life update grwm.. court, new brand, starting OF?

Hello guys, welcome back to my channel. I know a lot of you get upset when I say that but I'm sorry but guys welcome back to my channel if you're new to my channel. Hello, my name is Elsie and welcome to my channel. It's the first time and if you are returning subscribers, you know that I give away 100 on each of my videos, all you have to do is just comment, like and subscribe, and that's it, here is the winner of my last video , please. check your cash withdrawal, the funds have been since then, so for today's video we're going to do a prep bar with me.

Life

update

. I just wanted to do a

life

update

video because I haven't posted a week on my

life

video. in a long time, so I really have enough videos on absolutely anything, but in the meantime I'm going to get ready because she look, she looks crispy, so yeah, the first thing is to start with the base. I actually got a sample of the Dior Primer and I like it, if I'm completely honest, I don't really love it or hate it, but yeah, we'll just put on a little bit of primer and if you see me looking down a lot because my mirror is here, but you guys, there's a lot to talk about, there's so many things I want to do by 2023 and on top of me, trying to accomplish everything, everything I want to do by 2023, there are so many obstacles. that are already getting in my way, it's literally only January and there's been so much going on, so I was just, you know, let's do a life grade reading with me, let's do a life update.

I'm going in. Dior foundation forever and I'm in the shade 2W, wait I wasn't supposed to wear foundation so as you guys already know I am currently and still going through this. I don't necessarily want to say custody battle because I like, uh, I don't think about it that negatively, but I'm currently going through this custody situation with my child's father and my baby lying, as you know, and I actually have an update. judicial for you, so Recently, the

court

granted me full custody of Alani. There's a seasonal illness document that was signed, so I can really go into a lot of detail and honestly, I don't want to make the situation worse than it is, but you know, you just have to do it. very very short and simple the

court

granted me full custody of Aulani for reasons what's going to happen but I currently have full custody of elani and now I'm going to go for Charlotte Tilbury's Hollywood Contour and I'm using the shade Fair medium but yeah that's been a lot and I actually posted a Get ready with me Update on the cut Tick Tock and in that video I had said that we still have to fix it but the matter with that Tic Tock and today has changed a lot because a lot of things happened and I and I really wanted to touch on this topic because as I said. having full custody of Lonnie is not a set in stone, we are still going through a lot of court dates and a lot of that for you, but yes, as of now, the court awarded me full custody of her and I really wanted to mention this and I actually wanted to mention this because I've brought you with me through this whole journey, like you know, I feel like I've been super, super open and super transparent about it. the whole course situation on my channel and honestly, I like a lot of people.

I get a lot for it because people say why are you listing your business, but at first I don't know, I just feel like it is. I helped a lot of people. I came up with this list. I get a lot of DMS asking for advice, even if he is a friend they need to talk to. I still get a lot of DMS about it so I don't know that I feel like I really hope that putting my situation out there helps other people, no and I can also educate other people because this is all a learning process where you learn as you go and It's not fun like no one wants to go.

Going through this like no child should go through this is just not fun because I'm starving that's why it's so hard for me to put my legs together because I don't eat enough I'm going to eat a protein bar right now and it's actually really. 509 pm and not the only thing I've eaten today is breakfast, so if you can't see my chicken thighs, girl, you don't have to and my lips are shiny. I just looked in the mirror and didn't realize how shiny my lips were but it's because I put the benefit lip tint on, damn it's shiny for concealer.

I'm going to use the Ultra HD Makeup Fabric Concealer and I'm on shade 3 30.5 for the blush. I'm going in with the rare Beauty liquid blush in the shade. I hope it's okay, so let's talk about it. If I'm completely honest, you guys have full custody right now. I know many parents will disagree. with me and with you and many people are going to say: why am I taking my son away from his father? And that is not the case. My ultimate goal after all this is for Lonnie to have both of his parents or that. She has two houses whatever the case may be, but I want my daughter to see it finished because my daughter is going to need her dad, but right now it's a little complicated because there are a lot of things that need to be worked on and the circumstances in this moment.

It's just a little complicated right now. I feel like there's a lot to do with me before I feel comfortable so that's where we are right now, like I said my ultimate goal is for Alani to be with her dad and I really hope things work out for Alani because she literally is the The only one who deserves it, she's the only one who needs it, so yeah, that's my current court update right now, we just have to wait until our next court hearing, but from now on. I have sole custody of Alani and it's been so much fun with her, we were just here.

I forgot how much I missed being with her every day, but I'm also mentally preparing myself for when things happen. get better and when the time comes for her to have her two homes again, I have to be okay with that because at the end of the day it's about her and only her, so I have to be okay with that, um, but Yeah. as of now that's where we are and I will continue to update you as it goes, we still have a very, very long process until everything is resolved, we won't have our next court hearing until next February and yes, we will.

See how it goes, we have another one in March and like I said, I'm just sharing all this information with you for educational purposes because if you haven't seen my two tick tocks that I posted, I'll link to them below, but I talked. A lot of things I've learned through this whole court process and a lot of you were shocked so a lot of you didn't know how these laws work and especially living in California these laws are crazy so yes, I will leave the videos linked below. I don't want to delve too deeply into my court case from now on.

I just wanted to give you an update on that and other things I have planned for the year as I do. my makeup, so I baked my eyes and currently baked my smile lines with the Huda Beauty translucent powder and the cupcake shade, it's top notch. I love it and I'm going to use the pressed powder for the rest of my face with the nude. Pro bear minerals and light shade 25 warm anyway, let's move on. I'm actually really excited for this year because even though there are so many, there are so many things trying to bring me down this year, but I think you know what I am.

Sick and tired, I had the worst 2021 and the worst 2022. Literally Alani with my life and savior of the year, so since she was born she was my life, she was my piece and the lights during the dark times because there was a lot and people who They tried to get in my way and they did, they got the best of me for 2021 and 2022, but I was like, you know what I'm sick and tired of people coming at me, so yeah, I want to do this. this year is the best year possible so I am very excited because I am collaborating with a

brand

this year and it will actually be announced very soon.

I mean in the next two or three months it will be spring, so that's kind of exciting. Guys I'm really excited because that's going to happen and the best part about this is I'm not going to do it alone so I'm really excited Emma do you know what 2023 will bring? I'm ready. mentally physically emotionally I am prepared for anything that comes my way this year my motive this year is to thrive heal be happy laugh cry do it all but in the best way possible sometimes a word just hypnotizes me I'm going to tan my face with Nordic powder, a bronzer, and this one is in the shade Laguna Matte, okay, so another update on what's going on in my life right now is really shocking, this took a long time.

I thought it only took me one night to think about it. I said, "Okay, send some nudes, it is what it is, but I decided it took me a long night to think about it. I've decided to start. No, yes, you heard that right." I finally started to start what I finally decided to start, did that make sense? I don't know, I finally decided to start. Only fans you like who makes this MILF. He thinks he's showing off his nagas for free on IG, but. They pay me for it like I'm going to start charging you guys and I'm just kidding, but yeah, I decided to start a fun fact guys.

I actually filmed another video. I literally spoke, the entire video was dedicated. They started talking to me about

starting

a pledge and I never posted it because I looked through it, I actually got cold feet and thought, you know what? I don't think right now is the right time. I'm telling you guys, the year 2023 is not going to happen because I feel like I'm so tired of feeling like a lot of my life was driven and controlled by people in my personal life and I'm like I'm tired, exhausted. and I would like. live her life the way she wants to live her life, so yeah, I was like, you know what? and for me, oh yeah you guys, I don't want to just post pictures as a prerogative because even though I already posted them on IG, I literally always say DMS and comments on my Instagram saying you posted this for free and I'm like, I know I heard, I heard, I learned I no longer do it for free.

I'm just kidding, but I don't just want to post prerogative pictures as props on there, but I want to post some content, you know what I'm saying, but funny content that I can't post and would never be willing to post on my Ig because you know , for legal reasons, if you know what I mean, no nudity, so listen, let's not go there, nothing with the nudity, nothing, nothing on those swords, so what do you think I am? I'm just kidding, there's nothing wrong with that, but I'm not that bold, maybe I care a little, so okay, next I'm going to use the Dior blush, this one is in this shade Rosy Glow, but yeah, like I was saying, I really just want the fool to be like a fun, happy environment for me like I just want to be free like I just want to let the kitten free you guys I'm just kidding who's not doing that we're we're not doing that we're not doing that but yeah if I don't post this video I'm going to be so mad at myself because I keep telling myself this year is your year stop being like that just do it but yeah guys I'm finally going to start one.

I'm not sure if it's done yet, but if so the link will be in my description box below if you want to see me make Ratchet with my friends, that's where you'll find me. I received a package from MC. Magic, he sent me some makeup, some of his products, a backpack and little Elsie was like screaming inside because I grew up listening to it, so I was like, oh, that's cool, it's actually cool, it's a big deal for me, so anyway I'm sure a lot of people say who cares, but I really did care. I think it's really cool.

I love it, I love her music and I still listen to it, but I'm going to use her palette. I signed up because I wanted to do this. before I did my foundation and I was like no, I'm just going to have to try to improvise but I want to do a brown powder eyeliner. I'm going to try to see what it's going to look like because I was going to wipe it off with the makeup wipe, but like I said, I did it before my foundation, but like I said, I put my foundation on before I was supposed to, so I'm going to use this is her palette, this one I think is called lucky lashes and oh wait, her bread is called lucky lashes and cosmetics, this one is called Lost in Love palette and I'm going to go in with the shadow right there and I'm just going to take a small brush right there to remove the dust. and I just don't know how this is going to work because I was supposed to make a way before, instead of making a liquid eyeliner, I wanted to make a powder eyeliner and it would look so pretty, okay.

I'll still try. I think I'll still have to apply liquid eyeliner because I can't apply it as much as I would like because of my foundation. Yeah, I don't think this is going to work when it was originally. I was going to do it in black and blend it out and the dipping process was going to be super dirty, but I was going to clean it up and it would look so crisp and clean and right now it looks a little weird. I'm going to just dust it off and then, yeah, I won't be able to do it.

Well, I ended up hating how it looked, I said I should have done it before my foundation, so I'm actually going to use the L'Oreal Grip eyeliner onthe green shade 620 and I already did one eye so I'm I'm going to go ahead and do the other one okay guys I just put this lash on and look how pretty it is it's from beauty creations and it comes in their collection of girls and this is a style alert, it's this one here. and just look at how cute it is oh, I really like this, let's go ahead and put on the next eye and the mascara that I'm using is actually from the Booty Bird

brand

.

I love this mascara because this mascara is Bomb it's pretty delicious and I think it's the only mascara she has and her company name is Birdie Lashes but yeah ma'am um but yeah guys can you believe that actually I have a ball sister? I know because I don't really have it, it's something, it's something. I definitely do that, but I feel like a lot of people wouldn't expect it from me because I feel like a lot of people see me as a mom, mom, mom, LC is a mom, mom and a lot of people around me are super. close like my friends, my family, I feel like they always tell me that I never really post my real life and I always say that I really feel like I always do, but I can see what they mean, they see that a lot of my content has been become just Lonnie, which is kind of true, but I don't really post when I'm out with friends or when I'm doing fun things and I'm like, "You guys know where you're right." they're really fucking good, so that's another goal I have for this year, so I've actually stopped worrying.

I feel like, honestly, honestly, I feel like I stopped posting a lot of fun and mine content just because I was afraid because in court anything I post can be used against me on Courier, so for me I'm just like, I'm not going to post, I'm not going to post, I'm not going to post that, but I just have to be careful, obviously, I'm not doing anything illegal at the end of the day. I need to keep telling myself that I'm not doing anything illegal and it feels like I am, but I'm not like that if I go out and have fun. with my friends or if we go out at night as a curious fact.

In fact, I learned this in a court in the state of California if you go up to a judge and say, hey, this parent goes out too much, this parent was doing this tonight this sentence everyone was doing this tonight the judge will literally tell you that they don't care why they don't care because they say that every parent has the right to live their life even if it's their time with the child, that every parent has the right to go out and have fun so that's something I know I should have into account because I feel like yes, I don't publish many things because I'm afraid.

I'm scared of the court I'm just scared wait I'm scared I don't want them to stay like my daughter um my sister is always like a but you're not doing anything illegal you're not doing anything that requires you're away from you, but I'm like, I know, I know, I know I'm not, but I'm just trying to narrow down the possibilities, but it's just me in my head, I literally do nothing wrong, so yeah, Queens. 2023 we will stop worrying and publish what we want, okay. I think I waited too long for this one to stick and lastly I'm going to go in with my lips.

I'm going to use a Charlotte til berries lip. liner in the iconic nude shade I ended up changing the lip liner and ended up putting a darker lip liner on top because I like the one I was putting on was too light and right now I'm going to use the BFF. alonzanosi collection and the camo style guys, I know it's sold out, I know we're also very sad about it because I'm almost done with this one and I think it's the last one. I have more, but it's my collection and no. I want to take it off so I've been struggling to find the perfect nude again Sarah this is the final look I'm giving Dorothy Vibes at the moment.

In fact, I just got ready to take a photo for a brand deal right now with some of my brothers. I'm getting ready to publish my previous content. I prepared myself for a brand deal, but yeah, thank you all so much for joining me and you know, just listening to me and watching this video and then also just like being here with me on this journey with my whole court custody situation, nor I don't even know what we want to call it, but I see you guys so much, I know it's a lot for me to just lay out all my issues, but Honestly, if it's helping at least one person, that's fine with me, I think I can go to sleep happy knowing that so I really hope everyone recovers from the situation and I'm not just talking about my situation but yours as well. are going through a very similar situation or if you went through that, I hope everyone is recovering or

starting

to heal and yes, I think you guys really appreciated watching this video.

I love them very, very, very much. I honestly love you so much and I'll see you in my next video, bye, thank you.