Rendezvous with Simi Garewal - Sushmita Sen & Vikram Bhatt (1997)

success achievement challenge guts glamor are just some of the attributes of my guest tonight. She has shaped the image of a new Indian woman and spawned a generation of wooden bees and universe-crowned Indian-made aspirants. She is a medicine and a phenomenon of the 90s. I wonder if. she is a creation of the times or one of its architects that we have never met before and I am looking forward to meeting Sushma that night with her special friend, the young rising filmmaker Vikram Bhatt, the world is moving quickly and make it last so that finally meeting Sushma for the first time, yes, I am delighted to have you here, thank you very much, same feeling here, thank you.

I always wanted to ask you that night, I mean, night D, did you make some private deal with God because I Do that, did you teach yourself to do something wrong? I remember backstage I was listening to Digging Forests on my Walkman all the shows here and I remember saying to myself God, this is it, this is my moment in time, whether I make it or not. I don't make it and if I make it, God I promise you, but I will use it the best I can and I will never use it wrong, I will never be mean to people, I will never do this and I'm trying to bribe him in every way and then it was like God's voice inside my mind and said instead of praying to me, just get up there and be honest with yourself and say what you want with as much confidence as you can.

I have it because if you make a mistake this time you will regret it for the rest they will never be others they will never be others in the next thing I knew that was it. I imagine it must have been a high like no other, but it came with an expiration date, yes it did, when you realized the clock was taking the calendar and then after this, what's next at that point, I never thought about what's next, but yeah, I definitely knew I had an expiration date because I remember the moment I was crowned, the second I was crowned, Dayanara Torres Miss Puerto Rico, who was Miss Universe before me , suddenly the focus moved away from her and suddenly everything was on me and until that second she was reigning the crown of the universe, you know, and only that one. second and she was gone and I realized that I realized that very clearly because right in front of me they took her off the stage and I knew that would happen to me one day, but I said to myself what the hell am I going to do.

I'm here now and let me enjoy it as best I can and make the most of it for you. I mean, you must have felt an emptiness after all. Yes, I definitely did. I definitely knew it. You know when an 18 year old girl gets everything? She wants and has dreamed and suddenly one day it all ends you feel like: wow, what am I supposed to do next? Know? So how did you handle it after that one? One year, I think for six months, I was in a complete dilemma. going through a transition phase that you have to go through to get to something else and I said to myself, I said, I can't consider this the end of the world for me, you see, because I had worked five years of my life very hard to be famous. be someone and I didn't want to give it up, I did it, I just didn't want to be a former Miss Universe who was known for being one, yes, she did it and you know, that's it, I wanted people to remember me as As long as I could and I gave Realize that you know, movies are a way I could live forever.

I mean, people could watch me forever. Everything you know, look at from a professional perspective and decide what career to take was in the movie. industry, so I joined the way I see it, you've had a pretty normal middle class upbringing, right, you've had a life of restraint, which sets you apart from the average girl, if you come home to me, who I have invited you so many times. You must see I'm still a very normal girl, it's the world, the way the world starts to perceive you differently, you start to perceive yourself differently, it's only when I go out that I get dressed and put on makeup and this It's like a different side of me and it's not that this average girl has changed it's just that the world has given her a different status an average girl account wins Miss Universe what quality made you win Miss Universe?

I think the quality that made me when I was Miss The Universe was that an average girl's belief that she could try to be better than average, very honestly, I think, aside from my heart, I had to work hard and everything, the bit of luck that came my way and that I was a little luckier than the other women. I think she made me win and for me I am NOT being modest. You should see the women there, what bodies, what faces and the way they talk and present themselves. I met the new Sue Schmidt, no, no, they were very beautiful women. control of your life is you, I mean, you are a woman of the 90s.

I make my own decisions. I decide I want to do this. I do not want to do this. I decide how I want to talk to this person or not. as a woman I have my needs I have my requirements from people's things I just know what I want and I know how to get it and I think the world would be a better place if a woman decided what she wants for herself your approval is important For you, no all the time I'm known for being a so-called rebel, in that case it means my society is my parents, okay, that's how I was born, that's my foundation and that's the way my building is built.

Do you think you intimidate men maybe some but that's not the intention? But sometimes you do what makes a man irresistible to you. What makes a man resistible to me. His eyes are a conversation through his eyes. I know the universe rated you a perfect 10 and I want to know how you rate your appearance with my makeup about that money that's the important question without my makeup like emif eyes with my makeup I think I'm about ten and a half years old how would you rate theoretical or practical intelligence is fine, never tickle yourself I don't know, I'm not much of one who knows IQ IQ person who likes newspapers and knows about current affairs I'm not much I know I'm quite the opposite I love to write but I don't I like to read so much, okay, but I like to read, bring me our cheese and bring me all this, I loved it a lot, give me those sad books, I'll run away like miles away, theoretical, which is bookish knowledge, I'm very bad at Not even I can rate myself I'm so bad and with practical knowledge you would give me your innate personality all the time and at home they were outside okay I think at home they serve and outside I don't know you tell me you tell me that you say I think you're perfect advice no that It's my opinion I want to know yours listen I'm eight with everything so there are seven of us in the house okay it's not six see except you when I want to get sexy well then we We are talking about a nine when I don't feel any of that we are talking about an instinct assassin ten ten against ten ten art that's the only thing that has brought me so far Michael's assistant I have too much luck factor Oh one hundred one hundred vikrum you came just in time, we were able to start talking about you, you were born and raised in this film industry wala mmm my grandfather was Vijaya Bert, they were directed by the producer director and he was one of the pioneers of the industry, my father is a cameraman mm-hmm and now I will do it, but how did you choose the direction?

I would like to be in charge of the sets, yes, you wrote this one, wasn't it that temperature in the first movie? Yes, then it was based on her as Miss Universe, that was exactly what fascinated you with Sir Schmidt and the idea that she should answer this correctly was actually the film that I was supposed to direct, so Mahesh Bhatt told me a day you already know. Sushma Thurston is interested in making movies and it's your thing, so could we make her Miss Universe? And the fan, so I said yeah, we could try, you know, fix things, it's great to meet her at three o'clock. to say what I want to say, like you just told me it's like two o'clock and you want midnight to add three, so you waited, you met her at seven, you met her, I don't know what she narrated mastering something good, she was just Collecting.

In the car I thought no, this won't work in this field working, so I was there, met her and waited for the script for her. She liked doing that it's so romantic right now, it's an old thing, so she thinks it's a bit. I used to think I was the biggest snob in the world. I'm not wearing what I thought, yes, you have to tell me that I can and throughout the shoot he always complains about my age, but this one doesn't comply. she arrived on time this one is very badly dressed this like I said she should change my lines that's the hanging is so bad I can't believe it I want to say why is it okay since she went to chemistry when I broke my little finger not when She starts with the correct lines.

I broke my pinky finger and then the next thing I know her whole hand was swollen and in bad shape, so you know when you're at, say, shows in a foreign place and you don't know anyone. knee on your head we can come, Johnny, no, what's up and here, the man I just couldn't stand and I could meet and I couldn't stand him, this is: at the end of the movie, with the reason why I thought that he had such a big problem with me that he doesn't even know me he keeps complaining about me to my director all the time it was like he had something personal against me you know, no it's not personal but what was it but first he has to change my lines.

I was very upset okay talk about them no and I thought you know she had an attitude. What did you think afterwards? Yes, yes, what do I think? No, yes, yes. I'm watching or LDP. I still think you have an attitude, but it's a good idea. No attitude, I have an attitude, but when it comes to me, Clement bends because he likes women with an attitude, that's his problem, so when he understands it, he says that to her in a moment of weakness and it was even We started talking and chatting about this and we ended up in an affair long after this was like the beginning of becoming just friends with each other, but the chemistry was slow, very slow, very, very, when, when this all started between both.

You were married, right? Yes, at that time, right? Not when we started seeing each other? But when we see the whole chemistry, Sachin, yes, before the chemistry settled into asthma, his wife, we didn't live together and we didn't. I can condemn him. A man or I can't go around feeling guilty or make the person feel guilty if he had a bad marriage and I have nothing against him or his family or his ex-wife or his daughter because some things I just never wanted to be and I don't feel guilty because I have done something very openly with a very open conscience.

I know the man was divorced when I met him, yes, and I wasn't going to wait to tell the world that I loved him just because he wasn't over his divorce yet, that I'll wait for him to get over his divorce and then I'll tell people that Okay, I'm going out with him. I didn't want to do that because my conscience was clear, so I went ahead and did it. exactly what I think was right well, what about you? were you good? how did you deal with it? you know for me there's too much going on at once and that's why I think this whole situation has been misinterpreted anyway the thing is you know even when you're in a bad marriage where the marriage doesn't work you just hope it works when you try it I don't talk too much, so I'm not the kind of person who likes things quiet and you know, talking about things, maybe things would have been different if I could, you know, be that person, but I'm not, you know. , in two different forms of escapism, coming home late, you know, just, just trying to avoid the situation under the circumstances. as much as possible and that's just postponing the problem, not solving it and then one day I had to face it, you know, I don't blame my ex-wife or I don't blame my parents, oh, I don't blame her parents, oh, I don't blame , it's just that it didn't work, you know, in this, you know, there's no point whipping a dead horse at the moment when lack of communication is ruined, any relationship is ruined because there are things that are misunderstood. things are misunderstood because they are not said correctly for it to work you have to be very expressive about your feelings are you expressing your feelings now?

I'm getting it you're learning I'm learning that's something I have to give credit to myself oh yeah, she knows, you know, she tells me she wonders, she just took me to the kitchen, she said, er, all over the place, what? why don't you break them? You know, you just put it out there and I think it's in the past now. A year in which I have been finding a voice has been much better. Do you see this relationship as long-term or are you just taking it one day at a time, one day at a time? Yes because SB yes, I will tell you why because tomorrow you know if we are married we sit down and do something together I do something he must not feel that this is not the woman I married that is why it is important that while we are together we Let's get to know each other completely and that's what we're in the process of today, you see, when you meet someone at the beginning, we're all very nice to each other, little by little the two sides of you start to emerge, Live for us has started to emerge, but I'm still going to take some more time the day I have that faith in him, complete trust, complete faith, that day I'll be ready to make a commitment and move forward, be protective of Tsushima dan - yes, decisions, sorry , No?

I feel like I think she's used to it, yeah I take you for granted,No, he is, one thing, I know for a fact that he loves me like that and that everything comes with it, he loves me like Reid, I was all over you, I love him like a man. we do crazy it was crazy one is Matt I don't love him very much because I look extremely happy with him I look like thishappy, I can be in a room in my house, but 48 hours locked in a place playing pool with him playing video games and I could just doing nothing, just sitting, he's reading his book on the other side of the bed and I'll be Reading my book on the other server, we don't talk for hours, but we know there's something there called satisfaction, yeah, you don't need go out, you don't need it, so it's so nice to be able to be silent. you don't have to talk, he is teaching me how to do it, by the way, I can't talk, sometimes they are driving in a car and the music is on, we don't talk the whole ride to the system, you just listen to music and we will come home and we'll discuss what we're thinking about Angela's new music.

He's like I'm thinking about this wonderful place that's now sinking into the slope and I'm like he's directing something in my mind for him to become an actor. with my help and I'm being a director trying to get into his mind well there are moments when I feel like I'm already in his mind you know it's like everything is going to say I say before it does it is that heaven Yes, that has told us I've been to many and I'm totally in sync. Yes, really, that's the school chemistry part. I mean, it was really necessary to know that he is so different as a person, since you know how people think. from the Boreas house she is very different she can be very childish she can be a brat you know she is the kind of person who can give you so much attention so much attention that you feel good you feel grateful you feel special you feel loved if you don't need anything you absolutely believe does it matter to lose her not not very true you can't spend your life being insecure you know if it has to happen, it's going to happen at least we have built this relationship where we are honest with each other which, if the need ever arises for us to like, you know, only halfway, you should be honest about it, you know, because and then it becomes torture, such a morbid relationship where you've been scared every day, oh, she's gone out to the fresh air.

She shoots now and that's what's going to happen. Who is the hero? Is she going to flirt with him? Is he going to flirt with her? Such torture. I just don't think about it. I mean, you should have so much faith or just cancel it. Why did you experience torture? And you? Your baby just said. You told me yes. I think she would hurt a lot if she lost him. It would make a big difference to me. I think if I lost him I would want to cry and get angry. Doing it and probably feeling bad about it for a long time would make a difference to me, but as far as feeling insecure about losing him, I think that security comes from within me, you know I've loved him so much that he can't. find someone I can never meet, so if he loses me, then it doesn't say much more than because I loved him like crazy and I'm going to miss the way he loved me, so lovely, just a possessive, let's get over it, you gotta have heard it. that when you give too much attention to someone I know and you know how I react to that someone I know a little bit how much you remember things baby good fight would be your that's it baby let's go home not in the sense that you know she's the type of person, but there is a boy that I wait for and she would say why don't you stay for dinner and I would say: yes, of course, why don't you stay for dinner, but if there is a girl and if I told you why, would you stay for dinner? have dinner?

She said yes. Why don't you stay for dinner? And then they tried. You said why did you ask him to tell you? Didn't you ask him to stay for dinner yesterday? I thought it was already done. Do you know that she? but I will do it, don't do it, okay, of course, no, I don't do what everyone, not even anyone, has any special interest or a great interest in antimension, aren't you going to tell me this in a whisper the Mike has it , listen to it, I don't know if I will, I will save it, please be sure to ask me to take it, you better go together, that is alive on your shoulder, okay, tell me what irritates you about the other, really, she is so frank.

Sometimes I just tell a person that you should think a little before you say that, so I say it in Hindi and say, "Okay, pets watch cable to volleyball, Christmas TV," I said you should do that, but Other than that, I'm very happy. Thank God I should agree but tell me, do you have a peaceful relationship? It was very turbulent and Villegas did not manage to cross we have to realize that we have made up we have created a large rasa like a huge diameter or ended in the end in In the end, every time I write it, it seems that you see that you ask yourself so many times, like this that the next thing is like I was getting blank calls on my phone, he was getting blind calls on his phone and then both of us.

Did you just call me who is he? You've got to be kidding me next time he calls, he says he was your father, isn't he because he has a gift of gab? He goes on and so do you, you and you, I'm glad I said "we." you're going to win most of the time or most of the time, okay tell me what it's like to be the closest companion, the love of the most beautiful woman in the universe, that's a tough question, you have 20 seconds and you know that's when I'm with her and all these kids come asking for autographs and when they have that starry look in their eyes and they look at her and it makes me feel so proud, it makes me feel so happy to have this person in my life that so many more would give theirs for. having it and it makes me feel very good, wait well, I wish you both a charmed life and many things happen to you