Shamima Begum: I didn't do anything dangerous

How do you feel? A retiree jumps in and can you tell me a little about the boy? He's a boy, that's what I do, I named him after my own son, maybe I asked his name what the conditions are in the camp right now, honey, it's okay, you know? They feed me. Now I have a heater, so you know, it's kind of hard to go around doing things yourself. It changes that I have a son. Can you take care of him here? It's going to be a little difficult because I have one right now. It's because people without money it's a little difficult to move around, you know, with the amount of things they give us, their life in the camp is better than Babu's in the last few months, I definitely mean, I'm not starving, I have a roof over my head, you know, I used to sleep outside and there was no medical care, so everyone got sick, my children died due to illness, you've obviously been through a lot over the last year, could you describe to us what it's been like? living with a low Islamic state, you know, at first it was nice, it was like others, without shoulders in the videos, like coming to start a family, then things got more difficult, you know, just the loss of Raqqa, we had to continue moving, moving and moving in the previous situation.

There was a point where you started to have doubts about your life in the Islamic State under the Islamic State right at the end, after my son died, and I realized that I had put it out for the sake of our children, for the sake of good for my daughter and my baby. only in the end it was only in the end but you

didn

't regret it until that moment what attracted you to the Islamic State what did you like about it the way they showed you how you can go they will take care of it you can have your own family there you can do

anything

thing they live under Islamic law.

Did they know what Islamic state we are doing when they went to Syria because they had beheaded people, there were executions, things like that and I was there? It's okay at first because you know I want to. I started getting religious right before I left. You know, I heard that Islamically all of that is allowed, so I agreed with you not to question that there is a struggle in the world. The UK is now home, whether you're allowed to come home or not, you know what your feelings are on the matter. I think a lot of people should have sympathy for me because of everything I've been through, you know, and me there.

I

didn

't know why I was going in and I left and I was just hoping that maybe a tired foot of me and my son would let them come back because I can't live in this camp forever, the head of foreign intelligence. Services in the UK say that people like you are potentially very

dangerous

, what would you say? They don't have any evidence against me for doing

anything

dangerous

when I went to Syria. At that time I was just a housewife and stayed home for four years to take care of him. I took care of my children I never did anything dangerous and in May pork and I never encouraged people to become cereal so I only have proof that I did something dangerous.

His family has appealed for him to return home. They are pleading with the British government. to allow you to return home, do you have a message for your family? Keep trying to get me back. I really don't stay here. I don't take care of my son at his camp because I'm afraid he might even die. this camp, what do you think life would be like in the UK? I don't know because I know there would be a lot of restrictions for me. I wouldn't be afraid to do things like before. I don't know if all these things will be taken away from my son.

This is one of my highest priorities. My son because I left him because of him. I would like it taken away. He's trying to live his life. The authorities took the child away from him. Would you accept that it would be difficult to accept? He would do everything possible to keep it with me. I don't see any reason why they would take it away from me. I don't think there are any concerns because One of the opinions that people think you may have or still have regarding what has happened is that they will have to ask me the next day before taking my son.

I guess one question people ask is if you can be rehabilitated, you know, it would be very difficult, everything I've been through, you know, I'm still in the dollar mentality, you know, blueprints of my head and having the backpack of emergency and starve and all these things. It would be a great surprise to return to the UK. Yes, can I ask what attracted you to it? Was it from watching videos? Was there someone or who recruited you or a clergyman who recruited you? What prompted a 15-year-old girl to go? to Syria during the time I left you there was no dollar in the news and stuff and like there were a lot of videos coming out and I saw them on the internet and they just attracted me to them, they attracted a lot of people, right? knowing if your friend Amira Abbas is still alive and how you felt when your other friend cadiz a sultana died was a big shock because it was at the beginning when we left or maybe a year after we left, it was not something I suspected It was just a really big shock like now if I knew Amira was dead I wouldn't be supplying it would be she I'll be asleep I wouldn't be surprised by the situation she's doing when Cadiz and I The situation was still good in Raqqa.

Know? Do you feel like you've made a mistake? Do you think you've made a mistake when you look back at what you've been through over the past four years? Dola, yes, it was a mistake to come here living under the Islamic State in some ways, yes, but I don't regret it because it changed me as a person, it made me stronger and stronger. I married my husband. You wouldn't find someone like him in the UK. I had my kids, you know, I had a good time there, he said, and things got tough and I couldn't take it anymore.

Have you had any contact with your husband? Does he know you've had a child? No, I don't have to. contact I don't know if they will let me contact him. I know where he is right now. I would like to get contact. that you have been contacted by British government consular officials. Have you received a phone call? of them, can you see the news?, the coverage focused on you. You know just getting in touch with my family was difficult? I feel lucky. I assume you have had some contact with them. Did you lose the journalists who came?

He contacted my family. again, is there anything you would like to tell them? Do you have a message for them? Please don't stop trying to get me back. I really don't stay here. It must have been a terrible shock by then when you left. First obviously they tried, no they tried and asked me to come back, they kept saying I knew them and then they often gave up and after four years I'm asking them for help, now it's pretty much except in their faces, what would you say? I'm sorry and your future. Do you feel there is a possibility of a good future for you and your child?

Yes if the UK is willing to take me back and help me start a new life again destroy move on and who has passed