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Sasha I

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this. I have decided that I want to

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documenting my life and documenting my journey towards my dream. Now you might ask what my dream is. Well you know t

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is just a saying that in life when you leave this world the only thing that is left is your name if your family knows your name hardworking friend you know whoever but in my life when I leave this world I want everyone know my name and you know a lot talk as if you know it's a great goal. a big goal and it's hard and it's also like it's a big talk like I know it's a big talk but I know it's a big talk but you know I'm not

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to talk I'm here to show I'm here to show and take action and show them that I'm working towards it every day and you will witness this, you know, and I hope that as Witnesses together we can witness and make this dream become a reality and you I know I know, something I realize It's that a lot of people talk big, like a lot of people talk, but they don't take action, like I know people say oh, I'm going to do this, oh, I want to do this, oh.

I want this success I want this like I will, you know, you know what I'm saying, they say all these things but they never take action on it, not all many, even though they never take action on it, do you know what I am? saying and maybe they do it, but like they do it halfway or like they do it a little bit and they say but where is my reward like where is my success, you know what I'm saying like that it doesn't come like that like you know Now these days People already automatically have it in their heads because now we move with technology and so on, so everything is very easy since we expect rewards like this, but the truth is that you don't need anything like that to get what you want. long term it takes could take years for you, who knows, you know what I'm saying and you know and you know that as I document these things it's not going to just be about recording my passions or something, but also to be about you know, I want show you I want to show you my opinions, what I see, what I see and how I see the world from my perspective, you know what I'm saying by tour and how I see the world from my perspective because and I want to show you how I want to show you who I am in my world in this room and what I do every day and um you know and you know like me because like because like you see something that I realized as I grew up is that because you see something that I realized as I grew up.

It's like they are sharing things that I see that many or most people or a good amount of people don't see at least however maybe they see it but they haven't seen it yet and it's like I learned certain things much faster What others. I could be wrong about everything I say, but that's what at least people told me. maybe, but like shooting things that, like you, it usually takes time to understand or because of age I already understand now and you know, I'm happy and grateful to be able to do it and I want you to know that I want to be able to share what I think you know because I think I'm going to say that I'm special, okay, I'm not okay, okay, I'm not saying that I'm special, I'm not saying that I have talent, I have powers or something like that. as you know, I'm going like I'm unique, you know, you know what I'm saying, I'm not saying I'm not saying that, but what I'm saying is that, compared to what the majority as a group think of certain things that I don't think like I'm not like everyone else I'm not saying I'm special and I'm the only one who sees these things no, I am in fact there is someone out there and a good amount of people or this small group that sees things like I see them too, you know, all I'm saying is that I'm not like everyone else and there aren't many things that I see that not everyone sees at least you still know that and I want to be the best version of myself possible when you approach this journey. , something you will realize is that I want to be the best version of myself possible in my life and I want to keep it that way.

I want to give 100 of my part I want to give 100 of my energy towards my dream and goal, you know, not 75, not 95, not 50, not 20, 100 like no distractions, I don't want distractions and I'm willing to sacrifice. whatever it takes to get there because I don't want distractions like I know a lot of people likes to say and Sunny explained about me that because you know a lot of people, you know life in logical terms, it's like you know yourself. You were born, you go to school, you go to college, you graduate, you find a love, a person, you have a family, you work at your job, you retire, that's it for me, I can't accept that, I just can't accept it, I can't accept living such a simple life.

I just can't and you know I can't accept doing something that I don't enjoy doing in a job and you know God has given me the opportunity to have these skills that I have today and how I look at the things and these passions that I have and I just can't accept throwing them away. In the trash because you have to remember something we only have one life in this world we only have one and when this life ends this story of yours and mine ends in hours, we don't know what happens, so if we are going to have a life and if we all we're going to have a life, you know, I just want to make sure that I live my life in is maximum doing what I love to do the most and it's not just in my dream it's not just for it's my dream it's not just that everyone knows my name just to know my name like I want everyone to know my name because of my passion for what I do I love doing it and from now on mainly music and when it comes to music something I realize in terms of specifically the rap community and I'm not Speaking of the superiors as the superiors, I'm talking about the ones who are trying. get up there, like the ones that are trying to become elite rappers, if you know what I'm saying, um, something I realized, like the ones that are underground are just starting out like me, literally, um, so yes, I realized that not all, not all, but most.

Put this way, I want to create art, I want every piece of my music that I will produce in the future and even now that I am working on my first piece, I want it to be a masterpiece of art because I see music. in my opinion like art like Kanye West art MF Doom art Tyler the Creator R Kendrick Lamar Playboy cardi Yeet these are all unique pieces of art and I want to make my own unique piece of art because I want that's how you stand out. I feel like or I want to be the black sheep because what I realize now a lot of people our age not our age my age or like people are starting every time I at least in my opinion at least in my opinion because you know and then everyone has this different style towards rap or music or anything, so you know, but at least in my perspective, when I listen to the music, not everyone, but the majority, at least the ones who are starting, everything sounds same as SoundCloud, you can say like you don't understand it like everything sounds the same like if you gave me four different artists that are trying to become something, I would think that all four of them are one artist like I wouldn't think, oh, that's from a different artist and that's a different art like I don't see any difference like they're all the same style the same synthesizer to be like it's all the same it's all so smooth I want to make colors I want to make art I want to produce art and not just produce it , but you know, the app in it, etc., that's my goal and you know a lot of people like me, but my life is not just about living high school because I realized that You know, a lot of people, I don't everyone, but a lot of people like it, and I woke up and you know I'm grateful I did it and there's a deeper story to that, but I don't want to go too deep because I want that story. to be in the next videos in the future and there are many things that I want to delve into.

I can't because I don't want to until someone likes it in the future for my series of these videos. because this is just the introduction, this is to introduce you to how it's going to be and real quick, you know, I realized that you meet a lot of people like in high school, now it's like, oh, it's high school, you know , party, drink smoke. drama just talk about drama oh my god what happened to Ronnie today oh my god Ronnie did it like that so you know I'm saying oh my god he just kissed him today like don't say like just draw like like or like all that, that whole area, that whole bubble, if you know what I'm saying, no, I just, I don't want that, like it's all a waste of time, you see, in my opinion, and that's fine.

I don't want to think that we could go on talking about this, but put it this way, I'm going to talk more deeply about these things, as if you can already see me, trying to go deeper into it, there are a lot of things that I want. talk there's a lot of things I want to talk about but we're going to make it as simple as possible and you know life and you know you're definitely going to hear a lot of things you're going to definitely hear a lot of things of what I'm going to say about the other videos and stuff and I really hope that when I do these videos are not just about me and seeing or hoping this dream becomes a reality but they are also about you, I hope these videos When I make them, I will motivate you guys and I will try.

I will try to post at least one video per week from this series, but I can't promise because there may be ups and downs. I can do it. I won't promise because it could be UPS or Downs or maybe traveling, but I'm really going to try and yeah and it's crazy because you know it's really been a journey you know if you watch my old cooking um videos or the hot sauce like it was before now you know I've really changed and woke up because you know there's a lot more to life than you realize there's a lot more it's very deep and it's talked about a lot but like I said I want to keep it simple but it is very deep and I will close it here but this is just the beginning.

This is the introduction and this is where I will start. I want to show them everything, even things from my past. They're just thoughts, I just want to show you what you know and I really want to go deeper, but I'm going to try to hold on, I'm going to try to hold back, but yeah, that's it, I hope, I hope you guys stay tuned. because this is just the beginning of something, I hope that one day all this will be history. I hope, I really hope we can look back and say wow, this is where we were anyway guys have a good day and stay tuned for the next video it's been a ride