Die Stimmen in meinem Kopf

Hello everyone, a new night dawns, a new night in which little by little the medication that I talked to you about so much, I can no longer pronounce it, little by little that medication, I already forgot Aro prip something that I told you is happening Here now It's not nice, I'm pretty sure the psychiatrist prescribed me some medication that you can't take at home, but you can take it in a mental hospital. I'm pretty sure this medication was somehow laced with drugs. , something is wrong with me So I don't sleep for about three days I'm fit I could uproot trees I usually sleep 12 to 13 hours every day because I'm so exhausted I'm not manic I'm not manic I don't buy anything and I'm not very happy.

Something is happening to me here, not me with you. I made desperate videos for you. I'll be stuck in front of videos all night. I contacted my ex-boyfriend. again today here on WhatsApp I'm happy I'm writing to my friend I asked my girlfriend for help and she received it on Monday not long ago I don't want to carry my mother, she is loaded with my hair and my things that I have there, that doesn't help me either I would like to summarize it briefly I see here I see I see things that are not there I hear things so I see today again what you have no idea what is happening to me I hallucinate with just one medication I like it The psychiatrist always says today on the phone that he knew it would happen like this but He didn't want to tell me, I just shouldn't go into that people, I'll say it as it is, I haven't slept in days.

When I want to close my eyes, a man speaks to me. I'm hallucinating from the medication. A man tells me that he should show him something. I can wake up, I can stay awake, and I must show him that I am awake, that I can manage to stay awake, I am afraid that he will become aggressive, that voice, I am already afraid of the one on my left when I want to fall asleep, there is a woman sitting in front of me on the left and a woman on the right I want to sleep, she is a psychotherapist, my psyche does psychotherapy with me, I suffer from my neighbor who hit my walls, she is harmless, but I have been sleep deprived for at least two or three days, at night I'm in shape.

I sit here and sway with my upper body so I can support the sway. of my upper body again in Psychiatry I sway I roll over I almost fall out of bed I roll over at night I don't know what to do next I don't even have a therapist it's slowly degenerating I need him to just have in my Vi a a little boy with a hat and his mother was next to him and then I wanted to hit this boy. I really wanted to hit him, he wasn't even there. There was a woman sitting there. to my right with her daughter with her daughter, the daughter was eating a pizza and was below the son, the daughter and the mother had closed the pizza package.

I've already had singing in my apartment several times today from people I don't know. I know I don't have it, I see here, now you can think I'm so crazy, I'm not crazy because they gave me medicine, it's very likely that they gave me a medicine that has something, that has something. drug in it, that must be a drug, I mean, ecstasy or something must have been mixed in because I've been awake for 200 days without a break and I'm relatively fit, I'm really fit, I'm not really fit, I'm hyper , I am completely sick. I'm completely screwed.

I don't sleep anymore. I always sleep. I have been able to sleep well my entire life, no matter how many worries I have had. I have always been able to sleep I can't sleep anymore I have pajamas people as soon as I close my eyes I hear voices a man telling me try it try it yes try it try it for me a woman then yes talk to me this man is annoying my friend said what is what if you go to bed and just tell them you tell them both leave and cry let me in leave me alone or or I imagine that someone is creating with violence I don't want to solve it they might think I'm crazy believe me people if you feel anything like what I'm feeling right now if you always have such terror, your own psyche will believe you.

I too have felt crazy for days. I've been hearing voices. for the first time yesterday, very strong for the first time. I'm hearing voices to the extreme. I'm seeing things that aren't there. I no longer dare to look anywhere. I'm looking a little. I mean, I'm watching now, I still have some TV, so I still have some contacts tonight who I'll write to until the night starts. My friend offered to let me call him. I've had the season to keep it to a minimum. At night it starts and the new medicine that I stopped taking, the effect has to decrease first, the dose I have to dissolve slowly.

Tonight I will take the previous dose. medication again, the two milligrams and then again the three milligrams in three days. Tomorrow I will take my caregiver to the psychiatrist. It seems pretty good to me, we are taking a new recipe and maybe I won't be able to talk, yes. I am overwhelmed, I am coming to an end, my condition is clear Wait, I have something on the tip of my tongue, well, I say goodbye, good night, I say goodbye, maybe I will. make another video go ahead and say goodbye