THE TRUTH..

Hello guys, welcome back to my channel. I know I've filmed enough specifically on this channel in a long time and I'm not consistent with this channel at all. Oh, and if my voice rings, I sound like a memory. I sound so manly and so rusty but it's kind of sick but this is a video I've been putting off for a while and I'm still so nervous about filming this finger for so many reasons but I guess it's time to finally film this video probably be it for that. I'm doing it in slow motion. I haven't even started.

I definitely wasn't ready to film this video yet, but let me try to finish it. Many of you have been wondering and many of you have already done it. They have been sending me messages, the question is am I pregnant and it surprises me, I am pregnant, but many of you already knew it, but I have not confirmed anything, I have not denied anything, why am I crying? This is supposed to be a happy video. I'm waving and I know I don't sound as happy as I should, but I do, but I have so many emotions, so much situation.

I guess I just wanted to make this video quick. I don't want it to be too long, so yeah I'm not talking, talking, talking, but the purpose of this video was to confirm that yes, I am pregnant and also to say why I haven't confirmed anything, why I haven't really been talking about it and I've been seeing a lot of things. comments I'm saying we're like why I'm ghosted on social media and a lot of things in common is that I've been acting very different than I've been acting SoDo once so that's boring and I feel like I've been putting up with so much and I've thought there's so much going on behind the scenes I love you guys you don't know and it's the main reason I've been hiding my pregnancy and no it's not because I'm trying. to make like Kylie Jenner, many of you actually say that I am ashamed of being pregnant, but no, there have been many reasons why I have been hiding my pregnancy and to begin with, with all my I want to say that the three and four months of my pregnancy has been completely hell just because so many things that you guys like have happened in my personal life and that's the reason why I haven't been as active on my social media and I obviously wasn't in the right frame of mind to go out and say, "I'm pregnant," because I always wanted to do this very, very special.

I always wanted to do this in a very, very positive and very happy way. Very excited and exciting, but I don't see that I got pregnant at the wrong time. A lot of things happened as soon as I found out. I was reading it in my personal life and on social media. Obviously you know a couple. It's been months and it's been extremely difficult trying to stay positive, especially because I'm very, very emotional. I've been extremely emotional, but I think because of my hormones I'm at the top of my personal life, just being crazy and insane and also on top. of you who see things on social media happy to be like two months ago there has been so much negativity on social media because I have been hiding my pregnancy or because I have been ashamed of my pregnancy and I promise you that I will.

I'm usually the type to always encourage other people to get on social media, I like to have a hard shell when it comes to negativity and use that negativity to motivate you and make you keep working harder and harder and be yourself on social media. social. but I think since it is a more sensitive topic about where I will bring a baby like my baby and it is something very special, that is the reason why I hide in it because it feels like I have been trying to protect it from everything and everyone , it's exciting to know that I will be bringing it for a long time, you guys would be surprised and if for some reason I feel like I owe a lot of people an explanation and I'm not talking about people who have They have criticized me badly in my DMS and have been sending me messages of I hate because there have been a lot of people and I'm surprised because it's been a lot more hate than I normally get.

Don't really let yourself hate you but for some reason with my pregnancy I've been needing a lot more than I expected just because a lot of people think I'm embarrassed and I've been getting a lot of messages and I've really been It's really disturbing the point where I'm really has affected but I feel like social media has been weighing me down with all the negativity and my anger at myself and the only reason I say that I even mean my service because I know I am much stronger than this and I believe that we are six.

What I like most is that I can't handle everything with her once. I have been stressing my baby out, which irritates me because she annoys me. I'm so angry because I've been so stressed, I've been so appreciated and my baby doesn't deserve to feel everything I feel, she just doesn't deserve to feel so many bad emotions and obviously life happens like shit. It's going to happen, I can't control that. I also don't want to be too hard on myself just because I've been able to get up with the help of the baby's father with me mom, my mom has been a great help, she's been a great help.

Randomly the car cries and she knows exactly what to say, can you see that? So I'm extremely grateful for that from my sister with everyone around me, like Alondra, right now I'm praying and praying and praying and praying and asking God, please, please, give me. the strength to be strong for my baby, at least for my baby, because I am just tired and frustrated and I feel more sane, more at ease and more good with myself and more relaxed and I have been much happier and I am extremely grateful and happy for the baby's health. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it.

The doctor's appointments have been absolutely wonderful, so I am extremely grateful and lucky to be able to say that I have a healthy baby on the way. I couldn't be happier about it, but like I said, I feel like I owe an explanation. I mean my people, I mean the people who have been extremely kind to me and who have not yet congratulated me, thank you all. They have been supporting me and understand that it is a baby that is at stake, that people are being so negative about, that it is a complete human being and I own it as if it were a mother.

I love it, as you can see, I love being in my my my nephews and my niece peanut butter jelly peanut butter jelly peanut butter jelly peanut butter jelly peanut butter jelly peanut butter jelly peanut butter peanut I love you like a minion oh the fact that I'm having my own little one makes me a little sad in a way but only because I don't want to I feel like I'm not done enjoying my baby changes like Jordan and Annie in Branson, obviously, like there is time for everything, but also to have a baby because, I promise you, they are tears of joy because because I know how much I am going to love my baby.

I just wish it was already here. I really know what it's like to truly fall in love with your baby. In fact, I would breath as a newborn with my sister because my brother-in-law regulated at night, so I basically breathe instead of being a good part-time parent because I literally raised Branson with my sister. She was there judging her diaper feeding her bottles, so I know what to expect when the time comes. Since I was a newborn I also know what that feeling is like to truly fall in love with a baby. To this day I still cry because the kids are growing up because I get so angry.

It's just not quite how I want them to be. Babies and I know I smell so selfish in ignorance because they're obviously going to drill. I'm excited to be able to try one for myself because if I couldn't fall in love with my sister's kids how could I just imagine how I'm going to be with my kids so I'm really excited and anxious and I'm a little nervous but not really because I'm more anxious and excited and I don't want her to grow up, where is the baby? It's going to be hard for me to have to realize that maybe this Corey I'll end up wanting to do more and more anyway no, God knows what he's doing with me I know God knows what he's doing with my family that I'm creating and with this baby that I'm bringing into this world and I wanted to share it with you, especially people who want to be on social media and who I'm afraid to post something personal on social media because, let me tell you. it's hard and I give props to every influencer who can put their personal life on social media and still have a hard shell because it's extremely hard, we've finally been strong enough and we could say no, like I'm Adam, let anyone of this negative garbage catches you more like this is my life this is my happiness this is my baby a baby that is God sending me you should probably pray to have a better heart because I am so confused about how there are so many cruel people out there and why I hate it when people abandon social media because, At the end of the day, we can't please everyone and there are so many people on social media who are likely to hate you, so I really hope that many people who are afraid of being on social media, don't get discouraged and post whatever they want post on social media without caring what people think, and even if it means you have to take a break from social media, then do it.

I promise you it works, but yeah, the purpose of this whole video was just to thank you for sending me. I love you so much and confirm that I am pregnant. We're going to have a baby. I know that there are good-hearted people and that makes me extremely happy and it is with them that I want to share my experience, that is how I want to continue updating about my pregnancy. You were the ones who said I want to continue giving back. I know. Many of you have a lot of questions and a lot of assumptions because I also saw a lot of assumptions on social media.

I want to make a completely separate video for you, but I can't wait to share this experience. with you guys to be on this journey with me and I can't thank you enough, it's been a rollercoaster, but all I can say is I've been getting better, which I obviously thought has been getting a lot better yeah. I'm going to end this video right here guys and before I close this video I want to say that I'm going to post once a week on this channel, it will be about my pregnancy or even if it has to do with a flash or any video related to your business, feel free to comment below on what you want me to film because I want this to be a more personal channel and I also want it to be a place where I can help others. girls with anything when it comes to advice, tips with business related questions, business related videos with anything and of course I will be happy.

Rekt, a tough $100 draw for this video. What you have to do is just comment below and maybe you should comment below with your cash apps it could be a lot easier once again thank you all so much before I close this video I want to say boss babe by M Wing whips from the eyelash part, Italy, no I can't even see that, but the only eyelashes I do are a lady's eyelashes. I'll put a link to the website below and last but not least, I'm wearing our new ultra cool hoodies that we just received. In all the mood, I'm going to put the link for that down below and me and this baby, you said what I did there, I'm not alone anymore, we'll see you guys in our next video.