SAGITTARIUS May 2020 Live Extended Intuitive Tarot Reading & Meditation by Nicholas Ashbaugh

Hello Sagittarius and welcome to your May

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. It's great to see you all. I hope you all are okay. Thank you so much for taking some time out of your schedule today to work on yourself and also help support each other. This is one. It is a great honor for me to be here for you so quickly. Hello from my dog. I know you love seeing Apollo at first. I'll put it down so we can focus now. I would like to give You are a proper kind of introduction to you too in case you don't know who I am.

I want to say hello. My name is Nicholas Ashbaugh. Like I said, this is for Sagittarius, we'll see May, but the way these

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. We've been working and we'll also see some of the energy leading up to May, so the last two weeks of steam, which is perfect, will be in the deep past and the recent past as we watch the Delta crossing in a In this moment, if you're wondering what kind of aspects of your chart you can use this for, I designed it especially for your zodiac sign, your birth sign, but you can use it for the rising of the Sun and Moon, you can also see it on behalf of someone in your life that you know and care about the other thing I would like to mention is that because it's

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you can interact with me using super stickers or super chat and the main way to do that is just kind of a support vehicle and to say hello.

I'm not choosing a card or Q&A here because there's a lot of information and I want to be able to continue to channel it to everyone, but if you want to say thank you, you can send a sticker using this icon here and that one. It allows me to continue improving my supplies. I'm using a new deck here because of your generosity, so thank you all, but that does once the video is live, I'll give you a little shout out in the or once it's on replay. I'll put a little shout out below the video, so let's talk about the format and then let's get into the messages, because there will be a lot for you today.

There will be four main parts, we will go with the channel first. of information this is what I receive when I meditate and this is what I basically take advantage of clairvoyance just pure psychic information once I review the channeled information we will see a Celtic Cross that shows the high points and also shows anything that may be a challenge. and I'm a big proponent of free so the reason I'm running is to give you everything you need to be successful over the next month so we'll get into that right after the feed and then we'll expand on the forecast looking at health wealth love and destiny and I like to close with something special each week I do this every month and this is where we focus on the soul, so not only on what we have looked at for the next month, but also what you can do for have success throughout the year, so this will be for some of you, healing, some of you might be a kind of ray of hope for some of the challenges that is perception and perspective or both.

Main things I'm trying to focus on this month for each sign and the soul portion, so we'll see where that takes us after we've read all the main type of

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information for the month. Welcome to my moderators. Simply, always. I would like to thank Maria and Ryan for coming and providing help. If you have important questions here, you can ask them about what's going on or where to find the forecast and everything, and they can direct you to that, so let's go now. Go ahead and analyze all the information that came up during the

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and before I start I always like to meditate for at least half an hour every hour to sort out my thoughts and figure out what comes up from one thing that was persistent.

Overall, the type of knowledge I was receiving was light and I like that candle in the background. What I was focusing on was how we could infuse light and everything for your sign this month. The first thing was inspiration. I got the word inspiration while meditating so for you guys to find something that will fuel a spark of inspiration or something that will give you something to look forward to and for those of you who are working too much or are between jobs or waiting to get back to work there is any combination of the aforementioned due to everything that is happening in the world.

I think it's very important to choose something that makes you feel like today will be a great day. I think that's a great mantra no matter what. If yesterday was the hardest, most exhausting, and even soul-crushing day, sometimes we all hit those crests and feel like, oh, how did I do this? How did I get over that? I can't do this again. I think it's very important to get to Reece. that change and get up a little earlier and think of something for yourself have a little sanctuary or a goal that you are working on long term because when we have something that really lights our inner flame our passion our desire makes everything else count the pity and I know that some of you know that it could be that you go to night school or something or that you are deciding maybe in two or three years to do something big in your lot, maybe it's building a house or you're getting married or something like that.

I think it's important to always have long-term goals and that kind of thing I'm going to change the way I was going to send this message, but I wanted you. To use that goal to empower yourself, we can't always control what happens with the news, our work, our paycheck, but we can control how we react to some of the things that happen, what we choose to tune into, and also, most importantly, with which to decide what to do with our lives, so free will is one thing, no matter how crazy the world is, if you read a world like a book like 1984, where it's dystopian and everything is so heartbreaking, one of the great Las things in that book, although the ending is not the happiest, it is that you know that free thought was the type of thing that was showing you that you cannot steal, not even the government could get in there now, at the end of That again no It was the best, but it is a reminder in this life that we don't have to go there, this is not dystopia, we have the opportunity to go towards the light, that's what I'm going to think about. what I can control in my life, what I love about the world right now and how I can make a difference to inspire and change, so find your spark, get inspired, set a goal and most importantly stick to that goal, make it a something I can do when I used to be a manager.

I was actually telling people to use a card like this and coming up with a simple statement that they could achieve, so maybe it was something like "I'm going to show up to work every day this year" or something like that. I'm going to try to be on time or maybe it would be something different, like I'm going to react better to comments, so whatever you get can be something like that or I'm going to keep an open heart and mind so it can be like that. little one or for you maybe this goal could be something like improving your fitness cooking more of your own meals listening and spending more time with your children or loved ones choosing something that you feel you want to do, that you can do and then commit to that goal and I don't think I can control everything else, but I can control this and every day I'm going to work a little harder to make progress on that goal and don't be afraid to challenge the status quo. also because this inspiration could be about changing yourself or the world so find something that you believe in, work passionately on it and you know I would love to know how it goes but I think this will give you a sense of empowerment and finally keeping your thoughts in the light by going into a high frequency, this is something I really practiced a few nights ago when I was feeling frustration about something in my life where I was wondering why this wasn't happening and what kind of guides they have.

What he showed me in a quick download was that I wasn't meant to go down a couple of paths, so I get blocked if I focus solely on feeling the block, which was, you know, sometimes it's a feeling of entitlement, like If I needed this now or I feel like I deserve this now, sometimes it's like taking a beating, but and working so hard, if I wasted my time, what they were showing me is that this is the wrong person, the wrong time and the wrong opportunity. , I'm still looking, so it was actually a blessing. dress up, so what I started doing that night was opening up my thought process and I thought I'm opening up my intuition to see things as they really are.

I am a powerful person capable of creating opportunities in my life that I found the frequency that I am on so I felt a sense of empowerment and immediately felt almost as if this warm wash of energy washed over me, the fear and frustration disappeared and I left directly to sleep, so sometimes, if we can realize that that blocks Actually, they are blessings in our life that we are more powerful than we think and we can choose not to react to the stress of a failure, a block or a situation in which we are being challenged because many times it is the universe that stops us temporarily, saying wait because there is something even better in the future would be to solve this maybe maybe it will not be up to your standards if you wait if you are patient there is something even better I know sometimes it's hard when you wait like 10 years for something or if you feel like I need it here and now, in that case you have to do what's best for you obviously, but sometimes blockages are blessings, sometimes patience and a change in perspective can open up new opportunities in your life and, if you can, stay in that feeling of being in the light.

Great things can happen, so find something that moves you. Commit to it. Keep that commitment. Stay positive even when things sometimes confuse you. Hindsight always makes it easier to understand if you wait five. or 15 years and you look back you see a pattern that was not accidental and things that disappeared many times you are very grateful because you look at that person or that company or that opportunity and you see how it developed and it's like thank God. I was not in the presence of that energy that would have been destructive or counterproductive so pause and think that this will make sense later.

I have to keep focusing on today and tomorrow. Okay, let's go ahead now and look at the cards that will help you navigate through all of this again showing the high points and the challenges and you'll have the ability to make the decision on how to navigate through it and I'll try to help you see all of them. the posibilities. I'm going to put the camera down now and draw all the cards, so be patient and I'll join you in a moment. By the way, it's great to see you all from all different parts of the world, it's always a pleasure and it's also an honor that you guys showed up today, so thank you very much, okay everyone, thank you very much, just have a drink quick and then we'll move on so we'll start with a catalyst for me the catalyst is a way of connecting all the cards together many times it gives you perspective on how to stay at a higher frequency and that's important since that was one of the messages that arrived in the channeled part, so your catalyst this month is to take care of your needs.

We have a wolf here it seems, but for me this is the title, it's actually winter here, so I feel like some of us are in that kind of energy of being between abundance and that kind of renewal, which to me is what It's winter, it's a time for hibernation to reserve and conserve energy and wait for things to get better so you know that no matter what season we are in, it feels a little like winter reminds me a little bit of Game of Thrones and many of us were prepared, many of us were not prepared for what is happening, the important thing right now is to enter your inner guidance for me, this card is also about instinct and intuition, because when I think about wolves, foxes or anything like that.

Anything in that kind of animal kingdom, I think you know that they really rely on their senses and you're able to get through things a lot better than you think if you get into that kind of ancient part of our brain that helps guide us, so I think right now we want to be smart about things, know that we can survive and it says here take care of your needs, so if there's anything right now where you're a caregiver, you're working really hard on the first one. line or you're just worried about every day, do what's important to really take care of yourself and your family here and now.

I think this is one of the reminders as we go through this life, sometimes on autopilot, right? I talked to another poster about when you drive your car and end up somewhere and wonder how you got there. Everything slowed down at this point so we could basically reset our GPS and think, wait a second, where exactly was I going? Do I like the path I've taken and is it there? an opportunity for me to do better so part of this is actually self care the other part is protecting those around you and ultimately we will come to a spring we will come to abundance and opportunity so take the time to prepare and rest. a little bit if you can because it won't last forever, we already see it here.

I mean, every city, country, part of the worldis reacting differently right now, but there are a lot of cities here that are opening up and I think we're going to see a lot of expanding hiring, expanding hiring until everything is under control, so this could be a new norm for a while. time, so I took advantage of the downtime when I was in a corporate environment, even when I was a kid or in college and I was working working working all the time. Sometimes I used to enjoy it if there was inclement weather or if a pipe burst at school. and you couldn't go for the day because suddenly it was like I had a little free time to do whatever I wanted, read a book to catch up on homework and when I was an adult it could just be sleeping in. wash my clothes, sit down and, you know, pay some bills, this is a chance for us to catch our breath, so catch your breath and figure out what you want and if you're one of those first responders or if you're out there. the trenches taking care of everyday life and helping people take care of themselves and catch their breath I think that's the most important thing last night I was actually doing some exercise watching videos like there were some great yoga videos out there there are Some great aerobics videos, so I took care of some physical health and then focused on breathing.

I've been breathing and meditating and exercising using YouTube and using videos and people who have gone virtual, so doing some of that is important to do even when things are closed. Do you feel like you can't go out? So follow your instincts, take care of yourself, take a deep breath, you will get through this Four of Pentacles, this is this, this may indicate a couple of things for many of us. We feel like we're in that month-to-month energy of I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring. I'm not sure what next month will bring. Interesting thing that happens when you can sometimes keep everything in order. cut off abundance, this is very difficult because practically it is difficult to exercise giving to receive, but one way to break the cycle of not receiving is to give a little energy symbolically so that you can decide to know even if you are struggling a little if there is an opportunity to look around and think you know what I don't need this code anymore I have three of them that's something I want to donate you could donate something you could give some of your time to someone in your life pick up the phone and talk to someone like this symbolically, no strings attached, by the way, just because you want to help someone, but when you reach out and extend a resource of any kind, it's not necessarily monetary for what it does, that's all.

Suddenly the universe opens up and they say, "Oh look, they're in a position to give, let them give them a little more, instead of hoarding everything and keeping everything close, think if there's a way you can do that." kind of reaching out and making a difference by sending an email picking up the phone giving someone some homemade food something that opens up this feeling that I have more than enough. I'm fine because we can all give something and help others. The world will be a little better in some way, even if it's just smiling, so try to give something positive as an offering and what that does is it can actually break down the four Pentacles energy that may be holding back and then they open up. up the heart because that's what closes a little bit with four Pentacles, usually there's a big coin on top and then the universe starts sending abundance, so the other thing for you is to think that I'm resourceful and that I can find new ways to Make this work for me and I look around and think I have enough more than enough and then maybe I go back to giving something to someone else that is symbolic, even if it's a can of food, that symbolic gesture will open up the universal flow to you, so that's something you can do and, ironically, that other person will also remember it in the future and maybe they'll be the one to give you something back.

You get what you give, so don't stop giving just because you're afraid. you have nothing so if there is a way to invest in some way it will change everything, it doesn't have to be money but it will help you. If you want to make money, you can throw a penny into a wishing well or something. or better yet, donate to the Red Cross, do you like a doll or something like that as a gift from the Red Cross, something like that can make a difference or some other global organization that is helping people in need right now?

Okay, so we have the six of spades. above this and this is about being able to move forward this can be us I've been seeing transition cards in every spread I would expect it a lot of times it's judgment sometimes it's tone deaf sometimes it's the six of swords uh usually it's around the center in the top, so with the six of swords in the center many of us have made peace with losing something, someone or being separated from people we care about and if it is temporary it can still be painful if it is a permanent passing like perhaps of new. be of a worker or simply the work is done for or against you have lost someone in your life due to illness or other things then this is difficult and what you have to do is take care of yourself and this particular card does it is doing.

Make sure you don't push yourself too hard, so I think the only time it makes sense to push yourself a little bit is if you're going through that, this is where you want to ask for help, if we're thinking about you. there is no love, it is unconditional, so if you have given a lot to other people, just lean on them, they are there for you too, it is a give and take, give and take, no one keeps score, this is your chance to receive , so be open to receive if you want. Do you feel like you really need it or are afraid to ask for it, the general energy at the center is saying that the universe wants to give, that you have to be willing to accept it and some of you have to break this feeling that it won't come or you won't be able to and I think that's the main message here so I just like to say you deserve abundance and love don't be afraid to take advantage of it once you open up and think it's coming or I can ask. then everything changes, so I hope they can do it.

I think the reason why some of you may be having a difficult time, as I see this independence card in the deep past, so the Nine of Pentacles is usually, of course, an auspicious card that shows that it you have done well and that you have set yourself up for success can also be a card for people who may be stubborn or who just want to not depend on other people and I think that can be a good trait, but it can also be something that holds you back when For example, you know that you don't feel well, when a lot of difficult things are happening or you just feel overwhelmed in every moment of our life.

You know, I would say that each of us at some point in our life needs a little support so this is not a ten of Pentacles there is a reason why we see that you know that ten of Pentacles has everything nine of Pentacles is a reminder that most of us are growing learning and even a standalone card shows a little room for development, so for some of you that's just asking for help, don't be afraid to ask for help from the Knight of Pentacles reversed too, so we have many Pentacles, most of them are reversed or showing some type of limiting energy and we even have the two of Pentacles in the crowning position, so I think many of you are focused solely on either of the two, for example , on how to have a work-life balance if you are working too much looking too much. the bank account that is driving you crazy or perhaps hearing a lot of news about global recession/depression problems and I encourage you now to change your perspective a little.

I think it's good to have control over that. a realistic estimate of what you're earning, what you need and plan ahead, but once that happens, focus on finding new ways to get ahead, maybe finding a different type of job or finding help if you need it or if you're looking at moving because the six of swords can be there are many ways to look at it and I think that could be one of the things that ends up being a good thing that's happening with this world event is that hopefully the house costs. and the rent and things like that will go down so it's a matter of maintaining balance in the meantime if we look at it from a different perspective it's about investing in yourself so that education reads whatever type of personal development you want to do, this is the It's a good time to do it for me when I see a reverse king queen night page when it's Pentacles.

It's about what can I do to feel a little bit better, so working on self-confidence, self-esteem and also personal skills, I think that's a fantastic thing to do and also this is the kind of time that I've At this point in my life, so this is what I want and if not, what's next so I can ultimately balance things out, although sometimes we see the two of Pentacles as a kind of tightrope dancer in this platform in particular we see them like riding a bicycle here there is a possibility for you to bring me balance is very close to six of Pentacles two good choices will bring balance to your life four of Pentacles can be a fundamental card and the top deck is, So why not see this as an opportunity to get back to those core things that you love and maybe walked away from when you were drinking?

In the shower this morning, I remembered an old conversation I had when I was in school a long time ago with them, just something I knew was just a friend asking me what I was going to do when I could graduate and I did. a comment about saying well, I'll do this for a while and then I'll get back to what I love. There is a warning for me that was important and ended up coming true. They said: be careful how long you wait. Doing something you love, you know it could be five, ten, fifteen years and you'll realize you missed that opportunity, so right now you're being given a second chance to get back to something that matters, and if you made a decision. deal with yourself saying I'm only going to do this job for a couple of years or you know I've always wanted to go back to school or at this point in my life I hope to be doing X Y or Z, this is your chance to hit the reset button and say well, I didn't achieve my initial goal, but now I can because not only are they giving me a chance, I have no choice, I have to try something new, so you have nothing to do. lose if you're already at a point where you're looking for a new job or a new opportunity, don't go back and repeat history, instead redirect and think this is the time to change and I'm going to do it, there's no nothing that stops.

I'm not turning back anymore and that's really the big reason why there's a lot going on in the world right now. It's a chance to be real. The Moon card appears and we have to look at something we know we should change, but maybe won't. I don't want to, so don't be surprised right now if you're starting to get some of those craving-like feelings. I have to try this or I should really get back to this or I need to. Pick up the phone and talk to this person because I said I would. Commitments come through commitments to yourself.

Commitments to others. Try to finish them. Try to honor them because when you do that you break the kind of karmic ties and you can live the rest. of this life is good and you won't have to meet that person in another life and try to fix it or validate one of these contracts that you didn't finish, so this is an opportunity to basically go back and finish something that as a promise made to yourself and it's your soul's way of saying you can do this, you've got it right, let's see what's going on in the ego, we have the king of cups reversed and the king of cups card is really symbolic. of you to tap into your desires your creativity your emotional state the opposite of this says that some of you might be experiencing a kind of rebirth in which everything is coming to light because perhaps again, for the first time in a long time, you are slowing down below you are not working as hard for those of you who are working too hard you may also be feeling an overwhelming amount of emotion if the emotion is inspiring it is in the first type of example do something with it these are this is an instinctive type of card but it leads to intuition for many of you who are artists, this is a wonderful time to channel work into a creative field, if you just feel that way, you might cry any time you are angry with. people for no reason, this is where you should probably reach out and get help in your life because first of all, it's completely normal given what's going on in the world, but this is also coming to fruition because there needs to be a change that stops be a change, we have the world on top of this and it reminds me a little of Atlas, which in mythology was like holding the weight of the world, so for some of you who are parents or the sole breadwinner in the family or in yours and feeling the weight of responsibility, some of you might be a little stressed, so do what you can to ask for help again, open yourself to abundance, and make the changes you need.you need to feel better.

I love that we see the world. although in the environment this shows that no matter what happens, there will be a change, there will be some kind of paradigm shift that will take you out of this cycle and I think based on the cards I'm seeing so far. it is very positive this tells me there could be a breakthrough in your life the world chart is good it is as good as the wheel of fortune for those of you looking for a new job but it is in the environment that tells me it is not necessarily right in front of your face, that means you might need to reach out to a friend, a former colleague, you might need to really think about this in your head and meditate on it and think about why this is happening.

I had to do this for the last month. I've really been analyzing different parts of my life thinking why is this here how did this end here what do I need to do about it and intuition for me comes in different ways sometimes I pull out a deck of cards and it comes to me very clearly like what we're doing today sometimes I get it I did it in a dream and you know one of my messages last night was, "You have to do this on your own," so I thought, "Okay, I'll do this on my own," whatever it is, whatever comes will come but know this part you have to own so ask ask the universe for a message and then pay attention for the next day it could come in the form of a song a card a thought simply persistent the universe speaks in different ways be open to the different messages that come through except for the world change of location change of job and for many of you a breakthrough when it comes to finances because a big component of today's reading for you it's almost 75% resource oriented because we have nine of Pentacles four Knights of Pentacles two of Pentacles five of Pentacles ace of Pentacles is a lot so I can tell that many of you are thinking about what am I doing for a living, so What other way can I earn money?

Will this be enough? What I can do to feel better? Myself, is there anything I can do to find another way to get a job or do something different? So if you're thinking about making a career change, the perfect time is everything in today's post says the time is right, now this particular forecast. It's a month ahead, the world card for me can also indicate a year, so at any time over the course of the next year, if you're in a job that you know you're employed at and you want to stay, then you want to wait, okay, we have an ace and a world card, so I would say ten to twelve months is when you can expect to make that change, so do it this year if you want, let's keep moving forward.

The cards here, as we look at hopes and fears, we have the Five of Pentacles, this card has also come up a lot over the last month. I think this is a time where, if there's something that you've said and you want. that you could undo it or that you could clarify or you could say I'm sorry, make it five pentacles z... it could be words that have hurt someone that you really care about a mother, a child, a brother, someone who feels like their blood in your life and you don't want to leave those kinds of bridges broken or burned unless, of course, you were abused or someone was just cruel to you, but if there's something that you just fought about, I think I really wish you could.

I would have done better. This is the perfect time to talk to that person. Just say "I love you." I hope you're well. You don't even have to say "I'm sorry," just to try to make a point. the energy a little you can also meditate on it, you can close your eyes and imagine that between you and that person you are going to send light from the universe and clean all the chords that you have, um yes You are not ready to cut them, just clean the energy between you that way you can feel, see and hear that person with the highest light and decide if I still want them in my life or I can just say goodbye too because with five of Pentacles.

It's a sickness card and I think a lot of us are afraid of getting sick and that's why this shows up, but when it comes to this card it's about making sure that we don't regret it if something like this happens to someone you love. If you get sick or are going through a difficult time, you don't want the latest thing that happens, like you don't want the last connection you had to be negative. I've used an example in my own life, you know. I've had people in my life, whether it's a friend or a family member, yes, we all have arguments, but I had a friend here in the city I lived in in Los Angeles, where, you know, we just agreed on something. , it was a disagreement at work and then I had a chance to see them, you know, maybe a year later and I said, by the way, I don't know what that was all about and I'm happy to see you and the person who hugs you, he said the same thing and unfortunately they ended up passing away a month later, they were hit by a car and I was very grateful that we had the opportunity to clear things up because I don't look back and regret it and I know it. that the last thing we did was hug each other and then instead of remembering that we had a fight, I remember that we made up and that still makes me a little emotional because it reminds me of other things in my life where I don't always get the chance to say what feel or whatever, so take an example from my life and realize that sometimes it doesn't have to be the coronavirus, it could be anything, it could just be, you know, something unexpected comes up that you don't want. having that regret and energetically when we hold a grudge or hold something against another person think about how we're saying it's basically holding energy is what we see in the center the four of Pentacles that I'm going to hold coming to this and being angry doesn't help you sometimes The other person isn't even aware of the anger, all it does is act as an anchor that doesn't allow you to move on to the next thing, so when you let go, it's the most liberating thing you can do sometimes, even when you're right and wrong. someone else is wrong.

At least what I've done in that type of incident is that I can try to empathize. I will say that I understand where you are. "I come from I don't agree with that, but sometimes what I try to do is help the person see it from my perspective and a lot of times that clarifies things, so you could say just because of this experience in my life that I can". I don't support this kind of thing and then the person understands it so at least try to clear things up and at some point if it doesn't work people are just stubborn but you try and you won't regret it I think.

There is a great opportunity for healing for you or someone else if the person you need to heal with has already passed away and gone to the other side, or died or maybe they just blocked you and don't want to talk to you, you can still talk to them. energy and you can still make peace with them. If they are in spirit, they definitely hear you, so all you have to do is close your eyes, speak in your mind, and send. unconditional love for them and you will receive a healing, so don't be afraid to do that, the Five of Pentacles also indicates that you should take care of your health, as I said for those of you who are on the front lines, whether you are teachers or doctors or people who They work in hospitals or in any of the convenience stores or anywhere you are in public again.

First responders are also on the streets helping people wherever they are. Make sure if you are tired. get the rest you need make sure if you're not getting the right protective gear maybe you'll say no remember the first card here was take care of yourself so if there are people in your life that depend on you, You will have to weigh the pros and cons of what you are doing, how much risk you are taking and also what your decisions are doing to affect those around you if you have an elderly parent, a young child or someone in your family. life that is in a space where you don't want them to be exposed to things make smart decisions and it could be an opportunity to decide I can't do this I'm going to help in a different way, look where you are.

You're walking and stay focused because this card, much like the tower, can happen and we get distracted and make a mistake that we can avoid, so this is another thing if you're working too many shifts and you're tired, that's when you're driving or walking or doing something you can lose concentration so sleep is very important this month take care of yourself get proper nutrition and get enough sleep last card we have the Ace of Pentacles reversed two ways to look at This could be an unexpected blessing that comes into your life and comes literally from left field because when one of the auspicious cards like the four of Wands or the ace of Pentacles is reversed, it doesn't mean that it's not necessarily happening, it can just mean that there is a delay or there is some kind of feeling that is a little blurred , so for some of you there might be an opportunity right in front of you and all you have to do is talk or ask.

I remember one time in my life I was in a really bad job and I had pretty much the same title, we were in this together and all I had to do one day was talk to them about how unhappy they were, I was more okay and They told me I had been waiting. for you to ask me I didn't want to say anything because I knew you wouldn't be ready you would think I was trying to get you out of here or something they said I know you're not happy here's who you can call I have a job ready for you if you're open to me I broke down and thought: why didn't I say something sooner?

This person was my friend the entire time and it ended up being a great job. connection, so that was literally right next to me, right in front of me, but I had to tear down my own wall and say "I can't do that." I think my words were "I can't do this anymore" and they said "I know you can." But you needed to ask me, I wasn't going to contact you until you said that, so I was the one who opened the door and I had an opportunity right in front of me, so be open, ask people for help, talk to them, sometimes it's just express yourself say I'm exhausted I don't know what to do that opens the door for the other person to think about it maybe they'll have an idea it never hurts to share how you feel or what your state is now, so you know there are a lot of cards here that sometimes they are vulnerable and sometimes they open up, but you know, if we look at the opportunistic cards here, we have in the environment the world card, which is a big change and we have any result as an ace. of Pentacles, which is something they give you but you have to ask for it, so don't be afraid to ask.

I think that's a message that keeps getting through to your sign. There is support. There's love. There are opportunities. But it requires a little. research or expression on your part, so let me have a drink here and then we'll move on to the expanded forecast, looking at health, wealth, love and destiny, okay, then, health, the more I've been doing these readings, the less health I have had. Just about the physical, I talked about a couple of things related to your physical self. I think it's really going to be important to make sure you don't overdo it, get enough sleep, and then pay attention to where you're going.

That's because this has more to do with the kind of emotional and spiritual extreme, here we see it says expect miracles and it says Holy Spirit, but we could just put spirit in general in there because the way I read it is a little non-denominational, we are all connected. to a higher creative power, so remember that only love is real. Miracles will happen naturally. Spirit, how's your back? What I would say with this is something like what I was taking advantage of the other night when I felt desperate. I literally started to feel kind. like a little bit nauseous because that's not my normal frequency or when I was if I get angry sometimes I feel like there's a pain in my stomach because I'm taking away my power I'm losing that kind of power center so when I started Thinking In wait, could there be a bigger plan for this?

Is there anything else? and the answer was yes. In my situation, it was because the person I was going to work with wasn't necessarily positive and they weren't. on the same frequency energetically, so if we started exchanging energy, that would lower my frequency and we wouldn't work together, so I realized, oh my God, that was a blessing, so for you I want to start feeling the kind of hand of God or the universe moving throughout the year, notice that all the ace cards, if you are a writer, wait for Smith's illustration, show a hand from heaven or from you, whether they are cups.

Pentacles, swords or wands, it is something that is being brought into your life and you have the opportunity to say yes, thank you or push it away, so now what you want to start doing is feeling that I am able to take advantage of those opportunities. I'm ready for better relationships I'm ready for better work I'm ready for new ideas I'm ready to act on all the different elements that I just addressed there so that you have the ability to start receiving it, you have to make it see the hand in the sky something like that like bringing this to you your main symbol this month was a resource or an opportunity that required a little bit of yourself like going out of your way to make it come into your life too when I look at kind of a spirit card like this, some of youyou may actually be awakening

intuitive

ly spiritually and hearing, feeling and seeing things in a way that you haven't seen before when I had that moment of I have this and I'm Ready to really take ownership of my power.

I had a discharge. I really feel like I opened myself to a new level of intuition because I knew in that moment that I couldn't wait for things to happen. I mean, I'm more powerful than I think, so I have to recognize that when I start to get angry it gets in my way because it starts to make you feel like you can't do it, so I encourage you to feel like opening up. to the idea that there might be another way of asking is a good half-step into the active sentence of I'm doing this, this will happen, so start with what would happen if I tried this, maybe this is something you should consider, give yourself the chance. chance to daydream about something like that. explore and through that exploration there will come a time when you will have an epiphany where you will truly connect with something that spiritually is perfect, so think about dreams and allow those dreams to inform and create your new future, your new reality, looking the wealth that is connected there.

Two cards came out, so I want to see both. One shows you that you can actually receive that intuition through something in the night, so a dream or a

meditation

with the moon can also show a month and also because we have two cards here showing. the moon could be two months, it could also really show you that this is a time where you can't be afraid so release the fear and for me fear is usually a trigger that sometimes comes from not knowing enough, sometimes knowing that maybe I could do something and maybe being afraid of what that might mean, so it can be fear of success or fear of failure, it can also be fear of exposure, what if people see me like that and they don't like me the same? or respect me or support me or hug me if we are really walking with our light on this planet we have to shine, we cannot dim it and the moon does not have its own light, it is a kind of reflective surface, so for some of you, I feel like you are repressing a little bit, this is your chance to shine, so don't be afraid to come out and reveal that part of yourself, vulnerability is usually a very attractive type of energy, like opening yourself up. and show someone a little piece of yourself.

I don't think we need to put everything on the table, but I think one thing at a time is smart because it allows people to get to know you a little better and usually helps them open up. also, so if we build that wall then we won't be able to make a breakthrough and that's what this month is really about, so let's let a part of the wall go away and see what happens, see what goes well and then we'll have the sacred. here, sacred pool, sacred energy, so I feel like a lot of you are coming back to something that really matters to you and that's basically going back to the soul space, so if you've spent a lot of time in your life, maybe you've put your energy into and supporting, helping and healing others or do you spend a lot of time simply being afraid to pursue something you want.

This is your chance to reset and make something really beautiful with all these creative cards again. I get the word Renaissance, so this could be a return to something passionate, something really important and I think that would be great, so let's see now what can help you with this. We are looking at the card that is associated here with love and relationships and their acceptance, what a powerful card. This goes directly to the energy of what I was talking about about you, that person actually reaches out and says: I love you unconditionally or except you, here I also see what looks like a guide that is helping a lot of everything you have to do is love and accept yourself, this card can be about feeling like you are not going to receive that love or denying yourself that self-love, this can be about pushing people away, so if you can really speak your truth be yourself and say this is how you would put it maybe it's a friend maybe it's a parent or a boss say whoever it is insert their name or position I want to talk to you because I feel like we're friends, I know we've always been there for each other and I love you and I feel like if you love someone you should be able to talk to them about anything and then say whatever you want to say and say I just wanted to say this that we could be close and there wouldn't be any kind of wall between us it's basically about breaking down that kind of castle that you are building between you and that other person.

I can just look into our eyes. Mind you, if they are really there for you, they will support you if they fade, drift away or move away, then they have work to do, it's not your fault, no matter what it is, whether it's quitting your job and getting divorced. come out saying something about an addiction or something else that's going on whatever it is that you feel like you have to hide I don't think that's the case I feel like maybe someone taught you at some point not to want to show who you are so I encourage you to that you just fit in and be who you need to be and I think this month relationships will be tested to see if you and the other person can accept that this goes the other way, which is You could have a person in your life who needs to tell you something , so all you have to do to improve relationships this month is be a good listener and I say this like it's super easy, but for many of us it's hard because we want to talk. a lot or we're distracted and looking at our phone, so hang up the phone, take long pauses in the conversation and let people finish what they're going to say and then also ask how they want that, how they want it to appear, you say.

You could empathize with what they're going through and then say wow, you know, you could even just say thank you for telling me that took a lot of courage, so if you say that first, I don't know why. I feel a lot of emotional energy around that, but I'm doing it, so I'm trying my best not to overdo it too much, so I feel like some of you just need to acknowledge that it took a lot for you or someone else to say it. something and then you could say what can I do to help you what do you need for me you just need support you need advice you need resources because all these cards are connected here so let them ask you what they need or let them know that you are there, like that friend in my life that was once there, say if you need anything, I'm here, but I don't want to stand in your way of finding out. for you if you don't want me to, so there's a lot of room for development in relationships this month, but I feel like part of this is about accepting who you are or who someone else is and also looking back at the whole of your experiences or your relationship and realize that you can't change the past, but you can do something here, now and tomorrow, so start feeling empowered about it and make some decisions about it.

Well, looking at your destiny card which, ironically, says the book of destiny here is about some of you deciding to learn more, so whether it's about the relationship or that topic related to acceptance, it could be deciding that This is just the first page of that story, which we need to talk about, so that's great. I could go much deeper into something like that. For some of you, you are deciding to go back to school or learn something about yourself, like how did I get here? Why do I feel this? So this is going to be a little bit deeper.

Some of you may be interested. writing something, are you writing a diary? This is a good time to record this. I was talking to a family member yesterday and we were a little intrigued, even here in the United States where we're not as close as we used to be. The state is going through this in a different way and I hope people are doing their best to capture this because we are all living the story and the same in the different parts of the world Europe United Kingdom Australia Russia all the different countries They have very approaches different from what is happening so it is an important moment to document at least because this moment in history is amazing and you will learn a lot about yourself and it might also be helpful to talk to someone to find out.

What is your view on this? Where are you going? Because everyone is having a different experience right now. So I think if we all get out of our bodies a little bit, we get a bird's eye view and we can't make an assumption right now. that people understand what we are thinking or what we are going through and empathy will be your greatest tool right now to be a successful human being and also be able to be there for yourself and others this month. Okay, let's go ahead now and take a look at what we just talked about.

I'll put it together in about two or three minutes, recap what we talked about, and then do some soul work at various points. I felt a lot of emotional energy today, so I feel like we need to find a way to let it go and maybe I'll use water to help with the kind of energy flow to open the floodgates. a little bit and clarify yourself, so in the soul work we will see what needs to be healed so that you can be successful, so that you can be strong, so that you can also be happy, because that is also part of this, but to get to the happy ones. sometimes they have to move through other frequencies, so we'll get to that in a moment.

Alright, looking at the main messages that came here, first of all we fuel the spark of inspiration. I think many of you. I need something to look forward to in the morning, so maybe don't turn on the news right away, spend a little time, it could be reading a book, it could be learning something, it could be making some plans for next year or the year after. . thinking to yourself that there will be a tomorrow, there will be a next year, there will be 10 years from now, because when you start dreaming those possibilities, you start creating things that can make them come true, so dream it, then do it and really do it. was the next card which was using a goal or a series of goals to empower yourself and then ultimately this will help you keep your thoughts at a higher frequency in the light and a lot of times in my meditation that's what I focus on.

I will focus. What happens is you just go to the Sun or enter a beam of light and allow all the cells in my body, all the thoughts in my head, to receive a kind of energetic enhancement, the central core, actually, let's start with the catalyst , protect yourself, protect those around you. You also know that you have the instincts, intuition and resources to get ahead. We are in a kind of rest conservation period and that rest is necessary for the next step. We look at the environment could be quite different from where we are now, the world card is cool and it's just around the corner, that's why it's in the environment, so rest now, you'll need it later, that's what these two show cards.

With this I talked about how you could basically break up. through the kind of energetic blockage of not allowing abundance in and it could be just giving some to someone you love symbolically, many of you are dealing with a loss in your life or the kind of fear of losing something, So if someone is gone, remember that healing can still occur. This is also a reminder as we observe a type of disease on a global scale with a pandemic. It is an opportunity to make sure there are no regrets in this life. End karma so you don't.

I have to deal with that in another life, but on a positive note, six of swords in the world is about moving forward, it may be moving forward and moving forward, so for many of you, by the way, this is a hot air balloon, well, this whole deck is a steampunk deck, so this is like a zephyr or something in the air, so the six of swords is about going higher, not necessarily having to go through difficult times, so what? Why not imagine that you can overcome this and maybe you will overcome it? Being in a higher or better place after that independence is a great thing, but it can also be a bit stubborn, so if you're afraid to ask for help because you just want to do it on your own, that may not be the best way.

In closing, this also shows me that you are resourceful and even if you are in a place where you are dipping into your savings or asking for help because of who you are, that won't be a state forever, so know that you have done it. Don't lose sight of the fact that even if there comes a time when you can't be as uniquely independent as you would like, this is a good time to invest in yourself by learning something new, discovering something and integrating it or also just deciding what you want. to talk to someone about something important in your life this is a month for self discovery just say with all these cards with the resource cards many of them upside down many of them in different positions you know there is a lot of energy coming out and not as much coming in I think we are all going through that right now there is an economic slowdown, call it what you want, the important thing during this period is to maintain balance and it is forcing us to make smarter decisions, so two Golds is not an impossible card ofovercome, it basically shows that you can't do too much of one thing, you have to be smart to achieve it, but you can, ultimately it's a balance card so find the balance and for many of you that's employed is a balance between work and personal life or a health balance is not put at risk we have many moons that passed through here two to be exact and this could indicate a lot of emotional energy it could show a lot of creativity It could also show a secret that needs to be revealed or a part of yourself that needs to come out into the light, so whatever it is, know that generally speaking, I like the moon card because if you're creative you can take advantage of that. the world is here and it's something that a lot of people can relate to, so if you put that into your work, then it shows success also if you realize that your struggle can be universal and in some decks the world is called the universe, so that this is less unique to you than you think, share it, open up a little and, first of all, you will feel much better. and people will be able to accept you much better than you think king of cups in Reverse emotional stability and Healing is very important this month, do whatever it takes to get there, whether it's talking to someone to ask for help bowing. on someone, I really feel it as I read your sign.

I felt pretty even when I started, but I definitely feel the emotions that come up, so I'll try to help you empathically. I realized that there is a change of job, job or life situation for many of you moving, it may be moving on, moving up, moving, ultimately I don't think it's a bad thing, I think it's a necessary thing, so if they accept it as a necessary change, that will be A good aspect of this is that many of these changes have to happen no matter what happens within the next year. Some of you have no choice.

I'm looking at May, it may happen within the next month, but keep with those changes because I feel like they're going to bring a new opportunity to your life. We talk a lot about healing. Let it happen. Stay focused. Try not to get distracted too so you don't make a mistake, trip and fall or something like that. The other way around, there is an opportunity on the horizon, but you have to unlock it, you have to ask for it, so this is not one that the universe is just giving you, it's like waiting and you have to reach for it and then it will happen. come through spiritual commitment spiritual development spiritual awareness everything will manifest for you this month when you access that thought that you are capable, powerful, powerful and open to abundance in all forms.

I feel like you can begin to manifest in that area. Healing, revelation, acceptance of everything. Some of those aspects are part of the moonlight chart here and then really going back to something sacred because this is in your area of ​​wealth. What do you really want? Do you feel like it's time to return to acceptance? Probably one of the key points of this month accepting where you are accepting who you are accepting what is coming - from someone else notice the one card that didn't come which was judgment or justice so it's not up to you to decide what is right, it's not necessarily up to you.

It's up to you to even decide for someone else, all you have to do is accept who your role is in this type of situation and that's it, there is no judgment, release judgment, let the powers that be judge and then ultimately Instance, with the book card here, I feel like something Some of you may have a book that you're trying to write. We're also talking about journaling. For some of you, this is an encouragement to go back to school. It also shows me that they know there are many pages in the book of their life. so we're one chapter, one page, keep writing, keep thinking the story doesn't end here and that's the other piece I get so let me have a drink here and then I'll talk about the past, present and future influences on your life. and how we can step into that higher energy or move forward and really tap into the world card here that I saw, okay, we arrived, so I'll honor that, so you know, I just talked about judgment and justice, the cards are reversed here.

So judgment or reverse justice can be feeling like I can't, I won't or just saying no or just separating or walking away from something, so if you've had the intention to do that in your life, this is in the past. . it's time to honor that and completely walk away from something if you feel like something is wrong or hasn't been fixed like I said with the Five of Pentacles, this is the time to do that, this is the time to fix things with the seven of swords the other way around I feel like a lot of you are ready to walk away from people in your lives, situations in your lives that just haven't fed your heart, your spirit or anything and that's okay, this may just be cutting losses, it's not like that.

It doesn't always have to be a card about sneaking around, it doesn't have to be a card about cheating, it can be a decision that enough is enough and I want to move on. I need to move on because I have learned everything I need. I need this situation and sometimes that is the hardest part. I have been in several situations in my life where sometimes you are always used to fixing things, especially if you are a lightworker and sometimes things just end and there is nothing more to do. like you've learned everything you need you don't have to make that person better you don't have to fix the relationship if it dissolves sometimes it's like a graduation okay I guess I pointed out what I needed from it I got what they needed now I can redirect my energy to something else, so I give you a kind of nod from the universe if you're in that category, that's the message: it's okay to move on, there's nothing more to learn if I feel like something is wrong and needs fixing, this is time to say sorry or forgive yourself or move on with that seven of wands reversed, okay, so with the seven of wands the positive aspects of this card are Basically, you can do anything you set your mind to.

In fact, you're probably someone in everyday life where people will keep piling on requests, jobs, and responsibilities because they know you will. Yes, they know you will. do one thing that I would say with seven of wands when it's reversed, there's a kind of forceful energy to it, so don't be afraid to say no, don't be afraid to push back, don't be afraid to delegate and also. just having really good boundaries in your life this is what's important now this will help you discover your own energy like asking the rhetoric Who am I? Where I am?

Where I go? Why is this happening? An opportunity to just take a deep breath and take stock of yourself and your life, but you have to step back a little, otherwise I feel like people will just keep giving and pushing and asking, and at this point you might need a little of space, so if I need it, create it now, let's take a look at where all this ten swords reversed brings you. I'm glad it's backwards for many of you. We have all the investments in your soul work, so there is some work to do here. and to do and it's about releasing sadness or releasing that kind of feeling of I can't fix this or it's broken or you know, I'll be okay all these kinds of things for me the ten of swords can show something think about one thing in your life when we do the meditation at a time when you feel like that's something I would change if I could go back and press rewind.

I would change this and then think about all the things in your life that maybe happened. as a result of that, it includes the idea of ​​what not to do, because I feel like a lot of us probably couldn't and shouldn't take that back because it changed who we were, so could you look at the things in your life? that you feel was a failure or a loss or a regret and make it a central lesson in your life that made you stronger, made you better, made you more sensitive or empathetic and even though it was the hardest lesson you learned, maybe It was one of the best things that ever happened to you because you're a better person for it, so I feel like it's just accepting that moment, that part of you that you feel was a failure or that could have been changed and thinking. but it made me who I am and if you're thinking and wishing and hoping that you can do better, you're probably a good person anyway and you can put this energy into creating a better tomorrow, creating space for a better tomorrow, so I think.

If I were to recap all of these things again, it's like doing something right that feels like it's wrong or walking away from something that's already over, stepping back and creating space, saying no if you have to, also acknowledging how strong you are. You can do all these things and people get over it and then an unconditional act of forgiveness to yourself, someone in your life and deciding I'm really ready to walk away from this. The only thing that people miss in the Ten of Swords is that the Sun is just dawning so this is after a very long night after a very long night of the soul and if we take away what has happened is the dawn, there is a new dawn so in our meditation I really want to focus on the sunrise after that afternoon or the The spring after this winter we go through things that give us context to make us stronger and help us see things and I think that's very important for everyone.

Sit comfortably if you want, let's meditate before doing so if you liked what you saw. here today, please consider hitting the like button and subscribing because when we meditate and I use the Bowl sound, I know it's hard to concentrate after that, so if a couple of you can hit like, thank you, I appreciate it. Now let's go ahead and enter. meditation sit comfortably imagine yourself on a starry night maybe it's like you know it's just before dawn so it's still dark but you know you can start to feel the world getting a little warmer and I want you to sit on top of a beautiful hill you don't have to climb too much, just enough to be able to see the distance in front of you or should I say the landscape around you and close your eyes both in meditation and in real life. life, take a moment now to imagine the fresh air around you, not so cold that it makes you shiver, but cold enough that maybe you can see your breath and it will wake you up if you have ever walked the dog or You know you're gone.

I go out to your car in the morning and there is a strong breeze, it's like taking a cold shower brings you life, so feel that in this moment everything is a little more, you are more aware and you are just a little more awake than you normally are. usual, so breathe deeply and feel the fresh air enter your lungs, fill the fresh air around you and feel alive, feel really awake and alive in this meditation, inhale when you are ready, on the exhale, let go of anything. you don't want in your life and just as your breath really has shape, you can see the little drops of water in front of you if you want to imagine that you are exhaling a cloud of smoke from whatever you don't want. what you want in your life maybe a little bit of frequency a fear a doubt let it go and now focus on a ray of light coming from the moon or the brightest star in the sky and replace any of those parts of yourself that you felt like you need healing or you feel that there is a little bit of darkness, bring the light in now and allow it to heal your body and receive a kind of improvement in each and every cell, so inhale, bring that starlight or that moonlight to your body and, as you exhale, I want you to create a circle around your body by tracing your fingers in the dirt or sand around you and see yourself now connected to that ray of light and while you are in meditation you simply open your eyes, look at around you and you begin to see. that in the distance you can see a kind of soft violet or bluish light as the sun begins to rise on the horizon it has not yet revealed itself but you can see your surroundings you can see the star beginning to fade the moon is You are still there and you are in that in-between zone, so take a moment in this in-between zone and think about something in your life that you need or want to forgive yourself for.

It could be an argument you are having. It could be a relationship with a father that was never the way you wanted it could be an that you can shine, you don't need to define yourself by this situation and before the sun rises I want you to see your own body start to take on this beautiful golden light and you're going to call and you're kind of a new opportunity and a new dawn or a new partner to as the sun rises, so watch yourself shine and become bright and forgive yourself as I play the singing bowl and then we will watch the sun rise together.

Gently look over your shoulder and see what it was that you were trying to release, whatever that person, place or thing was, see it now transformed by your light, see a beautiful light from your heart connecting with that person and in this moment you see differently, you see them differently, there is the energy of acceptance that has come in I want you to bow to this lesson in your life again, whether it is a person, a place, a thing orsimply an emotion, whatever form it took, look at it now, transform yourself, it is something higher and brighter and imagine.

Now that, like a star passing through the sky, it will take off and go to its own spaces, so in the destination it is almost like a comet, so you see the shape of this person, place or thing that becomes light and you see that starts to float. in the sky above you and then it shoots like a comet away from you and now take your last breath as you look at the Sun connecting your heart with the Sun, breathe deeply and say I accept Who I am, embrace tomorrow. I am not afraid to ask for help if I need it and I believe in the power of love and change, gently open your eyes, take a deep breath, welcome back, it is a pleasure to see you and I appreciate you spending some time with me today, hopefully, you will learn a a little more about yourself, let go of that ghost of the past, bring in the light of tomorrow from the future and celebrate the ability to create something new, don't be afraid to reach out this month, reach out to the people in your life that you feel.

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