had a healthy view of sex, I never had the opportunity and then you know a through a little bit of therapy because I'm a Christian all this time there's a big vision of this big lie that you need to save yourself for marriage, you know and then on your wedding night that's it and then I got married and in my So a night like that didn't happen and I was very embarrassed and my um like my family God bless them, but they, you know, made comments like, you know, because I want my kids' name to be Gracie, like when are we going to see the little ones?

Gracie is around and I have a lot of pressure and my husband, the most amazing guy in the world, has been so patient and I feel guilty all the time. I feel guilty and think, man, I should be with someone else. because I can't give him that. I hope I get there because I want to have kids so badly because it's like everyone else can do this but I can't, it's just not fair, that's all, yeah, I'm sorry, no, it's okay, gross, don't worry. sorry it's what you feel honestly love sex is not love love is something completely different and if you didn't show it today I don't know what will so I've been married for the last 6 years and no one in my family knows that I have never had sexual relations with my partner.

I don't want to C. our marriage is based on friendship and it just means a lot to you. No? My parents are going to kill me. I decided to keep it a secret because it's easier to live without people telling you what's right and what's wrong. You can have sex with anyone, love, you only find one and if people understood that connections come with the mind they come with feelings, six would not be seen. as something necessary to establish a connection with someone and if you never conceive it, you better believe that he doesn't love you more than sex would have given him mhm, say that you guys changed my life, we love you just knowing that I'm not alone, once I stayed in a relationship because my partner said I was the reason he wasn't going to commit suicide when I was 14 and just starting high school.

I was doing a lot of theater. Yes, he had a bit of a brilliant show. She revealed that I. she was the only person who stopped him from committing suicide and as a 14 year old girl you know you don't really know what to do in that situation when you're dealing with such heavy things that you've never dealt with before. with before and completely destroyed my relationship with my family as if I had simply risked everything for this person. I felt an obligation to protect and care for them and be

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life jacket. Yes, they were my first boyfriend.

He was 14 years old. They were 17 and it was very difficult because I felt like it was tied to them, you know, and when I was 14 I thought I had to stay with this person. I did the same thing, but I felt like I did it more because Too bad there was a saying that stuck with me for a long time and it was all um, you can lead a camel to water but you can't force it to drink, you can only help someone to a certain point. and then you have to walk away you can't die because someone else is dying in front of you, you know this well, in high school I was bullied for being sexually assaulted and rumors spread that I loved him when I was a little girl, I became this. stronger than I thought I became entangled in a friendship that very quickly became very unhealthy pretty quickly the whole relationship just ruined the way I viewed my body and my interactions with people in general when I got to high school I had a crush on this guy who was so cute when you see someone you can see he has shared a similar experience.

I saw that in this guy and I, he was like the first person I like, I can find and say, I was like, oh my gosh, finally someone. Who has this understanding? I feel like a breath of fresh air, I can do this and the next day the whole school knew what had happened to me in detail and I was bullied very, very bad because the sexual assault happened by a woman who was seen so differently, Like she wanted it to happen, because I wasn't a man and my life was just ruined after that experience and it was like the dark Doom that started to tear my life apart. but that whole experience really traumatized me and affects me to this day and is something I still go through personally.

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, so I understand where you're coming from. I'm so sorry you know that. It became a big thing in your life where you felt like you couldn't escape it. Thanks when I was 20 years old. I had an abortion without telling my parents. Yes, I'm 22 now. I had an abortion with my ex-boyfriend at the time, I've been with that couple longer and I'm not going to lie, he said that later, after he got me pregnant, he saw me more as a friend than a girlfriend, which It's like a dog thing. say: I don't know if you're seeing this, I'm sorry, I might want to hang up, I'm grateful to live in California and have access to those Services despite having gone through experiences of being cut off from Planned Parenthood and the day after my abortion I ended up going to the ER they had to do an ultrasound which was an internal ultrasound and my technician told me that it would have been easier to keep the baby than to have gone through everything I was going through um Which really wasn't what I needed to hear in that moment.

Regardless, I was able to get over it and I was able to mend my relationship with my family and more than anything, they were sad that they couldn't have been there for a long time. Me, I'm going through all this. I say it now because I hope I can help someone else feel a little less alone, and that it's okay to go through this, there's no shame in it, thank you all for being you, so all my goodness. My secret was that a close family member abused me and I cannot forgive him. My dad was very abusive to my mom and us.

It was the night before New Year's and he had just gotten out of jail. He just didn't help. The fact that we shared a room, so when he did what he did, he completely destroyed my life, made me run away from my house several times because I was afraid that every time he got out of jail, he would do the same thing. over and over again and I feel so alone because I have half my family blaming me for not saying anything and I have another part of my family where I have no idea and I love them or I just protect them and it hurts me to this day to know I can't enter that house without being afraid.

I felt like I had to share this because if I hadn't shared it here I would never have talked about it. I don't have the guts to talk to them in person because I don't want anything to happen to them while I'm there and I know it's selfish but I feel like at least I deserve that peace and Tranquility in my life even if I'm alone, thank you.