I’m doing my GCSEs at home…

Hello everyone, welcome back to my channel, my name is Rachel if you are new here. I have been in anorex recovery for about 10 months and for today's video I thought we could do the daily life of someone who is

doing

their general exams, yes it is exam season. and I have my

gcses

but I'm actually

doing

them a little differently to the others. I'm making them at

home

. I'll talk about that later, but yeah, I'm still doing my Jesus here that I'm just doing. them at

home

so if you're curious how it works keep watching and yeah I thought I'd do a day in the life Vlog style video first we'll go get coffee free coffee for the waitress because everyone knows I'm addict so yeah come on it feels like I haven't filmed honestly since forever because I pre-film a lot of videos but I really wanted to do a Vlog for you guys today so we're back we're doing it but yeah we're gonna look for. coffee because I have an exam, so yeah, we had a little visit over the weekend, well, not a little, quite a bit, um, but honestly I love him a lot, I'll probably take him back now and I'm really sad because you're so funny like me.

I love dogs with personality and he is the funniest dog. Everyone keeps approaching him. He is literally the neighborhood celebrity on our way. The sun is as pleasant today as if it were not very bright. It's quite hot. So I'm just wearing a hoodie. I have my classic one shoulder hooded look. um, yes, space is enough. We are just receiving some gifts for my tutors to accompany his vouchers. We've got them. We'll give you some chocolate. We can't decide. These are the ones I picked up right now and the Divine ones because I bet they will be very nice but options options there are too many there are too many there are too many to choose from and we come back coffee, don't you think I actually came yesterday, what is it?

It's unlikely, so I haven't been around for a while, I mean, a day, but I'm still alive, it's so good, let me know what you'd get. I always have the cappuccino, my mom gets the portion of black coffee and cold milk, that's the only reason everything is fine. Honestly, we're just working, um, but yeah, we just got back from the waitress, as you saw. I need to do some revision because I have RS this afternoon, it's an afternoon, it's an afternoon exam, um, I prefer morning exams because it just ends. do it, that's what I like, but in the afternoon, this just doesn't work for me today, I've knocked it down about 10 times, um, yeah, I'm going to do a review, it's 10 o'clock now.

I need to review, it's ethics. paper and it's all about relationships and families divorce contraception peace and conflict original life all that um so I'm going to do some practice questions and then we'll take a lunch break and then it'll be the exam boom, but yeah, I'm going to start now I don't know why but recently I was filming I can't talk I just can't talk today guys um I've been feeling so unproductive like I don't know why but yeah It's not like me, I'm normally very motivating um but yeah I don't know why what, which isn't great because it's literally

gcses

, um, but you know, I'll do my best and I have a lot. going on, obviously I'm still fighting anorexia, there are other things I have to do and there are a lot of them, so I just need to be kinder to myself, so I'm going to deal with it however it is. do it as a bonus because honestly things are tough right now but yeah come on let's take a deep breath and get started so this is your sign to take care of yourself and right behind yourself and I actually posted a new reel this morning that kind of sums this up, it says that life begins when you stop relying on your grades.

I don't remember what was said but look at that and you guys seem to really like that reel so I hope that helps some of you um but Yeah I really need to go and be productive but remember rest is productive and yes That's what your body needs, that's what your body needs, so yeah, come on, okay, so I'll take a break. I'm just doing my life. I'm just going to have. beans look I'm doing that now putting them in the microwave these are the cookies we bought this morning and they're so great even my dad my dad loves them so I'm going to have to buy him some for father's day but they taste like cookies buttery but not so sweet, they are actually very tasty, so I'm sitting down to lunch, I just bought my beans.

I'm also going to eat some of these cookies, yes, I'm actually really proud of myself for trying them. because I've never tried them before, so that's good, they're really good. Who else loves watermelon? Honestly, it's my favorite thing. This one is also so red. Oh, it's so good. This won't be what I eat in a day. I've had other things and stuff, um, so yeah, all right, okay, so I'm back up. I'm going to do a little more revision now that I've almost finished all the questions. I just want to be able to ask all the questions um in their entirety. book, then I'll be happy with the topics that I'm doing, not entirely, um, but yeah, my exam is in an hour, so yeah, I really hope to finish it and then yeah, I have to go down. and I'll install it in about 45 minutes and then the supervisor will arrive, but I know her and she's honestly very lovely, so yeah, it'll be fine, but I'm getting nervous.

I think it's the nerves before the exam. I mean, that's understandable. but I've already done like nine, so I don't know why I'm still so nervous because my heart is like going crazy. I don't know why, well, I do know why I have an exam. but I've done it before, it's RS number two, but anyway I digress. I will ask this question from time to time. I'll catch up with you when I go and prepare guys, my exam is literally half over. an hour I need to get down in about 15 minutes I'm just reading all my notes and stuff, this is honestly, this is advice.

I'll probably do a video on revision tips and stuff, and for anyone who watches my videos who is doing their general exams next year, but I made them like huge A3 papers and honestly they've helped me a lot, like making an A3 by topic. I honestly can't recommend it enough, but yeah, I'll make a video about it all, honestly I think I'm a bit addicted to A3 paper, a bit. I also have some restaurants there, but yeah, I'll do a video on that, but it's helped me a lot and so has this book. I mean, I might want to do that too.

I'm showing it to you guys because GCSE is over and I know a lot of people who watch my videos are doing GCSE this year so I probably should have done it sooner, but anyway, yeah, this book is really good. I'm scared, guys, okay. this is the setup so I'm doing my general exams here obviously this won't be here this will be up but I'm just going over it for the next 15 minutes I have some things that are for math but those are just my pens and pencils and things that I need um obviously transparent pencil case all of that no case on the calculator um they put this on the wall and there will be signs that go down there saying no cell phones and things like that um there's a clock on the wall Well that's it I don't know yeah it's interesting, so we have my tutors and flowers, which I really like from Sainsbury's yesterday, they really reminded me of her, so yeah, yeah, my supervisor, he's also my tutor, who I know.

Um, so yeah, because they're all trained in surveillance, but yeah, come on, okay, so the test is done. I'm so glad it's over, RSG is done, that's crazy, but yeah, I'm just in the country, my favorite place. I'm just really funny or go see it but my neighbor literally saw me do the most embarrassing thing and I don't even think it was my no or like Builder or someone I don't know but honestly I'm so embarrassed so go see that really, um, but yeah, I'm going to walk in the countryside for a little bit and then I'm going to go home and then I know.

Plus, I'm so excited. I know the person I like is scared. I don't think I will, so I have to continue with one more review that was pretty fun. We both didn't know what to say, so we continued walking towards each other. I didn't know her and then she said Hi and then. I said hey, you know that awkward thing when you both like to smile at each other, you don't know what to say, that just happened, I don't know if you can relate, but I'm going home now because I have more review, which is. It's not funny, yeah, that's how I feel now, yeah, come on.

Sorry, my face is super shiny. It's because I have sunscreen on, but I thought I'd quickly explain the reasons why I'm doing my exams at home. works pretty well for anyone who's interested, so yeah, I won't do my exams at school because I have anorexia. I haven't been in school for a year and there are other reasons I'm not doing them. at school, but I think the main reason is that I have a lot of anxiety and going back to the place where I got along well after not having been there in a year and some of that really doesn't make sense.

I know it would lower grades and um because of the anxiety of going back, so that just defeats the object about gcses um exams and things with exams, the proctor obviously, what is this supply doing? It really bothers me, so with the supervisors, what's up? They go get my newspaper from my house and then basically watch me do it like a normal supervisor? They can't do anything, they literally just have to watch me and we have signs up and things they say. like you already know about the phone, you can't use your phone and stuff like that and obviously check that there are no friends in the room, check that there are no watches, no cases on the calculator, all that, everything is super strict because in any time, one of the chief examiner chief I don't know who could come and do a spot check and verify that we're actually doing it right, so everything is super strict, so yeah, I mean, it's correct because it has to be fair, I suppose, but yes, today.

I had the school principal come and do it for me and yeah, that's it, now I'm going to do a review. Yes, that's what happens if it's launching right now. So yeah, that's what happens and I need to do a review now. which I'm not too sure one down two minutes ago actually this isn't the first one this is my second GCSE RS um so quite a few down there's still a lot to do sorry guys I forgot to finish the video yesterday but I literally just did a review and Then I went to bed because I was very tired and I am still very tired.

I had English literature today, it was three hours long, three hours, crazy, but yeah, I'm glad it's over, but to be fair, I'm not. because I'm doing any level, so I can't really say that, um, but yeah, I hope you enjoyed it. I hope it's interesting. It'll probably be a pretty short video, but to be honest, exam season is busy and I'm exhausted. Of course, I'm not really going to do much besides the exam itself, but subscribe because the summer content will be next level. It will be the best summer because last summer I obviously felt very bad and this time I would have done my general exams. and honestly, you're not ready.

I have so many good things planned so please subscribe and yeah I hope you enjoyed this video. If you did, be sure to give it a big thumbs up and we'll see you very soon. New video, see you later. I love this one. Actually, the golden hour.