Watch Big Brother’s Derek F. Apologize to Tiffany and Azah Over Hurtful Comments (Exclusive)

Is there anything you said that you want to

apologize

or clarify for right now? Oh, I don't know, I'm just kidding. I was, I mean, maybe for the group, if we said something that offended someone or maybe it was misinterpreted. Somehow I can promise it was never intentional. We were just out here trying to be ourselves and sometimes you know that's going to make people happy, sometimes it's going to upset some people, but we never did anything to intentionally offend anyone or hurt anyone. feelings, we were just playing and living our lives in a crazy social experiment, families argue and fight for love but in the end they still love each other and I know big D and I had a few situations I was about to ask you about. what was i going to say big d and

tiffany

between them yeah, he's like my little

brother

, he doesn't want to listen to his big sister, i want them to listen to me, he wants to be right, i just want to say what i have to say, but in the end, I don't care what big z has said about me, I love him, there's nothing he can do about it, we're family, we're going to be family, he hasn't said anything, I haven't heard it before, I know he doesn't know me altogether. of my life, but it's okay, we've spent a lot of time together and no matter what anyone does that I don't like him or love him like I do and the same with everyone else, we've said things, we love each other and that's it. all that matters I want to say this, you know, I walked into this house, you know, forgetting that there are cameras and a lot of people, a lot of people know that I say what I want and I have no filter, and you know every one of these. individuals, I look at them as a family so when I talk to them I talk to them like I'm talking at home um and some of the things you probably know I said and obviously I've learned since I left the house.

It probably came from, you know, I realized that I didn't care about women and I don't want any of the women to feel that way at all and I hope you know when everyone takes the time to

watch

this if they choose to. or don't decide, I hope they see that I really cared about each and every one of these women at the cookout and I told them to their face that I have no filter and even said, are you okay with me? I say this because I don't want you to be offended, you know I'm a gay man, I talk to girls and we say we call each other the b word, that's how we talk, but I asked the girls and they said no. okay, you say it, but it's better that no one else says it, um, but you know, I just wanted to be known as Tiffany said that Tiffany and I had, I mean, I thought we were going to be in a boxing match at this point, she was a difficult opponent.

Okay, I thought she felt like my dad was fighting. I went with her. That's what she was going to say. She, yes, she was, yes, she was tough, but Tiffany is someone I will always respect and I told her everything. I once said I wish we'd had that conversation we had before and it happened after and it was one of those things where I was like, well, listen honey, I love you, but remember this is a TV show, so don't take it. nothing personal and you know. Also for you, Miss Aza, who is a dear friend of mine, and like I said, I always told her that she doesn't owe me anything, okay, and I could sit in a room all summer, right, she does, she doesn't. .

You owe me anything but at least I want you to know that you know on a national platform that Ozza is amazing, she is a very beautiful and intelligent woman and she was a very good friend to me and all I can do is hope that maybe one day she finds It's in the goodness of her heart to allow me to show her the same thing and if she ever looks at it again, I hope she understands that I really took care of her, but you know when you get to the end and the nerves. things happen things happen in many ways you are apologizing right now are you accepting?

I am absolutely apologizing to you. I am always someone who is a forgiving person. I accept your apology. Thank you. Okay, that's awesome. And yes, there will be some people who will say. you were hard on women, you don't like any of them, yeah, you know, when they

watch

, when they watch the show, yeah, I mean damn, gays don't like women, yeah, I love women.