Reacting To My Public Appearances

It seemed like a big deal, people were like, oh, Stephen Colbert, he's huge, like that's a big deal, but I thought it worked in my favor. I've never seen him so nervous and uncomfortable.well I guess it didn't work out in my favor oh my god oh god I wish I could do this now I wish you could do it now I feel like I've gotten a lot better you know I want to do it again yeah I used to be a lot more worried than clingy and nervous I still get but it's there I feel like it's so different now damn it looks good he should start his own minecraft series why am I so awesome?

I just made up a bunch of words like flip flopping and they would censor it, the collar worker would feel it and be like God we can't let them say flip and flopping oh god helvetta oh that's a good helmet that's funny look it's a good comedian making observations and she said, yeah, I got it. I have a lot to learn man, I can feel how awkward pewdiepie is. Thanks guys, thanks for encouraging me to try to be less introverted and weird in front of people. It really helps to have these types of comments in the back of my mind.

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appearance I really appreciate that you look a little uncomfortable. I think it's gotten more confident since then, which is great. I definitely have and I'm very happy about it. It's strange. I think ironically the reason I'm not. Not being on TV anymore is the reason I can probably feel more comfortable on TV now because all the controversies I think that's what helped me become less self-aware I guess, but yeah, it wasn't Conan too. and It's me, it's just pure embarrassment because I was a huge Conan fan, look how I'm sitting there, it's like, oh god, what's going on, are you nervous about playing with me?

Uh, you know, I think you should be nervous, yeah, I've seen it. you play conan you're pretty horrible i'm terrible i can't play well it's a little better i love how defensive they are with me in the comments pewdiepie shrinking so much in first person shooter games hey first shooter games i can't get my character to stand up head to see where it's going, yeah, yeah, I literally can't, I struggle and then I cringe, okay, that's all I can take, that's all I can. Here, but I have to say that YouTube has given me a unique and strange experience of growing as a person that I think no other environment in the world would have given me, so I'm very grateful for doing all these things that I was terrified of doing.

As an introvert especially, I would die inside every time you feel like you don't want to do something and you just go ahead with it, at least I always feel like it's always worth it and it's good to remind yourself and yourself of that. You will grow as a person because next time you will have that experience behind you, so try hard in life because it will always be worth it if I had to force a little message at the end, that's all, thanks for watching. this video thanks for subscribing and I'll see you guys just merch tomorrow ah nine part kids it's time to resurrect what was once forgotten what farting creatures spells and poop troops await Hoopty is coming to Nintendo Switch and remember they have a big pp preorder promotion i mean