we are getting a divorce.Jun 06, 2021
okay, this is very awkward, what's up guys? So today I'm back with a video. I haven't been on YouTube in about a month and things have been so extremely crazy because of the title of this video. It's not clickbait, I don't really know what. I'm naming it. I just know that there are some questions that you guys have, some things that I wouldn't clarify and I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and some things that I want to clarify. This is the second time I've filmed this. video the first video I feel like I shared too much information and as much as I want to defend myself and tell you the real story it's none of your guys business no offense I've been pretty quiet and yes I'm very confused a lot behind the scenes has happened on Twitter and I've been very quiet just because in my mind I don't want my kids to grow up and my friends to see these videos back and forth. tweets making fun of Laci especially because she's already in school and I don't want it to affect her life outside of the private life I know she's already dealing with.
I know it hurts her to see what is happening and to see that her parents are not together. I'm not really going to touch anything. on top of what's already been thrown out and even then I'm going to pare down some of the details because I don't want anyone picking sides. I said this is my first video. I wouldn't want my daughter to have to choose. one side or wolf or force are greater so they won't be choosing sides but I wouldn't want Laci to have to choose sides and that's how I'm dealing with this situation.
I don't want you. guys choosing sides, it's already happening and I know it's inevitable and I know Graham, in this case, you guys are seeing a very own thing. I made it happen you guys can go ahead and choose to believe that I'm just going to say right now that it's not true there's some truth to it but the way he says it and the way he says it's not true and there are also things that you do not know that he has done, that is not my place to say it and spread it all over the internet, I just know that in the end we both got hurt and I am
gettingaway from the situation I want to clarify that there are rumors circulating I cheated he cheated blah blah blah every time something has happened we have been apart now it hurts someone in the end that something has happened when we have not been together yes but all that has happened has been that the chapter has been closed I am not going to throw him out face what he did to me and call it cheating because we were not together I was pregnant if it hurt me and if I don't think it was okay because he told me that I was the only girl and that I was going to be the only girl and that he was not interested in other people and it happened, but at the end of the day we weren't together, it just isn't like that.
No matter the time frame in my opinion and I know for myself that I have been chec separated from this relationship for a long time and there has been a lot of manipulation behind the scenes and a lot of emotional damage that has been done to my heart and in the end I decided to end it. things with him and he doesn't like it that's happening and i moved on and i didn't move on there's a story going around i think he tweeted something i'm in a relationship with someone that's not true that's not true at all i don't have any kind of relationship at all, I won't be for long.
It's hard for me not to want to defend the situation and tell them the whole story because he's just letting it out and saying which side he and I want to be. I can tell which side is my side, but I just don't want to do that to my kids. I don't want to tell every little detail. I don't want to get into every fight and every single thing that's been toxic and wrong. me and graham's relationship it's just that it should be something that should be discussed privately and in a counselor room with my therapist's room that doesn't show up on social media i'll just say there was damage done to his name that was never acknowledged and i didn't find out until a month and a half ago or whatever that was and he's trying to make it look like this happened like what happened is that i knew about it but that's not the case he was with me every day for a whole year and he lied about it to my face and that was my problem. all of this so yeah i decided to end things and i ended the relationship and i decided to do what i'm doing, do what i'm doing i'm going to say it didn't affect me as a mother even though he means it affected me as Mom I have the kids on certain days he has the kids on certain days and when he has the kids on those days I make him responsible so I can take care of them so I can take them to the hospital if that's what they need to do certain things and if I'm out and I'm with friends and i can't do e because i literally can't be there so i shouldn't be responsible for that considering it's not my days with them and i've gone many days without him being there so i feel like a bunch of twitter and the Outbursts just come from a place of hurt and I'm not criticizing it I just think things need to be worked out in private I don't think everyone needs to know our details and problems about a relationship and that's all I'm going to say I'm going to say h there's pain at both ends sorry my leg is falling asleep there's pain at both ends and i know he feels like i hurt him first but i feel like he hurt me first so i'm sorry you can hear the train at the back back and I feel like that's as far as I want to go in this video just because it was seven years, seven years of pain, seven years of happiness, seven years of children.
I have had three children out of this. I know people choose to believe him and that's okay. You can't believe it and you can support it and that's okay. I am not going to sit here and criticize the father of my children on social media. It's not what I do. I would never do that and it is neither. It's not my place to air your dirty laundry on the internet so I'm not going to do that that's my choice that's my decision you can see that since I just keep quiet about it I don't really talk about it and so So much I'm guilty of whatever is going on I just don't think it's my place and I don't want my kids to get hurt at the end of all this and that's not my explanation video just know if you guys didn't understand any and no grammar together we won't get back together after this it's going to take time to heal for both of us and it's going to just take time so this is where i've been for a month that's why i haven't been uploading to youtube that's why things were a little weird before they stopped because I was already in that place then and you can tell it in the videos so yeah that's my thing I'm sure he's going to come out with a video of his own telling all the bad things I've done and that's up to him and that's fine and he can move on lante and do that I could have done a series of text messages receipts photos whatever defending myself but it's not worth it and at the end of the day I'm going to have to deal with Graham for the rest of my life the rest of my life he will be in my life because I have three kids with him and my kids will grow up to be adults and he'll still be around so that's my headspace where I come from and I'm ready to move on and I'm glad. that you guys know what's going on I wanted to eventually make this video just to tell you that things were over, but since then things have been happening, things have been said here and there and, um, I'm a little over it, so from from now on.
I probably won't talk about this anymore, it's probably the last time I talk about the situation. less like a follow up Q&A or something later on right now it's just the kids and I um I have them on certain days he has them on certain days that's our life it's basically like we parted last time. i know a lot of people are probably wondering if we'll ever get back together we're ever going to get a
divorcewe'll most likely get a
divorcehe's so vapid like a minute he doesn't want to be with me anymore women he's saying he loves me and wants being with me so that may be a question they ask you but I know from my point of view I'm a little bit fed up and I just want to move on and be happy and it's going to be hard there's a lot that's going on behind the scenes and what I'm going through, I'm going through it, but it's okay and I'll survive, hopefully, but anyway, that will be the end of this video.
I think I said everything in a nice respectful way considering what you've said about me on social media if there's another video that comes out after this on your end then so be it and I have nothing I have nothing to say, I won't, I won't answer and you guys can choose to believe whatever, I just don't want there to be sides. I chose, I don't know, but that's going to be in this video anyway. my next video bye guys
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