Joel Dommett on Caroline Flack’s Death | CALM

and I'll be honest, this is a very strange job for me. I've been doing comedy for 13 years. This is really the first day at that. I did not do it. I don't want to do stand-up. I know, it's really strange, Jenny, it was the first day I didn't want to go to work. It's very strange, but I knew he was very sad. Yesterday I lost a good friend of mine leaving Caroline Flack, she took hers. life and it's so sad man, but I do it, it would be hypocritical of me not to come to a concert called comedy against living miserably because I was miserable, we used to go out, we used to see each other at night all the time. and we would go out and drink espresso martinis, that was the last thing we drank espresso martinis and I really don't know how I like to process grief.

I've never had it before in my life and I always have. I kept it in my family, I always kept that stuff, so last night I mean my Hannah, my wife, we saw that I got the news and we were like, I think he's in shock and with us both just sat there. for maybe an hour or something and then and then she was if we had a drink and I was like yeah let's have a drink and then Hannah was if we had an espresso martini for Caroline oh yeah that's lovely but then or when I really I went and I'm not crying, but they realized that my body wanted to contain it because my heart, my eyes were not moving and my face was not moving, but my shoulders were moving.

My whole body was crying, but my face wasn't crying at all. at all my body was fine I started doing this and more I was like you, it's fine and I laugh, I think I'm crying and at that moment we both cried together and it was, it was, it was, it was horrible, but it's not about me and That's the point, I don't want to talk about myself. I just feel like we should all be nicer to each other, we're all responsible and I think that's the problem. I've never felt grief before in my life, really, and so I just have no idea how to process it.

I wouldn't be too hard on yourself or not. You know, being able to resolve the pain within 24 hours. I also know how you are expressing my tears. Oh, that's a good point.