Trying Not To Cry Watching *ME BEFORE YOU*

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to tell you everything about life. It's not all bad, so eh, well, I am anyway. I love those little expressions. Is that so funny? Oh God, godmother of the bride, what makes me morally responsible for her is not one of my best acts. I was just thinking about how they're going to end this. I thought they'd say, "Okay, these two are going to be it." a couple and they are going to be happy and I like that, that moral greatness many times, the stories try to make you feel directly about a situation, but I thought they were just going to leave this gray, but I think the mother-in-law is going to come in and then she will fall like a lot of things that spell doom for this relationship and it's going to be bad and it's going to help, like tilting it back from the moral gray to taste. bad morals red morals, oh yes young man, only one of that group that was worth it has a good ass, so she doesn't like the husband, and I wonder if we are going to leave it that way or if we are going to see him cheating or flirting with someone else in the future we'll see, we'll see how that turns out, let's give these releases something to talk about, are they all a PO?

Yeah, this is so cute, uh, oh, guys, uh, oh. yeah, well, okay, I'm feeling, I'm feeling something that's weird, usually it's just a cold emptiness inside, this is going to get romantic and a little sad, and I, no, I'm going to do it, I want to lose it, it's good. get together and do something CL, you're pretty much the only thing that makes me want to get up in the morning, okay, it was happy, it never got sad, well, I was on the verge of it, it's been a long time since I cried too and I have a theory like this one that builds up in your system and I'll just be walking and I'll feel on the verge of tears just because the tears have to come at some point, you know, today could be the day.

I'm not going to go to the extreme what's the name of Norway they need me at work your work takes priority over everything these days oh oh oh oh oh oh oh the hospital we're in the hospital he's stable his lungs are weak any bacteria hits He hard, oh, the virus, the bacteria, I knew it, that's brutal, man, all because of a guy with the head of a mop. I want to see that accident because that mop head didn't seem to go very fast if they didn't show the Impact no, I can't judge what he wants to do.

I want him to live, but only if he wants to live. I can't let this happen. It's also interesting because the two men around him will let him make his own decision. If you want if you want to call it a day the day I leave him and the two women say we're not going to do it we're going to force them to live I'm an idiot they're going to break up here I feel it coming oh it was the trip I told you about , oh I'm sure they're breaking up, look he wanted to go to Norway because it's a triathlon event he was going to do while he was there and they were also going sightseeing.

You know, so she'll take it with her but she says no, I can't. I can't go on a trip because I have work. You know I have to be there for Will and now she's planning a trip with Will, so she looks bad. to say hey, I can't, I can't go on the vacation we've been planning for over a year here with you, but I can go on a trip with this other hot guy who has a castle, massages, swims with dolphins, yeah, yeah. yeah it doesn't work you really expect me to sit around while you go off with another man on a honeymoon other caretakers come too two guys oh well ok so they've groomed him to be a jerk like he really It wouldn't have been.

He's been there for her, he's getting stupid gifts from her, he doesn't really support her emotionally, so he's prepared to be a loser, but in this situation, is he wrong? She can't go on a trip with him, so that he will go on a trip with his boss. he doesn't know the extent of the medical situation, you know how this feels, yes, I kind of understand it, but he needs me. Sorry, oh she drew Line in the Sand, oh yeah, it's over, that's hard. hard, I mean, she made the decision from her, although oh, you got it, I, oh, we got montage, oh, we got vacation, montage, hell, yeah, let's go.

Not only was that not the song to start a montage or a great vacation, it's too quiet, but Also, why are you cutting up tonight? She just puts together the montage in fun. Why would you start here? I don't understand that I don't understand this, so he makes a comment. You have it here. She has a happy smile. The Welcome to Paradise music is rising and then it's. a super chill song, it's nighttime and they say, "Okay, here's your hotel room" and then you move on to the next day. I'm sorry you fade away the next day to an emotional song.

What are you okay? Specific actors. Very good story. good direction mediocre don't go back to your room tonight what's the wait he said no don't go back to your room tonight am I worried that this is going to be like her last blow, which is like a last supper? but more horny like I want to have one last time before you know it, going to the place with all the services. I'm actually thinking, oh oh, her hugging him. Actually, I'm thinking she was talking about video games earlier, but I'm not. I think she can only do a little bit with one hand and now we completely understand the boyfriend.

He was jealous, but he had every right to be because there's no doubt here and honestly, it's hard to blame her too because she. She spends all day every day with him and I think it's in her personality to want to be needy just do it no I can't I can't it's going to be too deep why didn't you make me do that before? Incredible, what happens if a shark eats only her legs, although she gets a little upset, a small shark fights on her legs? That would be a nice story, now you have to sail together, you're glad you came well, yes. yeah, it's his last dinner, man, you were something else Clark, oh god, I just have this feeling that his depression is not something he's getting over, we have like 18 minutes left, he has to make a decision, I'm so nervous, oh It's not that it goes too well and normally at the end of a movie if it goes too well it's not that it goes from too good to very good oh oh this is good actually this is good listen I know this is not how you would have chosen But I can make you happy .

I need to do it. Alright. So, I'm the personal therapist. I clearly missed that prediction. I need to call him right now. Does he live? I think so because we have sunk so deeply in this relationship that we have not put in. she talked a lot about her future and her aspirations like she wants to go into fashion but she hasn't pursued that and he hasn't helped her achieve that, you know, that's not a dynamic that we're establishing, I think he's I'm going to live I think they're going to be happy together yes he says no now but it's okay that's okay this is good actually it's not yes my life say no now it's not even close because if he says yes now then there's no other place where you go right so he has to do it Yeah, this is okay, you never saw me before Oh, me before you, that's the me before you, you're not giving me a chance, I don't want you to miss all the Things that someone else could give you, oh God Clark, if you had any idea what I want to do to you right now, oh yeah, it's hot dinner, what I don't like, that phrase, this is it, this is good, I think this Yes, it is the most wonderful thing you could have. done by me, it's okay, yeah, he's going to change things, although now I wake up every morning wishing it was all over, it's okay, it's okay, I'm a girl.

It won't get any better than this, oh my God, oh no, when we get back. I'm going to Switzerland, nothing was going to change my mind, oh my God, I wish I'd never met you, Louisa, okay, okay, how do we end? I'm nervous now because it's not like he's totally set on this right and has been for a long time, it's not like a snap of a finger, the decision to say, "okay, I'm going to move on through life" and then he He's just happy with that decision forever as if it's "I don't know, you have to work." Until then, how was the flight?

Well, we got here at a single pace, no, you had a private jet, okay, yes, it was pretty good, sir, there were as many crew members as passengers, okay, you had a good fight, come on, we want. to find out how it went there they say oh he can't change his mind I just don't see it or I think he's going to write her a letter I think she's going to end this by reading a letter and going to fashion school or whatever, oh No, why did I get my hopes up? This is the worst, oh we got dad I loved these scenes.

Dad will come with a little wisdom. I tried. Dad, he'll help her set her heart on E. I tried. so hard and I came so far but I failed but in the end it didn't even matter you can't change who people are and what you can do you can love them I remember from the trailer they came out this morning to Swit they went to Switzerland they left oh my god he didn't she's going to change her mind, although this is sad because at least in me, Earl and the dying girl, she had no choice, we leave you alone, oh this is going to hurt.

It's going to hurt it's not going to make me cry it's going to make me sad in a depressing way I'm just going to get demoralized oh no and if she stabs him in the throat she says you know what if you're going to go, go with someone you love and the world. It will definitely be a better place without me, come on, tell me something good, I left you a lot of money in my will, oh father, I know what, this angle, this angle would kill me. If they had played with this more the parents and their choices and their feelings they did it a little if they had done it more I would have broken, that's all, ah I see, the leaf represents his soul falling into hell, a few weeks they should have done it.

It already happened when you read this. I knew he was going to write a letter. That part I knew Michael La would give you access to a bank account. He should buy you your freedom. I wish instead of reading this, sadly she was such a fool. You won't settle for wearing those striped legs with pride, she just lives. I will walk by your side every step of the way. If it feels strange, the reason I said he was going to live is because they didn't really develop their sense of loving. Want freedom. She spread her wings, she felt very content in that life and it was more like her sister, who was like: I need to go out, but it will be like no, no, no, do it, spread your wings, I mean, it's a good thing, but it's No. , I don't think she was what his heart wanted.

I think her heart wanted to be with him, so it's not even an uplifting ending. It's like she really wants this. Maybe it's good for her, but yeah, it wasn't like her. the true desire of his heart you know it's crazy I'm not that sad but I feel like tears are welling up in my eyes I need to cry we need to find a movie to cry to in the next like several months otherwise I think I'm going to drown like if the tears were accumulated. Sometimes when I bend my neck, I can hear the water hissing there.

We need to find a movie that really moves me, though that's okay. thank you Audible for sponsoring, thank you all for

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