Draw My Life - aCookieGod (5,000,000 Subscriber Special)

when I was 12 I saw my favorite YouTuber

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a My Life video after watching that video I was inspired. I remember telling my 12-year-old self one day, when I'm a big YouTuber, what I'm going to do. my own drama video My Life for all my fans, well today, the day I make my childhood dream come true, by the way, thank you all so much for the 5 million

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this little cookie crumb was born on May 30, 2001.

He actually wasn't that small, my mom said, she said it was so big that I came. so I guess the name cookie matches me, well everyone knows me as a cookie God, but my real name is not cool, it's actually very boring, my real name is Kevin, yeah, that's it. I once asked my mom how it came about. with my name and she said it was the first word she saw after opening a book. So good so good. I grew up in a fairly small town called Edmonton in Canada with my mom, dad and brother who is 4 years older than me and contrary to popular belief because by my voice I'm not white, black, a big Broly guy named Brad , I'm actually Asian and quite small, yes I'm as yellow as the sun and the size of a bean, my mom and dad are originally from China and we grew up.

Poor guy, my uncle came to Canada on a small boat that actually capsized in the middle of the ocean due to the amount of people on it, luckily he survived and made it to Canada. My uncle then worked very hard to bring my parents to Canada, where Unfortunately, they had me, although my parents had to leave their families behind to start a better life here, to be honest, I don't remember much when I was a baby, but there are a story my mom always tells me about our first house we grew up in. She believed she was being haunted by ghosts one night when I was preparing dinner in the kitchen and my brother, who was 4 at the time, started screaming that there was a ghost behind my mom, suddenly, out of nowhere, my mom He said my brother started choking. and she turned very pale so she grabbed the closest knife she could find and started cutting the air as Ramsay once she put the knife down said there was blood on it.

I don't know if this story is true, maybe I just accidentally cut my brother, but there were also stories of things dragged across the basement floor and other creepy things. It turns out that the previous owner of their house was actually murdered by the next door neighbor and that neighbor's house was demolished, so yeah, we finally got the When I was 4 years old, my mom and dad couldn't speak English, so who were stuck in multiple jobs cleaning hotel rooms, working in factories and in Chinese restaurants. I rarely got to see my dad because he worked for 12 years. hours a day, 7 days a week, even until this very day, so they didn't make much money, which means I couldn't play any sports, go on any family trips or even celebrate Christmas as a kid, my mom it just ended. emptying boxes as gifts and putting them under the tree to make it look like Christmas, we were always disappointed when opening the boxes.

I also remember during Halloween my brother and I would look out the window all night watching the kids get candy while we waited for our mom to come home from work. She finally got home from work at 9:00 p.m. and we begged her to take us trick-or-treating, but unfortunately it was too late and she was exhausted. However, things weren't always so bad when I was around 7 years old, my uncle always brought home old computers from work, so my brother and I spent all day playing random games on the internet. I was so glued to my computer that my mom would take my monitor away and hide it.

I cried, but I always ended up finding it in her closet and kept playing all night. I left it again before she woke up in the morning, yeah I was a pretty naughty kid, my mom put me in a Chinese primary school so all my friends were literally geniuses, most of them ended up going to the college to become engineers, dentists and nurses. I couldn't even get into college, the point is I was the only certified idiot who was a class clown and never did my homework or paid attention to anything. I mainly got information on my report card and the only grade I got was in the gym. class because all I had to do was show up on top of my bad grades and terrible effort.

I also didn't listen to my parents much, which led to them kicking my ass. I remember my mom grabbed some nearby hangers from the closet and hit me. Until they broke in half and she simply pulled another one out of her back pockets, she felt like she had unlimited ammunition. I remember my mom opening the door and Lally trying to drag me out of the house. She would hold on to me for dear life. She would just hold me to the couch as hard as she could so they wouldn't throw me out. I'm not going to lie, this marked me.

Those nights she would put me to bed with my house keys tied to my hand in case I woke up on the floor. On the streets, this experience as a child came back to haunt me as I grew up, leading me to one of the most disappointing and sad times of my life, but I'll get to that soon, around the same time all of this happened, my brother introduced me . an FPS game called Combat Arms. I remember absolutely destroying the kids in that game. He was 8 years old. It was so good to the point where my brother showed me how to record my games and edit them.

He was trying to post these videos on YouTube, but our internet was so slow to the point that it was impossible, but there was a YouTuber already posting montages of this game. Its name was a tasty cookie and this is where my name originated from. Fortunately, I was never bullied in my life, except in grade. five, a friend at the time pushed me down during recess and I ended up fracturing my collarbone, which put my arm in a cast for a while. I was devastated that I couldn't play with combat weapons anymore, but I had all my friends sign my cast. and I thought it was so cool walking around in a moldy cheese smelling cast that I never washed it once my arm healed.

I actually became the bully I was in my revenge arc after my professional career at Comet Arms was ruined. I was friends with everyone in my class, but there were some cry babies who would cry even if the grass was too short or something, they'll cry for anything, so one day I got fed up and decided to make a kid cry. Every recess mission was successful and fortunately I never got in trouble because before they used to tell the teacher that he was just making a joke and making them laugh so they would forget about the horrible things I just did to them.

Comedy was my get out of jail free card, no. It worries me, I'm still friends with these guys to this day. We're okay, maybe this energy impressed the girls or something because I also had my first girlfriend when I was 11. All we did was sit next to each other on the bus, but yeah. My friends thought I was so cool that I even dated a girl a grade above us and that's where my life peaked when I was 12. My brother introduced me to a new game called Minecraft and I obviously fell in love with it. With this I had to create a username and I was so inspired by the YouTuber, a tasty cookie, that I named my first Minecraft account a sweet cookie.

I started playing the survival server called Empire Minecraft with my brother and some cousins, however I eventually got banned from the classic X-Ray. I was so addicted that I ran to the nearest gas station to pick up a prepaid card so I could buy a new account. of Minecraft and play again. I had to think of a new name and I loved cookies. I also didn't want to get caught for vatar banov, so my cousins ​​and I came up with a unique, unrelated name. We came up with a cookie, God, completely unrecognizable from a sweet cookie.

I'll just say we weren't the smartest. The year old people on the server suspected it was me and tried to ban me again, but the mods didn't care so it became my main account. I started to love building structures in Minecraft where I built lobbies and giant maps for servers and got paid real money, that's when I upgraded my computer and started making my first YouTube videos on various servers from 2013 to around 2015 and that's when When my dream of becoming a YouTuber began in high school, the second class I had ever taken ended. take the first bus so I can get home as quickly as possible and play Minecraft all day.

I was also very lucky that all my friends from elementary school also went to the same high school as me, so I was never without Friends the only problem was that we were never in the same classes, they were all in the smart class called preap and I was in the normal classes, the dumb class, so I had to make new friends. It turns out that one of those new friends was actually my neighbor who lived directly with me. across the street, so we went to school together, rode bikes, and hung out at each other's houses playing video games all day.

It was fun. The only class I had with my friends on the first day was Chinese class and you might be thinking that me. I must have matured as I grew older, no, I was still even more naughty and reckless. I remember picking fights and purposely arguing with our Chinese teacher just to argue. I talk back to him all the time and sometimes I even yell at him to entertain myself. Now I see why I failed his class every year, but my parents never knew, remember how I told you that my brother started teaching me how to edit and everything was fine.

I learned how to use Photoshop, so before I showed my parents my report card, he scanned it. he changed my f to a respectful B minus and I reprinted it thinking it was genius of me, but please don't do this kids, at that point my parents gave up on me. I felt like he wouldn't listen. I did terrible at school. They always got calls from the teacher talking about my bad behavior and anyway I felt like they were prouder of my brother. Once I turned 14, I started getting pimples and not the normal kind. My face was literally a double pepperoni pizza.

I had that. The bad genetic acne that my brother, mom and dad had was terrible. I still have acne scars to this day on my face but we went to the doctor and he prescribed me a medication called acutane which we were told was quite dangerous but I tried everything else and this was our last resort. It worked magically. My face cleared up instantly but I had terrible side effects. My knees hurt. Everything was dry and the worst thing was that I was depressed. I never felt like this before, but I hated being home, so I stopped.

I was totally playing and just didn't want to talk to anyone but that's when I met this girl we'll call her, she was beautiful, she was basically one of the only white girls in school so almost all the guys had their eyes on in her. her, but somehow I won the battle and we started going out whenever we could, she was in the smart class, so she literally woke me up at 6:45 in the morning every day to catch a bus at 7: 00. She would brush my teeth or eat breakfast. I would grab my bag and run to the bus so I could have as much time with her as possible before school started.

I also found out that she would stay after school for an hour waiting to be picked up. because of her father, so I also stayed after school instead of going home right after class because I had a crush on her, we flirted in the park and we even called each other on the phone every night. It was amazing since I started staying after school. school I also met up with one of my best friends from elementary school, we grew apart after being separated in different classes, but he made me play basketball, this was my first sport or hobby outside of games and I loved shooting a round ball Orange.

Walking into a metal hoop in the middle of a beautiful summer day was so calming to me that after we were picked up we stayed outside playing ball until sunset. I remember we were so thirsty that we went to the supermarket. save every day and drink a gallon of soda, all this cheered me up and got me out of my sadness and I still believe that grade 2016 was the best year of mylife, quite unexpectedly, in the end the nth grade came to an end and we were leaving. In high school I had two options: follow the path of my older brother and all my friends from elementary school to this school further away or go to a high school closer to the one I was going to.

I made the decision to leave all my friends I met in kindergarten to go to the same school as this girl. I was so in love that we finally started dating on July 24th. Oddly enough, I was also a day older than her. She liked dils. Maybe we were overthinking all of this, but she was born on 11:00 am. and I was born at 11:00 p.m. what did 11:11 we literally thought the stars aligned for us and I'm embarrassed to say this but anyway high school was a blur it flew by so fast I didn't play as much as I used to but I still make videos from YouTube at times and even real life videos, at one point becoming a YouTuber was still my dream.

I was never bullied in high school, but I never felt cool or popular. I didn't really fit in, I felt like I was just hanging out with my girlfriend. Throughout the day and night, I eventually made a lot of new friends playing basketball after school and that led to me becoming friends with the popular kids on the sports teams. I remember we sneaked into the gyms to play basketball and the gym teachers got so mad at us when we saw the teachers walking to the gym, we ran out the exit doors so fast it was so funny and at that time when I was 17 years old, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and that explains a lot about my life and my actions you'll know what I mean, soon he was very smart in school, where I wasn't, so his father didn't really like me once he tried to run me over in his car, but I won't go into details anyway.

I really tried my best to improve my grades once. I started dating her because I wanted to impress her. I eventually found my thing once I took a biology class and that was the first 90% I got. That's when I realized she loved biology. I did my best to finish high school. with the highest grade to be able to get into college but this didn't work out although I ended up skipping all the morning classes yeah well here comes my story here we go once I turned 18 and graduated from school high school and I became an engineer and they didn't accept me into university, this damaged my relationship with my mother because she really wanted me to go to school like my brother, but I was a rebel, I didn't listen and I decided to take a gap year and just working a job too with all this extra free time.

I really wanted to pursue my YouTube dream anyway, my mom got me a job at the factory she worked at but that made the situation even worse because I hated working at the factory so one day I called and quit even though My mom told me no many times, her boss was the one who let her know and she was so disappointed in me that she said I will never find a job. I didn't go to school. She called. She failed me and she told me that I would amount to nothing in my life when she told me this in my ears.

I heard that you will never achieve your dreams of becoming a YouTuber because that was the only thing I could think of. This was when I burst out with all this anger built up in me. I became very impulsive and couldn't contain my emotions any longer. I started throwing things in the kitchen, breaking things, knocking over chairs and yelling at my mom. She was so angry that she couldn't even. controlling myself I already made this a terrible situation, but it gets worse, all those memories of being beaten as a child, being kicked out of the house, being left at the mall as a child and the feeling of not being loved.

He wanted revenge. It hurts me a lot to say this and I never told this to anyone other than my girlfriend at the time, but I grabbed a nearby coat hanger, ran upstairs and hit her like she hit me when I was a kid. Then I pushed her to the ground and gave her a big bruise. It was when I saw her lying on the ground that I realized that she had made a terrible mistake and had lost all control. My brother stormed out of the room and tackled me and we got into a fist fight once we stopped my brother.

He yelled at me to pack my things and get out of the house. He knew he couldn't be in the house anymore, so that's what I did. I left. I stayed at my girlfriend's house and I was very afraid to explain the situation to her. I thought she would think I was a dangerous person. I remember crying so hard she couldn't even get the words out of my mouth and that's when I realized I couldn't believe what she had just done to my mom and me. I felt horrible after staying at my girlfriend's house for about 4 days, she and her family were going on a road trip so I had to find a new place to stay and stayed at my friend's house, the guy of basketball.

I didn't mention this, but his parents were friends of my parents before we were born, so we've known each other our whole lives anyway, he didn't question anything and let me sleep in his bed. I remember that on the sixth day I was away from home I heard my friend's mother. Talking to my mom and I heard her say that she shouldn't let me stay because she was dangerous. It broke my heart to hear my mom say that about me. She had to clear my head so I went out alone to play basketball. She made me feel.

At peace after that phone call, I knew I couldn't stay, so one night I slept in the car. I remember my nipples froze, so that morning I finally worked up the courage to go home and confront her. The look she gave me literally broke me. sweetheart, I apologized, I gave him $3,000 for my bank account and that was because he was a terrible person, fast forward a little, I ended up getting a job with some of my friends from grade school at a furniture warehouse. I worked there full time for a little bit, but it was perfect because I had a lot of time alone at home so I could record YouTube videos.

I ended up hurting my back trying to lift a heavy marble table, so they had me mop. I was literally walking through this giant warehouse. With a mop in hand, but it gave me plenty of time to plan even more YouTube videos. I finally found a new program in school that sounded very interesting so I went back to school to improve my grades so I could apply to get into a respiratory nursing program after feeling like a failure I had a new drive to do better and I did it. i did at this point, it was 2020 and something shocked the world covid-19, all my classes were canceled and the world basically stopped turning.

I had 6 months to do nothing, so I posted a Minecraft video every day. I'm not even kidding. I was working and loved it during this time. I also hung out a lot with my new high school friends and experienced a lot of things. I had to do it too. I did my crazy school interview online and that was so scary this school only accepts 38 applicants into the program and knowing how stupid I was I thought there was no way I could get in well, within a few months I ended up getting around 3,000 subscribers on After After posting like 250 videos on YouTube, one morning I got a phone call and they told me I'd been accepted to Met School.

I literally cried with joy. I was so happy, I was so proud to tell my mom and my girlfriend what I had done. I made it, there were 800 interviews and out of 38 places I was chosen, that's a 5% chance. I finally felt like I wasn't a failure. I stopped making YouTube videos and focused 100% of my energy on school. I couldn't let it go. This time I worked very hard and finished all the courses with more than 90%. I was very proud of myself. My raw pillow ad definitely helped me a bit, although I still do the occasional Bedwars videos here and there, but it was during the 2021 Christmas holidays afterwards.

My first semester ended when my YouTube dream finally came true. I got really tired of making Bedw War and PvP videos so I made this video called I'm changing my YouTube channel and I told my fans that I need to change my content to what I want to do and I don't care if you stay or not because I want to be happy with my content throughout the year 2013 to 2020. I basically only posted PvP videos in Minecraft and I always wanted to make Survival Let's Play videos like the idols. I watched it when I was younger so right after that video I posted my first 100 days in Hardcore Minecraft video and I remember that video got 1000 views the first day and I thought I went viral for the next 10 days.

More and more views reached 158,000 views. This was my most viewed video in the last 10 years of making videos, but everything completely changed when I posted my 100 days in a block video. This video completely blew up and got like 10 million views. first month and I went from 3,000 subscribers to 700,000 in just a few weeks. I can't even explain my reaction and how I felt. Was so happy. I remember this video blew up so fast that YouTube removed the video when it was already 7 million views because they thought it was viewbotted and then the news started spreading among my old friends that a guy named Kevin they went to school with high school went viral on YouTube.

I got so many messages yes this is a cookie omg. It was me and I just denied everything. I never wanted anyone to know that I'm a pretty laid-back, low-key guy, so I still don't tell many people who I am and what I do. My mom didn't grow up with technology. so they had no idea what she was doing and at first they didn't believe any of it was true. I remember I was still in school when all this was happening. My healthcare program was very difficult, but I had two options. I tried to balance both things. because both are important to me.

I loved resuscitation school, but becoming a YouTuber was also my childhood dream or I left everything completely and dedicated myself 100% to YouTube. I chose neither. It was kind of a mix between the two, I thought to myself. I couldn't pass up this crazy opportunity I had on YouTube, but it hurt me to leave my show because I also worked really hard to get here and it was a big milestone in my life. By the time August rolled around, I had 1.5 million subscribers and I had already worked really hard to build the cookie army, so I quit and didn't fail a single class.

Everyone wins. My dad really didn't want me to quit, even though he wanted me to get a degree so he could show off. to his family in China that he had a degree, but they probably learned that I've been a rebel all my life and just do what I want to do. There's a lot I can say about my YouTube journey, but some Probably a lot of you were there for the entire journey from the beginning of Cookie God and the Cookie Army, so thanks again, unfortunately, although my girlfriend and I had some obstacles Along the way, I was so focused on YouTube and chasing my dreams that YouTube became more of a priority than her and she was a little upset with that, but that wasn't a problem for long, we were very much in love and were best friends. of the other.

I was very happy when she moved with me to my parents' house, so I could hang out even more, since I was usually too busy with my YouTube videos to leave the house, but all humans make mistakes and, As you may have learned, I have gained a lot throughout my life after some ups and downs and broke down. In July 2022 we dated for just under 6 years, we parted on good terms and I still care deeply about her and pray that she gets everything she wants in her life for a whole year. My heart was broken. I didn't feel any purpose in life.

I was sad all the time and couldn't be home anymore because everything reminded me of her, so I finally moved out when I was 21. It was a difficult few months being alone with my thoughts, but today I learned that time really heals and I am happier than ever. I've realized that I'm happy we broke up. I learned a lot about myself. I experienced a lot and matured a lot. Anyway, my relationship with my mother has improved a lot and has never been better. Love. her a lot and I will never hurt her again. I remember one time and I broke up.

I started hugging my mom more and the smile on her face every time I asked for a hug was priceless. My parents are getting older. They are pressing. They are 60 years old and I have tried many times to retire them, but you know their Asian parents, they are very hardworking and reluctant to retire, everything is going very well in my life now, however, just a few weeks ago, my family and I suffered an Una terrible news. My mom called me on December 19 and told me that she had been diagnosed with cancer. She couldn't believe it and I just cried.

She didn't want anyone to know, so I didn't tell anyone except a very close few. friends, but she gave me permission to tell them because she loves them, they have changed my family's life and we thought it best to let the cookie army know. Thanks to you, we finally have enough money to take my parents. return to China tothat they can visit their families again I will be gone for one more month paid for by the cookie army my mom has always treated me with love although at times it didn't seem like the only thing she wanted was the best for me I have experienced a lot throughout my life Life has many ups and downs as you have probably had, but the most important thing is that you learn from your experiences, your mistakes do not make you a bad person, understand that time heals haunts your dreams and that you should probably go hug your mom.

I continue to make peace. I try to be a better person every day and I really hope you do too. I'm literally just a normal short Chinese guy with a microphone and a cool dream job that came true. thank you for everything, there are only 2000 signed posters for sale, so if you want to celebrate this amazing stone with me, go check it out and I hope you don't get too bored with my life story. I love you guys, see you soon.