DON'T DROWN IN LONELINESS | Welcome Back, December

learn from him. your past and now I'm going to get a super cliché and inspirational hashtag, but a lot of people are afraid to move forward in their lives because it's scary, it's scary to move forward in your life, whether it's a small thing to move forward with or like me It was where you have to go and get a job and the big bad world will come crashing down on top of you and you think it's too much for you, so you hold on to the Past, you hold on to the things you know because then you can.

Not failing, moving forward with the world means trying, it means fear of failure for many people and I talked about this in a vlog before that the fear of failure is something very big for many people and it is either paralyzing. or it motivates you and, well, to most people it seems to be black and white, but it's not you, you can move, you can learn from your past mistakes and you can use them to be a better person. You can use them like Tyrion said in Game of Thrones, like use them as links of your armor on your or as cracks in your chain for your armor, wear it as armor, wear it with pride, don't let other people wear it. against you, like if you made mistakes in your past, recognize them, you know that you have made a mistake and become a better person from those mistakes and then no one else can use them against you again, you know that you are a better person because of them. from them build on them create a better future for yourself um this became much deeper than I expected um I didn't know that was what this game was going to invoke or that it was going to be so deep and dark since it was because the I saw the style as the screenshots and the little giveaways, but then the style is completely different as the tone is very different from what the game's color palette actually was and I'm assuming that was very, very intentional. because it's a big contrast, but again, don't let your past consume you, don't let your past shape who you are for the rest of your life, unless it's like having a good past, that's great, building on that.

Also, you should always strive to improve, be a better person, and move forward, because that's how you measure progress, because no one wants to feel like they're moving forward. They have such great things in their life, but then they don't want to feel like they're stuck, like they're stuck in that one setting, and that's why I make a lot of different video content, um, and I make a lot of different types of content. because I don't want to feel trapped in the loud shout of Happy Wheels in YouTuber mode. I want to feel like I can do a lot more.

I feel proud of not getting bored. and that I can improve it, that I can come

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a year later and then say, hey, my videos are better now than they were

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then and I really feel like my content is getting better all the time and that's what I hope for. You can also find in your lives that drive and that passion, that motivation to keep going because you can do absolutely anything you want within reason, of course, unless you want to blow up a planet, but you can do whatever you want. you put your heart into what you want to do in your mind in your heart you can go out and get it the only thing that stops you most of the time is that you can there are limiting factors in society and in the world like money and those kinds of things, but start small and build on it, start small in your daily life and set small goals for yourself and then one day you look back and think you know how much that helped you, so I don't know.

I'm trying to inspire people to do what they want to do because I found what I want to do now. I found that thing that I felt was missing in my life all this time and being able to talk to you and be able to play games and be able to inspire others and make people happy and make them smile and if I can make a person smile, if I can do make a person happy, make a person feel less alone during the day, then I am very happy because other YouTubers have made me feel less alone in the last few years and if I can do that for someone else then I will consider what I do to be very well and it's a huge success and I keep repeating these things but it's true and I love what I do and I love being able to interact with all of you all the time and make you smile and make you happy when maybe nothing else can so thank you everyone for being here, thank you all for watching my content and thank you for all the suggestions, support and motivation to keep going because honestly, you are the ones that motivate me to keep doing this as hard as I do every day because Without you I wouldn't want to do it. thank you and also thank you all so much for watching this video if you liked it press the like button on the face like high fives everywhere thank you all now we'll see all of your nudes oh it's cute it looks like a South Park. kind of thing we're in the mountains in Colorado and I have a oh, I even have a reflection, I love your walk cycle, okay, can I change my clothes?

No, it says space to interact, oh man, I didn't do it, I didn't plan it. To do that, hopefully people don't expect me or hopefully people don't think that I play these games just so I can make a cliché at the end, that's not the intention. I don't plan to do these things. The games just look interesting and the description of them seems interesting and then when I play them I'm full of thoughts and I have to get them out. I have to vomit thoughts on camera, so I apologize if that's the case. It gets a little repetitive after a while, but I dunno.

These are the types of games that stick with me when I do YouTube, so I like them.