i'm literally disgusting and dirty

Last week I filmed a full video like the intro was filmed and I was ready and prepared to fully film the video and I was going to focus it on my school's competition because I've been telling you about that as my brand. marketing team and then I realized pretty quickly, oh no, Steven, you can't film this competition because you don't have permission, you don't have permission to film anything, so I thought, damn, because I've been missing weeks like I've been. I'm doing a video every other week now and I wanted to trim it down, but I guess it's round three of posting every other week, but that's okay, that's okay because this video is so much fun.

I do not know what I'm doing. figure it out, although there is so much damn construction that now I wake up at 9:00 am every day, so I'm dressed and I'm dressed and ready to go and it's so early, what's happening to me? I think I'm changing, I'm going through a kind of metamorphosis in fact, I had a little depressive episode two days ago and it made me depressed. I thought, damn, I haven't had one of these in a long time, but then I realized, wait, I haven't had one of these in a long time, so that's a good thing, and I was trying to identify why I feel this way. , why am I sad and I couldn't understand it, but it happened and now I'm killing it, so what more can I ask for?

You know, I have a meeting with a brand at two o'clock, so I'm nervous. Look at me, look at Steven moving up in the world having a business call with a brand, oh my goodness, well we'll see how it goes now, it's quiet, but I know construction will start any minute now, so I'll make this intro short and simple and let's get into the festivities, okay, it's completely the next day. because, as you know, I forgot to film again, I need to be sedated, but let's look at this right now, so my room, oh my God, that's so embarrassing, my room is

disgusting

ly

dirty

, it's embarrassing, so I'm going to go deeper. clean it up and then I just got my

dirty

clothes delivered, so I'm going to put them away, organize my closet, take a shower, shave and then everything I don't know, honey, okay, this

literally

took me four hours, four hours, now It's five o'clock.

I started at 1 here's the big reveal a clean room equals a happy Stephen even though it doesn't seem like it because he was so um oh my god dirty

disgusting

spoiled rotten all of the above I do this like once a month I call it the big clean reset my room I organize my closet I do my laundry I shower I usually don't do that I go to the shower I shave my whole body I take care of my skin it's everything everywhere at once so I think we know what time it is it's show and tell with Stephen so that yesterday I went to the store my friend works at called Concepts and I bought a lot that I like, I actually need to stop, it's really bad anyway, the first number I bought this New Balance crewneck, it's super simple, just gray with I like the little envy in there, I love the minimal branding, but it looks very high quality and cute, and this is like me, so I decided to buy the t-shirt version too because, like hello, it's a summer fit really cute.

I need to buy a new sneaker because I've been running mine to the ground like they

literally

caught my eye. These are Billy Eilish's Nike Air Force One High Top. I guess I don't know. Don't know. This is my first pair. Air Force Ones, I've never had a pair so they caught my eye and I was like, wait, those are cute, how cute and basically all my outfits are neutral or I'll wear something like this as a pop of color, but like All my outfits are basically neutrals so this will go with everything and it's not me this is not a shoe for me but I want to get out of my comfort zone and try something new so these are the Billy shoes I think.

You are super cute and I like how there is no brand of her except what little I know, that is her similar logo for her brand. I'm preparing my summer wardrobe. I like this, but I also hate it. I love the heart of the show. Stopper on Netflix, literally the cutest show I've probably ever seen in my life and it makes me so happy that they, like queer kids, have this available to them. You know there's no gay trauma, there's no violence, it's just a love story and I think that's how it is. cute and very important to their youth and people online were like oh it's so cheesy, blah blah blah, like I think that's the point, not because they made it deliberately cheesy, but like, I don't know, people will hate anything, except if you haven't done it.

I watched it watch Heartstopper it's so cute I really enjoyed it I hate walking everywhere like I know I've changed because I said I love walking but for some reason lately my apartment is really far from everything so I hate taking the subway So I guess it's my fault mine, since it takes so long to get everywhere. I hate this city anyway. I love this hand cream that I bought at Asop. It smells delicious and keeps my hands super soft and lovely. I hate these last two. weeks at school because all my teachers finished their lessons and now finals are a week or two away and now it's like we just finish class like we don't have to literally meet on Wednesday I went to my brand marketing class at even though we lost and it was over, now I literally went to school and sat there for 30 minutes and the teacher was like, "Oh, we don't have the scores yet, you can go, uh, that totally could have been it." an email that could have been an email like it's just making me sick like just sitting in a classroom and doing nothing I hate it's making me sick baby crazy May 6th if you guys are watching this on the day I upload it at 12 o'clock, I will simultaneously post my album post on my Instagram.

I forgot to mention this, but you can pre-save Madhouse right now with the link in bio, so go to bio, click that link and pre-save. If you're seeing this right now, go to my Instagram, like that picture, comment on something that excites you, please and share it again because I want people to pass it on and do this for free, I'm so excited that Thursday . night well, technically Friday, but on May 6th at 12 am my album Madhouse will be out. I am very excited. Here's a preview. That's all. Is that all you have. I'm excited. Oh wow, I almost fell off this chair.

Mom, oh, don't let me do it. Okay, I'm going to my friend's art exhibition at my school. A couple of my friends are in a class called Project Studio and it's like they've been working on this project all semester, so I'm really excited to see it. I'll bring you over so you can see the art which was wonderful. I wish I had talent, but I don't know, what am I saying? I produce music. I need to give myself more credit. I'm very hard on myself, anyway. so now it's like a time where I don't know but the sun is setting so it's time for dinner and I realized oh my gosh I didn't have a lick of food today so I'm going to go to the ladies and do a mukbang again, he never misses it he just never misses anything new, the new thing is neck hugs, I'm going to give you a demonstration, hello Erin, how are you so nice to see you girl, there Come on, guys, back to you, okay?

I'm in the park right now, it's a beautiful day, absolutely beautiful and it's my friend Lauren's birthday, well it was a couple of days ago, but we're in the park and we're just painting a little canvas on the ground, it's so cute , amazing vibes and I'm going to go enjoy my day. Love you very much. I hope you enjoyed this video. I can't, I hate doing this outside. My album House is coming out on Friday so be sure to stream it and like my post. Because I posted about this today, I'll see you guys next week or whenever I decide to remember to post them.