Finding out I'M PREGNANT...

Hey guys welcome back to the channel so I literally don't want to film this. I don't feel ready to film this, but josh, oh, my battery is going to die. Everything is going wrong with this video. I'm not in the right mindset to Good morning guys, I'm going to take a pregnancy test today. I've made quite a few of these, but every time I forget how to do them right, but we'll see, okay. I feel like this is the moment I thought about it. I should probably take a pregnancy test oh my gosh, I'm so nervous, okay, okay, here we go, one, two, three, okay, so I have a lot of pregnancy tests, okay, here we go, okay, I I made them, I don't know if it's supposed to show this, but it's like making a flashing sign, set the timer for three minutes, okay, three, two, one, I'm not

pregnant

, okay, I'm not

pregnant

, um, okay days guys, I have to be quiet because I swear these walls are paper thin.

We are actually in Hawaii. and I'm going to take a pregnancy test for those who don't know the last time we were in Hawaii I thought I was pregnant on my birthday actually and it was very sad, it wasn't and I had a very sad experience. day but I thought we were in Hawaii again and it's time for me to take a pregnancy test. I haven't started my period yet, which is a good sign. I'm supposed to start today and I haven't started yet. Yes. I'm going to take a pregnancy test to see if I'm pregnant.

Did I bring something? Sorry, our room is a bit messy. Okay, let me see, maybe they are here, but they have two different types. Okay, this is like one of these. but okay I'm going to take it right now I really think I am this time but I say every time we try to get pregnant and I take a test and there have been so many negatives I really hope this one is positive. very bad I feel nervous I'm already about to cry I have no idea why I haven't even taken it I'm still about to cry okay, here goes nothing okay, I didn't even flush the toilet, okay, so now I put this on Let's see, okay, put this on, I'm putting it on now, I'm not going to look at it, okay, don't look at it, okay, put the tip in the urine stream for five seconds, replace the cap and put the test fly in, just Did you wait?

Your results? um, okay, okay, smart countdown to clear the digital test in one to three minutes, okay, set the timer to three minutes, okay, okay, now we wait, I hope you can't hear me. Okay, so let me tell you something, so, um, it's probably weird that I'm taking another test in Hawaii, but this is where Josh and I were walking on the beach here in Hawaii and we decided that we wanted to start a family here in Hawaii like a couple of times and then we've been here a couple of times since then and I've actually taken a pregnancy test every time we've been here, because it's like I was in line to get a test every time we were here. , so every time.

It was negative but I always thought it was like a special place because this is where we started talking about wanting to start a family and so we felt like we were ready this time we're here with my whole family um and again it's Another time for me to get tested pregnancy, so it's funny that we haven't always been in Hawaii, when it's time for me to get one, you know, so I hope it's positive because it would be cool because we were here. when we start talking about it I don't even know if it makes sense right now because my mind is going crazy I feel like I need to say a prayer so I'm going to say a prayer shaking I'm going to ya cry okay oh my god here we go , oh my god, huh, oh my god, for so long again oh my god, I'm so happy, oh my god, this is so grateful, oh my god, I'm driving the kids crazy, I'm pregnant, guys .

I'm pregnant, that's right, that's right, it's very clear. Okay, now I just have to figure out what the hell I'm going to do. I'll have to wait until we have everything. I have no idea how I will do it. I'm sorry I'm whispering throughout this video, but it's hard when everyone is there, but I've had a way of telling Josh that we're pregnant. I've had it for like six months and it's like we have two. There are weeks left, oh my gosh, what if I start having symptoms? I will probably start to have symptoms.