COLLEGE DECISIONS REACTIONS VLOG + announcing where i'm going to college | UCs and Cal States

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, let's make a small summary that I have. accepted to Cal State Long Beach UC Santa Cruz UC Riverside cap Holly slow and San Diego State University so five out of 11 acceptances and then got rejected from UC Davis UC Irvine UC San Diego UCLA UC Santa Barbara and UC Berkeley so six out 11 rejections um yeah now that I'm filming this is March 31st so I've had some time to process everything and I just don't have time to think and understand it all. I got my emotions out but I just wanted to sit here and talk to you and just explaining to them the whole

college

process, what I went through and what I didn't expect, all of that because I feel like they don't really know. what it feels like until you're

going

through this or you see how a family member is

going

through it and that's why I had my family with me when I opened up basically all my

decisions

is because I already knew I needed their support throughout this whole process. , but yeah, it's not easy, it's actually quite difficult, as you know, I got rejected from my dream school, UCLA, oh my God, I didn't think I was going to cry, I thought I had already cried it all, but obviously rejection in general.

It was really hard, I don't want to mess up my makeup, but honestly, to put it into words, I literally felt like I was going through a heartbreak when I opened my UCLA rejection letter that might seem dramatic like, oh, it sounds like a heartbreak, but. Honestly, it really did because I mean, you know I've been connected to this school all my high school years and I went to the dance clinics and I liked the Vlogs on campus and I always had it as the best school I wanted . To go, I even put it up as all my vision boards and tried to manifest it.

Yes, that didn't work for me, but it was very difficult. Going through that and the fact also that all of you were spinning for me. and all that, by the way, thank you for all your sweet comments. I just remember seeing all of you say that we were praying for you or that we were praying for you too and seriously, the support of your guys means everything. but yeah, I just wanted to share how this month took a toll on me because you know I did the best I could with my application and I feel like there was nothing more I could have done.

I just put in everything I could and worked hard for the last 4 years, so honestly, I felt very disappointed and a little lost too because I had the next four years planned out, like if I went deep into UCLA, my life would look like this and then , when I received my rejection. It was like no, that's not happening, so I just wanted to say, like any other senior who also went through this process and maybe got rejected from their dream school, all of your emotions are valid. I mean, I thought I cried all that. I need to get out now, but I guess I'm still crying, but I feel everything you need to feel like everything you feel 100% makes sense because this is a very difficult time and I remember thinking to myself: what could I do?

Have I done better or what could I have done differently, maybe to be accepted, but I also know that any of my elders struggle and feel lost, that this really is part of God's plan and I know that seems really hard to believe or listen carefully. Now because when you're crying and you like going through it, people say, "Oh, just trust the problem process and you'll end up

where

you're supposed to like it," that's 100% true, but it's still hard to follow the movements. Right now it's like an unpleasant feeling, but after feeling all those emotions for myself, it's been like 2 or 3 weeks since the rejection happened and I finally realized and accepted that God wants me some

where

else and it's possible that now don't know the reason.

And I may not know for a couple of years, but I know everything will be okay. The reason is because if God has brought me this far, why wouldn't he continue to take care of me? You know, it's still sad, so yeah, this clip. It's probably all over the place and like it's a mess, as you can see, but this is just the reality of senior year and I like going through this whole

college

process like it's definitely an emotional rollercoaster. I felt so agitated when I opened an acceptance letter and then depressed when I received a rejection letter, but it's all part of life and I know the most important part is how you recover and choose to move on and continue doing the best you can. .

I also wanted to add that I am very grateful and I really appreciate my parents, my brother, all my friends and of course all of you, all my followers, last month was not easy so having you all. the support and love is really nice, some of my friends and classmates are also going through the same thing and it's nice to have people who like to be there and comfort you and know that you are not alone but the class of 2024 we are you. It's going to be okay, I think it's going to be crazy, even though 2028 will be when I graduate from college, just to look back on this video and see how sad and broken I was about the rejection, but I know it's going to be okay. in the future and like everything is going to be fine and I will understand it later, so in the future I hope everything is fine and I hope you are living your best life, okay, I have already said that, now I am going to announce and tell you where I'm committed and where I'm going to go to college ready 3 2 1 San Diego State University, go Aztec I'm going to be an Aztec university, that's where I'll be next year for my first year of college.

In fact, I did a campus tour with my family, we went to San Diego, we saw the campus and I ended up loving it. I bought this super hat, the super cute hoodie. It's been a little hard to keep it a secret because a lot of you have been wondering where it will end up, but yes, I'm going to be an AIC at scsu. I'm going to say just a few things about the campus that I really liked. Everyone I met was super friendly, they have so much food there. The plan is really great, they have a lot of spirit on campus, like with all their sports and everything, and overall when I walked on campus I felt very relieved and was able to get that clarity like after being rejected from my dream school .

Okay, everything is going to be fine, but we actually

vlog

ged going to campus and everything that day on the family channel, so stay tuned. That's where I'm going, that's where I committed. I already paid my intention to register. I'm working in housing. right now, but I'm really super super excited and stay tuned for College Vlogs who's excited for College Vlogs because I'm really excited that we're going to have a great time at State and you guys are coming with me. I'm really happy because now we can finally start thinking about what I'm going to buy for my dorm and buy new clothes for college and all that and you guys are going to see that, so I think this is where I'm going.

To end today's video, I hope you enjoyed watching this college, this decisions Vlog is definitely interesting, but I still trust in God and His plan is better than my plan and I know that everything will be okay, so it's actually Easter when I'm filming this so I'm about to go to church with my family, but if you stayed until the end of this video, comment under the red heart emoji for ad seex. Thank you all very much for watching it. I hope you enjoyed it. Like or comment below subscribe to my channel subscribe to family channel and turn on all post notifications.

I'll see you with another video. I love you so much, stay positive, bye, Mah, come on, St oh.