How My Puppy Died

What's up guys? I'm not really sure how I'm going to start this video today, but I wanted to talk about the tuna and what happened to it and I feel like I can't go any further unless I explain it to you and I want to tell you what happened, but all this It happened the other night when we were both in our rooms. I was downstairs in my room working on my cosplay and the sausage was upstairs and we heard something outside, like I had a little dog, George, so cats and tuna. They can go out when they want to go pee.

I heard a dog barking and thought it was normal. I did not do it. Honestly I didn't even think it was tuna because there's another dog that sounds similar to her and I thought it was the neighbor's dog all our neighbors have dogs barking all day they're always staring that's nothing and you know it's like oh there's a intruder happens all the time Howl barks the tuna barks as a reaction in the neighborhood one does everything 20 and if I hear the brand it's very similar to I'll go out and check them, shut up or what are you doing and suddenly we hear it Yelp and then all the Neighborhood dogs started barking, well there are several times Chewie doesn't chew.

Turns out I usually call her once she comes right away or sees me like she didn't come to see me and I started panicking and I called him and we both go out and look for her and she's not in the backyard and then I go to the door on the backyard side and then she is on the other side of the door. There's no way she can get out of the backyard. I don't know how she left the backyard like she was the worst. Going through my mind when I saw it, she wasn't in the backyard because I read stories about coyotes like a year ago her brother saw a coyote where we used to live in her old house.

She would never let Kass go out alone. She would always be out there, I wouldn't be peeing like small dogs and cats, they drag them like the coyote goes by the neck, picks them up and drags it, so she runs to the door, opens the door and I'm. Like there she was, she was on the floor, scared, it seems like she was scared of us because we were yelling at her, she thought she was in trouble so I took her inside and put her with cats and she was really scared, I'm like what happened she was embarrassed like she didn't really care but she was walking she was wagging her tail a little bit she looked really scared so I picked her up and she had saliva all over her neck.

After we saw the saliva all over her neck, we went upstairs, I cleaned her, I cleaned her paws and everything I saw, her pop had some blood on it and I thought that's what her paw looked like, she probably just stepped on something and Then I realized that the thing on his neck was saliva from another dog and I just took soap and started washing him with water and all that was like moving his fur because I saw a little bit of blood in the saliva like probably a drop of blood I thought which was from her paws and then I took her and lifted her up so we can see better and then I actually saw it there was a hole in her throat white mark like here it was like everything that was inside, but you couldn't see it because it wasn't everywhere, You know there was a hole in her throat, we rushed to the car, I wrapped her in a blanket and told her the whole time we drove. to the nearest vet I tried to look on the map as if it were an emergency, how do I know they are around here? and we didn't even go to the closest one because she didn't appear on the map as if he didn't have one.

It's usually time to look when we go to a place like this, we check their fuse, it was less than 10 minutes away, it was like I didn't want to waste time, you know, looking for all these places, we're in a pattern, so what we were driving that. she was just sitting there she was very scared but she was moving like i could move her and in fact she even got up to adjust she seemed fine but we didn't do it badly so we did it anyway we have never been in this situation. You know, I read all these horror stories, we get to the hospital, we admit her, they take her back, the doctor explains it to us, and the doctor convinces us to let her stay the night for about an extra $1,300.

I agreed, it's like I knew you did it. I didn't want to leave her, but I thought of her best work, so you were always saying things like our blood sugar was low and they were going to do an x-ray on her head and everything, so they made us believe she had to do it. . stay the night but I didn't want to convince us I thought it was much better and it's like I didn't want to bring her home and then she would die at home and they make it seem like everything should be fine, they go look at her and fix her then we went in before we left we went Let's see her she was fine she was on the table they had her like a kennel where they did the treatment and they put an IV in our pot she was just looking at me like she was wagging her tail and she looked fine to me that was practically the last time I saw her that was the last time I saw her so I thought everything was going to be okay leaving her there because I mean, what are they?

What you're supposed to do when something like this happens if you're supposed to take them to a vet, the vet's supposed to know what to do, you know, they're supposed to make sure nothing goes wrong, that's our job, yeah, and then before we leave. They made us sign this document and this is what really worried me. They were going over the options if your dog goes into pulmonary arrest or cardiac arrest is pretty much when his heart stops beating and they have to resuscitate him, so yeah. your dog needs to be revived would you pay like $500 $600 whatever so we just checked the best one they told us which one was the best to check and we said okay that's what really worried me how could something go so wrong When do they have to do it? revive your dog, they assured me that even if you go out to get food for five minutes, we will have to make you sign this, so I figured because they don't have time to hex you.

I hate that your dog

died

. We need to, we can do CPR right now. I don't have time for that either. There is no CPR, which is crazy. They're not doing anything, but they let the dog die. See if you're like five hundred and six hundred dollars, so we'll know CPR. It's like 5:00 in the morning. This happened shortly after midnight. I'm about to go to bed. We were worried. I called the doctor and he said everything was fine. She was very well. It wasn't even a trachea laceration. That was the worst case scenario, meaning the wound from the actual fight goes through the throat and actually damages the windpipe, but it wasn't like they were Joyce's cuts.

The doctor says he was doing something incredible. Everything was really good and that's your extraction with pain. the meds have been much worse because we all thought a coyote came because it was in heat, apparently when a dog is not a bitch, all the dogs in the neighborhood including coyotes, wolves, any other animal they can smell them from about three miles away. I feel like she was a target. There are many tigers. There is a lot of terror. We have seen them a lot. We've seen them far down the road, on the other side of the neighborhood.

I always took great care of them, as on other occasions. We see coyotes but they were far away and we're a lot more in the neighborhood, you know, there's a lot more families with guard dogs and kids and everything. I never thought they could come into our house and do this, an attack tuna, but what we think is she thought it was a dog she could play with, they can jump fences, they've even been known to jump seven nine four fences. ten feet, then they can jump in a barn until I'm thinking I was trying to jump. and she catches it and then she jumped on the coyote she jumped and Kathy was inside with me at the time like she heard something she runs outside and then marks do you think the dog picked her up and then threw her over the fence or jumped on a third party , but yeah, it's somehow God, she can't get through the door, she went overboard, so you can't get through the door, there's no way she can get out of the backyard, but she went out into the coyote's backyard jumping because the wounds inflicted like Coyotes on small dogs that go for their neck so it doesn't make sense that it's anything other than a coyote there are other stories like this like yes, but others yes, throughout the state there are a lot of stories where the coyote jumps into the backyard and then kills the dog eats them but she was able to escape because all the dogs in the neighborhood started barking and I guess that scared her so after we called her and checked on her we were able to go to sleep they said Everything was fine, just a little bit of air in and around the lungs and they just wanted to do chest x-rays in the morning and they were going to call me at like 8 or 9 in the morning so we could go to sleep. like 5 a.m. and I wake up to a call a little after 9.

I answer and it's like it's the worst college. She went into pulmonary arrest and she didn't really know what she was at that point. She didn't know how bad she was. They said to do CPR to revive her and at this point we are thinking how can things possibly get as bad as I told them a few hours ago and they said everything was fine and now she practically

died

and they had to give her a good resuscitation first. On the phone they asked me if we were cleared to do CPR again and they said yes of course like I wasn't going to give up on her so she rushed over to check on her and she has things hooked up, she's not tuned in anymore.

I tried. to talk to her I'm like making a melody I make my voice that she really likes and I saw her open her eyes like a little bit like she was trying to see me I want to think she saw me like I was really stiff. She had taken so many drugs that it was like she wasn't there and at this point she is another doctor. I had a very bad feeling about this doctor. The first thing she did when we walked in she asked me how much you want to invest in your pet, of course. she is talking about money, how much money do you want to put into your pet and I feel like some people like that take advantage of us because they see this right, they want to take advantage of us like my baby's life, like I don't care how.

It's a lot of money, but I don't like it. It's not a pillow. She is not a pet. I don't know many dogs. You know they call. You may ask how. We don't have real children. These are, actually you. I know people don't understand when I lived with my family and we had a dog, it wasn't like that, it was just a pet to us, just a dog, a family pet, you know, we're together, we don't have. any child our daughters are these are our children that we don't have this is our family we always touch each other like we love our family so much we are very happy together yes and I see June I was like a daughter to me like she was everything to me she was mommy's baby like i always followed her everywhere working eating everywhere it doesn't matter and she would sit there and every time i talk to her she always why her tail was still happy to see me every time i I saw she loved me she was the baby of the family you know you can't pet cats because the tuna comes close and likes the eyebrows and jumps the island, which is not at all for attachment, so the doctor explains to us that dogs really she does not experience this and there may be internal bleeding, there is some possibility that she will need a blood transfusion.

They think you should do surgery to fix it, but they can't operate on her or give her anesthesia until she stabilizes because right now they're keeping her alive. drugs and everything in his mouth was like wires and tubes, all inertia, what we don't understand is how we got to that point, it will cost about $3,000 a day right now just to have a chance of less than 20% or even less like we're reading that, it almost never works, it's not just a pet, if it means our life we'll do it, they really have to keep an eye on it and get it stabilized if we do.

I don't call you, it's good news, it means it's okay, if we call you it will be bad, so I say goodbye, we're going home, we're going to take a nap because we didn't sleep at all and then we wake up to the worst phone. call as i wake up miserable as i like it i already feel bad she would not go back to rest in the tacoman area she died again and they revived her again and at this point there is no chance of survival you said she was having a seizure like she started following me and all of the above if she didn't go into pulmonary arrest again, then it's like it's a miracle that she lived, it wouldn't be a miracle if she's not going to make it and they're trying to explain to us that they can't do anything.

Because she's not stabilizing like she's being kept alive and her body isn't kissing itself, so they were saying the problem right now was that there was internal bleeding and they needed to do surgery on her, but they couldn't do it. LS, she stabilized. on herself, so at this point they kept giving her medication, they kept trying to drug her to stabilize her on her own, but she didn't, she just wouldn't stabilize, no matter what they did, no matter what they gave her, at this point They are saying that it's over as if we could continue doing it but it's not going to work.

Dogs don't survive pulmonary arrest, much less twice they don't make it. There's a 1% chance of them coming back the first time and not even the second time. then the second time it's like kids are over, you know she's just going to be in pain and everything, so we made a tough decision. I had to say: let her go, she had theoption to enter and sacrifice it. Could she not be able to be there? to do that to her and since they said I could handle it, I didn't want to remember her like that. I didn't want that to happen to her and for that to be my last memory of her.

I'd rather my last memory of her was the night it happened when I was dreaming and she was sitting next to me and she was wagging her tail and we were just looking at her I was like what a cute girl she is the best dog she's so nice you're so cute she's so perfect I'm so sorry and I didn't want to see her as something other than tuna that She didn't remember me because they said she was brain dead like when we were there, so sad and crying, you know, they seem so fake like, oh, we're so sorry , but it's so fake, it's not you, they don't do this. where I feel like that's the generic answer for everyone, she didn't even call tuna half the time, I was like you don't even know the dog that's sitting there dying.

I didn't want to record this video so soon. like it happened because I was so angry at them and I thought they killed my baby like I thought they did it on purpose we were worried like they were charging us we are not stupid we know they are trying to get so much money from us but I went ahead because I thought they were Well if I keep giving them money we will get our baby and the fact that when it comes to tuna we don't care about money but we don't want people to take advantage. about us I still don't know what to think I don't want to I'm not sure we don't know for sure I don't know anyone who hasn't done it you know well you know we've always done it we've got the upper hand we have there it's like we haven't even seen the hole in her parents it wasn't even a real laceration and if we hadn't seen it she would have been at home with us she needs attention what if we had just taken her home we could wake up and she would have been dead in the cage or something or we would have had her in bed with us, but she would have been dead, but now we would have killed each other because of how we didn't let him. her stay in the hospital without them seeing her.

I can't help but think that if we had decided to take her home she would have been fine with her family, but still, if she had died, there would have been the same amount of regrets that she wanted to bury. I don't want to cremate her yes, I don't really believe in cremation, I died, I wouldn't want someone to be in the body and only have the ashes and there are many stories of people who committed wrong actions, yes, and the ashes were mixed with the ashes of your dog from other dogs ashes so you know I wanted to bury her in the backyard because I feel like she would be in the house with us forever I feel like that's what she wanted she would want to be in the backyard she wants to be in the cozy Italian cows we go and pick her up and Leah doesn't want to come in she pushed her down the table when he leaves the room he lets me have a while I'm like open it and I just can't believe it. she's there and she has stuff so I take her to the car and I see Leah screaming in the car and it's really hard so we calm down we said in the middle of the living room and she says let's go in I'll open the box.

I saw her and I started crying and she was so stiff and hard and cold and her ears were nothing. I have to hug her. I'm happy I could hug her because I saw her. He's super excited. He starts licking her or looking at her all over. trying to wake her up and when she is sleeping he wakes her up by licking her face he was crying he never ever heard that high pitched scream from before like I heard him scream but this was worse we found a good place where she would always be with us in the backyard and then Leah sits on the furniture with all her dinner while I dig a hole when Tom finished digging the hole we put him in.

I don't want Kaz to see us putting her underground because he doesn't understand her, he just wonders why she doesn't wake up all day after we bury her. He went to every corner of the house and was sniffing everywhere. He believes that she will come home one day as if she is waiting. You know, she maybe she's in the brightest house. or mom's house, our biggest regret is that we didn't take her home, her injuries weren't as bad as we thought, the reason she died and the reason she went into cardiac arrest and it was all because of shock and a trauma like this.

I understand that you and I attack each other, it's bad, but yes, she can't be left alone and if she was with me and our family and at home, I feel like she would have healed, she would have calmed down like she was shaking my cool. wider and but she would have calmed down thanks to mommy. I really don't know how to end this video if you guys have a similar situation or something. Any story you want to share with me I will read all your comments and do so. I appreciate you watching this video now.

We appreciate all the support you give us. It has been difficult. Making videos helps. I like to do things. Thanks for watching. Good bye guys. Good bye guys.