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Brace yourself with me as I tell you a little about my childhood and how I grew up. I feel like a lot of people don't know this, but I was actually born and raised in Taiwan, not Canada, so for most of my childhood, we moved around Taiwan and Hong Kong a lot. I remember we changed schools basically every grade and half of my childhood was basically moving. We moved apartments so frequently because the rent was very expensive and each apartment became smaller and smaller. The last apartment we stayed in was like a hotel and it looks like one of those New York City apartments that are super, super cheap, it's like those tiny studios meant for one person to live in, but we had to accommodate four of them. we.

Obviously there weren't enough rooms for everyone there, so my sister slept on the couch for almost 2 years as if her room was basically the living room. I'm not going to call us poor because we didn't have a roof over our heads. over our heads and that in itself is a privilege for me. I remember it so vividly that no matter how hard we were struggling financially, my mom never made it seem that way, never to our faces talked to us about financial problems or the fact that we were struggling. Even though we all knew she still wanted to make our childhood a childhood, I used to be so obsessed with My Little Ponies and every time we went to Tarest my mom always let me pick a pony, you guys probably say, oh, what? because?

Is she buying them toys? If they can't even pay the rent, it's called credit card debt. My mom has always wanted and she still wants us to be happy, no matter what many of you always ask me. What about her dad? Because? Don't you ever talk about your dad? He wasn't around much. I was never that close to him and I see him maybe once a year and that's all I'm going to say. Many of you also ask me how I can speak English. Being so fluent, if I lived in Asia for basically half of my childhood, I went to an international school, so my first language was basically English.

I'm pretty sure I had a British accent for a while because all my shirts were British, so I can speak both. English and Mandarin because obviously I have to have some way to communicate with my grandparents and then when I was in fifth grade my mother decided to move back to Canada, basically my mother immigrated to Canada and got her degree in Canada so it automatically made me en and my sisters were Canadian citizens and my sisters were actually born in Canada. I was the only one who wasn't. I was literally so excited to move and it was literally like in the movies.

Everything was so suburban, one of the main reasons we moved to Canada was because education was too expensive in Hong Kong because we went to private schools and we could have gone to a public school in Hong Kong or Taiwan, but the education is not great if you go to a public school in Asia and education was something my mom always prioritized moving to Canada made me realize how lucky and privileged I was to go to an international school in Asia because I could speak English with fluency and I could make friends and communicate with other people.

Looking back, my mom did everything single-handedly. she was able to give us the best life obviously not everything was perfect after we moved to Canada we still had our struggles but now I'm happy to say we live a very comfortable life and anyway it's all thanks to you guys this goes to all the families who immigrated to a different country for their children Hi guys, get ready with me for the day. I'm starting my day pretty late, it's almost 1 already, but I have a feeling it's going to be a really, really good weekend, I think that's probably why I'm so happy right now like I don't know, I just have very good vibes this Saturday anyway, we are still in the process of finishing our new house and putting all the furniture in.

The furniture is obviously still being prepared in my bathroom, so no, my new vanity is not ready yet. I've been working on organizing my clothes and closet today because I literally forgot how many clothes I have, now I realize why I don't have any. The need to buy new clothes is so great because when I saw all my clothes today I realized that I don't need new clothes and considering that the school I am going to next year has a uniform, there is really no reason for me to buy new clothes. clothes I definitely have more to stock up on clothes for the summer and I have enough clothes to get me through the winter, so I'm basically good.

I want to buy new clothes, you know, for fun and, like you know, because I want new clothes, but I don't really need them and I think that's really good because I can save some money now that all my brushes and beauty blenders are down, so I'm going to go find them. Well, my concealer brush is officially secured. Tell me why? My stairs literally took my breath away. It's so embarrassing. I'm definitely going to clean all my beauty blenders tonight and my brushes because I was going to do it this morning, but I didn't really have that energy because I went to bed at 2:00 am. m., so I don't have blush anywhere, but I know my mom has some blush, so I'll do it after this video.

I need this makeup to last like 10 hours, so you know. I'm going to use Charlotte setting spray. I'm going to do my lashes off camera because this is a very boring and long process. Well, the lashes are done and I can't seem to find my Fency highlighter stick, so I'm just going. To start off with this revolution like powder, I really hope it doesn't irritate my eyes because every time I use powder on my inner corners it just starts to sting so bad, let's hope that doesn't happen today and then I'll have to do it. Take off my makeup, I'm just going to look at it a little bit because I really like the glow that I have right now, okay, that's it for the makeup, so bye guys, hey guys, get ready for school with me.

They took my phone. yesterday, that pretty much explains why there's a video, but today I'm getting my nails done and I'm a little excited because I haven't gotten them done in a hot minute. I also have to pack today because I'm waiting until the last minute. I have to do everything and I won't have time to do it on Saturday, but I could do it on Sunday because my flight doesn't leave until 7:00. I honestly don't even know what to pack, should I pack my entire closet because I can't live without it and I don't even know how I'm going to make videos when I'm there because I'm staying with my grandparents, my hair is falling out so it's gentle. of unfortunate for me, oh my god, my god, why did I use so much of that?

It's going to be a big pain. I just realized that today is like the last day of school basically or like the last day until break, whatever, but that's kind of exciting. I guess I mean it's not like I'm going to be able to do anything because I'll be like 3,000 miles away, but whatever I totally forgot, I had something to do today and I haven't even started it, whoops, but it's okay because I'm hoping I can find answers before I'm running out of this stuff and it's making me so mad because it's like my favorite lip gloss I literally have to put it down in like 10 minutes or else I'm going to miss my damn bus okay bye types of people I hate, this is a bit controversial but it's those hardcore K-pop fans that I literally can't stand since I get so many comments saying I look like this K-pop idol and this K- pop.

Idol when I literally look nothing like them, I literally hate those kinds of comments because it's literally because I'm Asian and I hate people who are weirdly obsessed with idols, I mean I get that they're really pretty and attractive but like what's that your only topic of conversation, they end up being weirdly obsessed with Korean culture and it's just as weird as I'm sorry number two. I so hate people who try to be underground. I feel like I listen to a lot of mainstream artists like Lana Del Re and it's like when I like a popular song and they see me listening to it, then they say: why are you listening to the only popular song that I like?

I mean, it's popular for a reason, it's just those people who kind of make fun of you for liking popular things and it's just those people who constantly say yeah, I listen to them like literally no one cares and they end up hating you for liking popular things. Basic things like even makeup and things I can't stand either. people who control everything, as I know, that's very broad, but it's actually so annoying. I hate when you're dating someone and when they get a text from someone else or any notification, they immediately pick up their phones and say, yeah, yeah. like we're literally hanging out, why are you on your phone and then you sit there really awkward and waiting for them to finish whatever they're doing on their phone?

I hate people who get literally amazing grades and then complain that they are so bad. I don't know. I hate talking to people who are like, "Oh my God, that test was so hard" and they get like a fucking 98 or something, and I'm like me who gets like a 70 and they. You're like a girl, you did great, I'm sorry, it makes me mad, that's all, bye guys, prepare with me to be suspended from school. You're probably wondering how they know they're going to get suspended and all that, so my friend and I decided. to live stream in our free period because we had no work to do and we were just on Tik Tok live literally like minding our own business and the next day my friend went to school and I stayed home and She told me they suspended her. for that and she got a 6 hour in school suspension and then a 2 day out of school suspension so that's going to be me today and I know I'm going to get suspended too because it's my live stream like maybe even someone.

She had sent an anonymous email to my school and sent it as a screen recording of us live and they said that apparently they were vaping, which was definitely not the case. We are definitely not stupid enough to vape live. Especially like in class and the recording wasn't even of us vaping so I don't know why they would say that if they don't have evidence of that, but yeah, apparently they just have a recording of us live saying inappropriate things and I know it could sound. How silly to say this, but I literally got suspended for the same thing and I went and did it again thinking I was going to get away with it, which I obviously didn't, but there's a snitch and I'm finding out who it is.

Like I literally don't care, I'm going to find out who this snitch is. I don't understand why, like what they get out of this, getting anyone else in trouble would just go on Tik Tok live let alone make a fake email send screen. recordings to my school but how upset can you be anyway wish me some luck because I'll be there for probably 6 hours without a phone and a laptop so I was actually supposed to start today at 7:30 but no there was going to be a way for me to get there at 7:30 and get suspended like now, so it's 9:00 now and I think that's a reasonable time to get to school if I'd like to get suspended, well no.

Really reasonable because I was supposed to start at 7:30 but today I finish at 5:30 so I definitely won't be sitting there for 10 hours. I wasn't going to go to school, but I thought I might. Well, just finish this today because Thursdays are my last days instead of Fridays, so if I do it today, then I can have a long weekend. You know, my parents are angry, but they think it's stupid. stupid reason to suspend me like for literally just going on Tik Tok live so I just got home I'm suspended for 4 days and by the way before anyone says something I'm not proud of get ready with me while I talk about more stuff That I hate when you use any expensive brand like Lulu or Aritzia and someone says you can literally get it at Sheen or Walmart for $5, it's not the same at all, the quality is just not the same as you.

You I will spend my money on what I want, let's say you were going to wash the dishwasher, your parents like to be nice and help and then they ask you to do it now, I don't want to do it anymore, okay? I don't know if it's just me but it's like putting on a shirt or a hoodie when my hair is wet, it feels like on my back, oh my god, just thinking about it like I hate it, paper cups at Starbucks I literally can. I understand it's for the environment but as if straws were enough I don't want to drink my soda unless it's in a clear plastic cup I really don't like the kind of friends you'll never have Look, unless you make a plan like : I don't want one-sided friendships.

I literally hate Sundays because they make me feel so sad. I do not know how to explain it. Sunday Blues grabs me every week no matter what lies ahead. who ask a million questions during the movie like I'm the type to rewind every time, I'll probably be really upset inside, sore throat or nosestuffy honestly guys let's all take a minute to appreciate that we don't I don't have those things right now unless you have them when something you want to buy says it's install you talk online and then you get to the store and they say oh , we actually don't have any, so why do you say yes? this app oh like the app isn't updated so I'm wondering what's the point of having the app and it's obviously not the employees fault but I hate teachers who don't let you out early enough to get to your next class, this is specific to the university, but they are supposed to let us out 15 minutes early and not everyone does that.

Brands that charge a shipping fee especially if it's like in your own country like why are you making me pay for shipping if I'm in Canada like you're a Canadian brand being stressed like I hate being stressed literally impacts my life so much to the point where I will eat less and sleep less the less my eczema will get very bad and itch everywhere. I just hate it. I hate the process of getting tickets nowadays. I tried to get tickets for Olia Rodrigo. Everything was between $400 and $600. I'm talking about very high seats. like nosebleeds, I hate it when I forget to apply setting spray before mascara, so that's it guys, bye.