Life After Prison: My Fight To Stay Clean After 40 Years

foreigner in the last 40

years

I have been back to

prison

10 times it is purely my addiction that continued to take me back to

prison

and if I tell you I want to change you will believe me foreigner foreigner but it takes a while to sort it out from adjusting to the sofa bed and the foreign air conditioner , so this is the GPS tracker that I have to be very careful with and make sure it is charged correctly all the time. Okay, let's go change and get ready to work abroad. It makes a difference. They've been a long time you know you haven't seen them oh no good morning foreigner Ty, crowds that big are really scary.

I like this solitary path so you can observe what happens. Calm your mind and have a positive structure. You tend to filter what happens. It's not important and my focus is especially my family, my mother, my job next week. I heard about Pauline from my sister, he was watching CNN Insider immediately she called me, maybe you need people. You take a look at this video clip at times when I am free I make origami I give them names happy happy so they are very happy some thoughts persist in my mind this guy was well dressed very presentable so the next day we entered the prison services rolling it is always very positive I always think that giving them a chance as the second chance if we don't start the ball rolling no one would know when I started they treated me very well they are quite informed that I am an ex and I am of legal age okay, great, foreign, good comfortable and happy, so in the future we plan an additional reach, which means that any machine that comes reserved for repair, so yes, little by little, take care of yourself, take care of everything, so I am very happy about that additional reach and You know a new responsibility, since I need that guy. of structure to keep me focused apart from this your current package will add around 200 within.

I appreciate that yes, thank you, okay, thank you, yes, mom, please, this camera that we installed three months ago when he suddenly faints, check it and make sure it's Okay, um, now Smith, mom loves having cough. She has been preparing Chinese medicine for me, which is very tedious. She comes with so many instructions that even I'm lost, so she went back to the store and asked how to do it. I really own this is goodbye YouTube when she told me that she called the authorities to come and arrest me, that I was not very happy although I am sad, there is always this love for her that you have to take care of her and I will.

I won't be abroad for long. I find it very difficult to start a conversation with anyone there. You know it's very, like you said, I'm personal and they're new to you and you're new to them. It may not be so easy there. There are some things you need to anchor your

life

in the most important anchor that I can see in your case, especially in the relationship that your mother has with you, she only has the best things to say about you, she knows all your strengths and why she. she loves you every time you think about doing something out of character, think about the kind of emotional pain you will cause your mother, so today, in the meantime, it's like a reward for me for finishing well, another week of work today , just have fun, go shopping, buy. something for me why are you crying next single meat black truffle burger this time we tried to order something from the I'm not used to and then I don't know why the payment there can't maybe I pressed the wrong button foreigner bye-bye I just arrived at the mall It was just something different I prefer to be in a quiet place you know and sometimes when the code comes or the saleswoman comes out a little out of place 55 90. still school I'm on my way to go to the police station for my urine test reports.

I remember quite a while ago when I fell back into drugs because of this test report. I met my friend there. I learned from my mistakes and from there, you know, I now handle my problem more intelligently. This is something that no one has the right solution foreigner I waited for him to leave after that it is better to be nice and brief in case you know that this conversation takes you to other parameters foreigner for almost three

years

sometimes I find him in prison, which he said, but now I think it's a whole new chapter to see if we can continue to encourage each other on this road to recovery, hey bro, what's going on?, oh, hey, how are things going?, oh yeah, actually it's like six one, also as a recovery idea, we actually need a lot. supporting constructive friends actually play a very important role in our reputation, addiction is something mental, psychological and also physical, to really eliminate the many years as a habitat, we also have to be careful with the triggers that we will encounter a lot when you feel stressed or I feel stressed, we will have reconfigured it, but I have someone I can call and stop it.

Save a lot. Do you think a believer in a trust that, this summer, could be a breakthrough for him and he's actually feeling pretty bad when his camera when the sun came up isn't there and they actually basically lost contact for many years even he , oh I know you're struggling, it's actually closer to Canada right, I have two sons 26 and 28. The last time I saw them was in 2010 while I was in prison. I received the letter from my son, which was the only letter I received in 12 years. He says I would like to talk about my feelings on this matter from the beginning.

I think the absence. A father figure has affected me to some extent, whether small or big, it has made me who I am today. This is one of the things in my

life

that depresses me. Sometimes I thought I could get over it, but so far. Until now I have not done it and I am very tired because of this. Every day this affects me either directly or indirectly. I do not know how to solve this. I do not know how to overcome it. When I have dreams alone, you see them when you are a small child, you know, and now they have grown so much. .

I really remember them as they were when they were very little. If my children are seeing this right now, I would like to say get in touch with it because you understand that you are determined to change, it is more important to just talk to you, you apologize, you seek forgiveness so that on my deathbed there is no regret , do you know why they told me to say that I really know how they feel? It's possible, but I know how I feel about them and what I should do, and that's more important. Thank you yesterday without work and without my boss, Mark himself.

All this will not be possible. My plan for bowling over the next two months will be that he has to bowl. I travel quite frequently because we are expanding our business in the Philippines, Indonesia and Malaysia. In fact, my staff emailed me to get special permission for him to create his password during his trip. I coached my colleague to constantly remind him to avoid alcohol and drugs and suggested that he end the prison siege. He also helped us by removing that bag. Pauline's employer asked us to cut the tag so he can attend a training course in KL.

Exceptions can be made at your discretion using the video arrows one, two, three, best friend observed for Pauline's case. be intrinsically motivated to remain crime free and also have stable employment, this is one of the reasons why you were allowed to attend this training course to improve your employability, you know, increase your charges of reintegrating into society more fluidly on a scale. one to ten of

stay

ing

clean

would keep me at eight. I am adding many new activities to my life. New positive structure that I can go from 8 to maybe eight and a half and eventually get to nine.

In a new chapter I need to work hard and from there I hope to get some food. The last time I flew was about 30 years ago, if I'm right, I didn't know that you know that. A lot has progressed and a lot of those machines look very strange to me, so I'm going to try to absorb as much as possible to make it look strange in front of everyone. Yes, I'm taking some shots to remember this day. It's a special day, bye, see you next time, very soon, follow us on YouTube, place your paper branch and secure your tree table abroad.