Pastor Dante Gebel - Las heridas del alma - Hechos 29 | Casa de Dios

I have been with me these days, I am ready, says the slogan of this congress, look for your power or discover your power, that power that we all have from the Lord when we are invested by the Holy Spirit. So I told him, Lord, I have the great responsibility of opening this night and you are going to lend me the ears of so many people and I want to be consistent with what you have prepared for all these days until the last day that the congress ends and since God knows that I have not lied to him since I had the invitation this word has My heart has been gravitating around and it has to do with those who at some point in life say, you know, I don't feel part of what God can do, I don't measure up, I don't have what it takes and not necessarily for one reason. a question of academic limitation but because sometimes we feel that we are tied to hidden habits that someone knowing would make us panic.

There are people who, a curve in the road, a somewhat unexpected misfortune, left them outside the ring and we feel that we have no what God asks that we have to have I have struggled a lot with that and I still struggle at times and I am not an insecure guy but God knows that many times I said sir, no, I don't have what others have, I'm not the case, I'm not Bill Graham, no. I am Junior Zapata, glory to God because I am thinner than him but I have no self-confidence and so I often consider myself limited in the sense that the wounds caused by those things that happened to me as a child have in some way limited the potential or wanted to limit my potential. known that what happens to us in the first years of life determines the adult that we later become, the adult that we are today, everything happens in the first five or six years of life, that information that not all of us retain if I were to ask how much they remember their childhood. most days and I have memories but psychologists say that we only remember 13 14 percent of what really happened to us and it is in those first years those first times we simply experience things that mark us determine us stop us in life and then of course we come to the Lord he makes all things new which is a scriptural truth but still we are formed by education by the environment by what happened to us by the lack of love the overabundance of affection whatever has happened to us stops us in life and sometimes as an adult you find yourself reacting to certain things and you don't know why but it has to do with things that happened to us as children then you heal internally God does a new work I know but still God doesn't rule out where we come from where we are born those around us who say words to us that mark us so I want to share with you a brief story that is in the writings of someone who, having to have the potential, having to discover his power for years, has to live resigned to the fact that They have nothing.

They are the princes who live like beggars. They are the ones who, having to live the fullness of what God has, settle for much less in all areas of life. The Bible tells us that when one really discovers what he has and can use that potential. one begins to feel happy but when that potential is not discovered when one discovers the power one does not know what are the gifts that god gave us what was our assignment then one lives far below the limit of what god had for us so the story What I want to share with you is in the second book of Samuel, it is a well-known story, as Chileans say, but there it is in the second book of Samuel, chapter 9, verse 1, it is a tragedy, in fact, history is not one of those stories to tell before leaving. to bed to the children it is about a cripple of a handicapped of a cripple but not only of the feet but of the soul crippled of the crippled gifts of what could have been and the Bible narrates that now the story focuses on a new king who has Zion who has Jerusalem we talk about the greatest composer of psalms in all of history the one who composed starkly writes those books that to this day serve as inspiration for us spoke of David he kills a giant the inspiring king the monarch he rose this morning very nervous because he had a dream last night something that kept him awake all night and now he walks calmly on his royal carpet those who are close to him know that this is not a normal behavior in life so they tell him in his majesty if something happens to you worry you can count on us and they should say yes tonight I had a dream that reminded me of a pact that I had with my friend jonathan at this point jonathan is dead jonathan was the son he had been the son of king saul the teacher of david and also the ex-father-in-law of David and Jonathan had made a pact with David and David with Jonathan that the friends of each would be the friends of the other, my enemies were your enemies, David had told him, I am going to make you a friend from Pala, and they were his friends from Pala, no.

It matters that they had to support themselves, they would not ask questions about those friends who remain even when one goes to jail, that those friends who remain even when one of them says that the mother-in-law loves any of this nonsense, they remained friends but this morning The king got up nervous since he remembered that life or death in this case had taken his friend very early so that he felt that he could not fully comply with the tact and said something like look, I don't know what I can do. for Jonathan because he is not alive but if I put it says David from the psalm the second book of Samuel chapter 9 verse 1 says said David there was someone left from the house of Saul someone was left I was saying someone who has to do with Jonathan my friend to whom I will show mercy for love for him and there was a servant from the house of Saul whose name was si va, who they called for David to come and the king told him exclusively and he answered your servant the king told him there is no one left from the house of Saul to Whoever does his mercy to God and if he goes, he answered the king, this is how Jonathan's son has been left crippled in his feet.

Then the king asked him where he is and if he goes, he answered the king, here he is in Makir's house, son of fear of the wolf. This sea story always filled me with questions and begins with a king who remembers that. It fascinates me. It fascinates me to see a monarch remembering a gentleman's agreement. It fascinates me to see a man who has reached the pinnacle of everything. That he always dreamed and he doesn't forget those promises he made when he was a boy and he says yes I can't do much for Jonathan because he is dead but what if he left someone a widow a son a grandson no one dares to respond but there is someone there if it goes as the scripture says that it was the bridge between two governments the old king was leaving and now the new monarch was serving David if they go he cannot help but hear David's talk and tells him you know if not I wanted to tell you but there is a son there is a son of Jonathan his name is set and they live loud bar is not a minor issue because in the original it means no and lower means a word meaning he lives in a place of no word in a place of lack of communication in a place of silence in a place where the dreams that could have been die there are many tonight who are in that place that says you know why the congress came I have expectations but I am in a place of lack of communication I feel like God always opens the door to the person next to me, to the person behind me, to the person in front, but I don't feel that God is speaking to me.

I have been through those seasons of life where I always felt that God blessed another person more and one time I told a Dear friend, I told Luís Palau, I feel that my ministry is like a cart, so it goes little by little with the horses, my life is very erratic. Sometimes I feel like I feel like an Elijah, wanting to challenge the prophets of Bali. other times I don't want to go out under the thumb and it's not that I'm bipolar but sometimes the curve of life makes the sands of the desert sink deep into your heart and I know that there are people here with disappointments in love because life life usually loves it hurts when it hurts the most when you serve the lord it hurts is a fallacy to think I want to serve god and for it to be all a bed of roses not even the lord could promise what in the world you will have to affliction someone should stick that prophecy on the refrigerator Someone should walk around with a copy that says in the world I will have affliction but it does not sound popular but it is not our place to say that it sounds popular and it does not because preaching a part of the truth is as bad as not preaching anything and in the world you will have affliction This is not a pessimistic message to be sad but it means that having children hurts loving hurts someone will break your heart sometime some girl of your dreams will tell you I'm sorry you were confused I just want to be your friend it's not you it's me that's going to happen It's going to happen one day that your marriage is not as perfect as you dreamed of to begin with.

She is not an orphan. She has a mother and that no longer makes the marriage perfect. I have nothing against the mother-in-law. It is always a joke, but if they were good, God would have a Meditate the Pitts and life will not hurt and eventually those wounds will occur and there are those who think that because they occur we are in a place of non-speech it is a place of lack of communication we say something is wrong with me those 1 hour moments and they do not feel anything I suffered when I went to the first congresses to preach, in fact I always tell it that I started when I was very young, I was 19 or 20 years old, without being invited to the congresses, I had almost been preaching for 50 years when I started and they were all incredibly used and God López, I felt in He was in the middle of the power rangers where I didn't have any power and they were incredible and one stretched out his legs another made them small one took out the demons others always put back in and I felt like I didn't have what they had and it frustrated me very, very much because I felt that I lacked style, way of being, I come from a generation that when we were young, the preachers mostly raised their voices or shouted or had certain rituals to preach as much as Ruiz Gracia a Dios shouts today then and I seemed tender, what was mine, I felt that It didn't fit because everyone had a special power.

My first congress, I have never forgotten, was in Chile. I recently told it here on a tour we did in Guatemala and my first congress was very, very hard for me, first because they invited me and I I had only one message and with that message I went and preached but when I saw the preachers the first in the morning said let's pray that God is going to heal people and the people began to heal and the one who didn't walk walked and the blind man saw. and that to the way and is just to start the other an experience that cast out spirit of demand macumba black magic red magic pikachu and and reprimanded him the third divided country to you I give Colombia to you I give you Venezuela to you I hand over Guatemala, I'm sorry, they handed them over to you this morning, I hand over Africa to you, I hand over to you, it was distributed in the world in 10 minutes.

We want this morning with what we have the world and when I went, there was no demon left to take out so much, that is, I didn't take away the distributed world. What I was doing and I felt like I was in the mud but in a place of ministerial spiritual isolation, you won't believe how many times I threw the Bible on the bed I said to myself, you know, I'm not good for this business, sir, for double the business, I'm talking about business. of the kingdom, as the Lord said, when I was 12 years old, many times I said, you know, there is no doubt that I do not have what it takes.

I used to get frustrated when I saw those preachers. Maybe my language is saying something at this moment. I said, "They have God's WhatsApp like that because." They dropped his emails like that pin pin pin pin and I said after an hour I didn't feel anything so I came home and told my mom I'm going to lock myself up to get better and I'm not moving, I just talked to myself a jar of coffee ago there baby you have to sleep not the bible notebook in case god gave me some new book of apocalypse or whatever guitar to sing the recorder there were recorders those who are from justin bieber here don't know what it is but it was a recorder that you put in cassette and it played all night all night it started somehow sir here it is and I don't move I don't lift my knees back then there is a very famous preacher name of a god incredible formidable from which almost all of us learned with yiye Ávila and Ávila the Puerto Rican Puerto Rican came to Argentina I I was little and he said I was there before preaching I was doing forty days and forty nights if there is a half hour I would break down and preach when the battle of Armageddon comes and I caught magicians someone says out there I made fun of you about Ávila it's not that I imitated him because I'm myth those that I admire those that I admire only if he didn't invite me and I remember there you know what I said before so that you see a in the 20 days and I said well I'm going to put 40 days but at least one night they started at a lady, I'm at 1:30 at seven in the morning, mom said, and God spoke to you since ten past one, I was sleeping, he was going to talk to me, then they take it, it typifies that place where we feel like we had a dream, and in some cases, At some point in life, at some point along the way, we lost contact with the place of silence.

I know that this afternoon there are people who say, you know, I live in a place of silence. The place of the almost is the saddest word in the dictionary. Did you know that I almost finished my studies? studies I knew that almost one day my God I knew that almost one day I felt the presence of God almost almost I married the woman of my life almost what happened she didn't marry another condemned man but almost almost she was mine and we go through life living in what of bar the place of the almost the place of what could have been living in a place that is not our place to live is not our jurisdiction to live in the almost is not our jurisdiction to live in the sea in a place of silence and knowthat some today feel that frustration, the one I felt in the congresses years ago, the one I felt later when I saw other

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s that God prospered and gave them great churches, you gave them resources, I know how, well, I know that God blesses some as much and others don't now either.

You people out there would see me and say, but you were one of the most blessed by God. I didn't see myself that way. I always saw that God blessed others who had ease. I always had a lot of biblical limitations. I couldn't agree to go to a Bible seminar. And then I always felt very limited in my ability to speak and I had to do my self-taught and learn a lot and read a lot and practice dialectic and the art of oratory, I haven't completely achieved it yet but God knows that I am an eternal learner and when I was learning, I saw every time the berries were higher that God always raised someone up.

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but we were there, it must have been 28 29 years ago in Bolivia, correct, almost 30 years ago in Bolivia and God. He had already given me favor to preach and then I had to go to a congress and I had to spend three days preaching at that congress in peace but something with my illness I suppose it was some cake from my mother-in-law or something diabolical I don't know what it could have been that literally broke me down, I couldn't travel and I gave up the details but I couldn't travel and then I told the host pastor, look at everything, I'm not going to be able to go for the three days, my lady or the people are waiting for you, you're the main speaker, I say, it's not that I'm not going to be able to go, he tells me, well, we're going to have to look for a replacement, someone but who is going to accept at the last minute and I said, well, even if it's not, it can't be months, but bring the 'chicharito'.

Someone, there's a guy who didn't understand the reference, it doesn't matter. There isn't much Mexican here that's why but our month and bring Ronald what is that and I didn't go the first two days to Bolivia and he arrived on the third day and when he arrived I told him and in the end who they brought was not even one from Guatemala cash luna and I tell him who he is and he tells me, well, he's a boy, he's a man who preaches and who agreed to come, they said, but if I'm an old man, I'm young like you and he didn't walk, also tremendous, no one wants to see you, they want you to stay.

I said it's your grandmother here she hit me then we would become friends there in Bolivia that has happened to me throughout my life but as God blesses others I am getting older we are all getting older, for example you have a crisis you are already 42 you are not 42 anymore You don't have them anymore. The 42 are already alive. You have the ones you have left. You think you're as old as you are. No, those are the years you're not going to live again. These are the years we have left. Don't be able to. You have 50 years left. of life I am getting older and I realize that there are already things that I do not understand ways to reach young people that I do not understand music that I no longer understand but I do not understand why a generational logical question I was born in the last century a few I am not even a millennial They don't even bother, I was born in the last century, I'm from the century where we said please, thank you, and if not, more educated hands for us to do it, we are the last elegant generation who is going to replace us.

I don't know, but in that century where we were born, we thought. that there was a way to preach and now I see the multiform grace of God that God is the god of Abraham the god of Isaac the god of Jacob abyss different treatment for each person respecting the different emotional structures I see it as a crime of how he preaches and I say Wow, I have never been able to preach like that. I see I see each of the ministers here singing. The boys just said, "I'll never be able to sing like that. I know it's too late for that.

There are things that I'm not going to get to. I try every day." Surround myself with people who are smarter than me and more spiritual, but there are things that I'm not going to get to and sometimes I get frustrated. I confess, I'm not going to act super spiritual. Sometimes I say, Lord, there are so many new ways to preach. We didn't have social networks. We had ways to reach like all of you, today we are going live to different parts of the world, it is crazy to think that years ago we are reaching millions of people and when I realize that I am already in my thirties and I arrived late to see if I want to get involved As for the rest, I say, you know, I think people don't want to listen to me anymore.

The other day, someone told me you have to make videos, but for 30 seconds, which is what this generation can handle, I can only handle 30 seconds and it has to be quick, repent, sir, why else? time they are not going to hear you and government let the old people listen to me as a friend told me the other day he says that they say my grandmother listens to you sometimes there are people today I met a lady at the hotel who looked like my grandmother my partner I heard her I heard it when I was little myself and the other one tells me if my grandmother listens to you so I sent greetings to him and to his grandmother I noticed that he has something out of control he gives an order to his legs but the order remains at the origin and It does not reach its destination.

It is something that happens with those who are disabled. I have spoken with some of them who say that they dream that they are running if, for example, they are confined to a wheelchair and they tell me, you know, sometimes I dream in the morning, I want to get up and I remember. My legs are disconnected from the brain, so I give an order with my mind but the order stays here and never reaches its destination. That's what happens to those who are at the bar. They say, I'm going to start praying and right now another one starts. year is good for 2020 to start more spiritual but the truth is that it says the same thing every year like the fatties who say on Monday I start the diet and then it says well, right here the entity gave me a cake on Tuesday that on Wednesday it says who It starts in the middle of the week, better the other Monday and so life happens on a delayed basis you give an order with your mind but the order remains at the origin no one is carnal for sport no one says they know I enjoy not being spiritual we don't want to be spiritual we We propose to search for God.

I have gone to dozens of altars, I say dozens, hundreds of altars. When I was a boy, promising a Lord, I am going to do pure. I want to change. I remember that I had a lot of expectation with the waters of baptism because someone said, when you are baptized, the old man is there. Man, I said yes, I'm done looking for the girl and having lustful thoughts. If I was 16 years old, I was baptized and I said, now I won't look anymore. Just two days later, I said, I won't be able to be baptized again, but this time I'm going to open my eyes underwater. so that they can be baptized too, hello, I gave an order but it stopped there, I'm not going to reach us and I know that there are people who also know themselves to be men of God.

If I want to be equal to them, but something stops me, I can't. I have talked to addicts. pornography in those who are tied to compulsive masturbation and you have talked to others who struggle because they feel same sex attraction and others are struggling with adultery and you can quickly put a label on them sin of such and such thing but that does not speak about a person in itself, if one of my children said to me, dad, you know, I'm tied to this, help me, I no longer see a sinner, I see a son with problems and that son with problems wants to but he can't, I know there are many here who say, you know, I want, I'm fed up.

Living like this is not the life I want, I have a double life, my pastor doesn't suspect it, no one knows what the sites where he browses on the Internet, but sometimes I lock myself in to browse in places that I would be ashamed of if they discovered it and then I ask for forgiveness, I clean the record. but you can't cleanse the history that you have left here of guilt and you are here thinking that there is going to be something magical of osmosis that will come and draft you are completely made over again as I had expectation that would happen with the baptism but then you go back to fighting another time he says, you know, all the orders I give remain at the origin but they do not reach their destination and you feel paralyzed in your spiritual soul, handicapped by gifts and suddenly you come to a conference like this where it says discover your aptitudes and I already discovered it but Something kills them when it seems like I'm going to take off again.

It's a stupid hidden habit that throws me back on the canvas and now that you've said it before, sometimes I don't know if I'll be able to get up again. To them, today I address this message from the heart of the Sir, they have shown me that I was following them from different places and before rejoicing with the words that the men and women of God are going to transmit to us during these days, I need you to understand that the Lord knows that you are at Marc's place in that place. of solitary confinement you don't raise your hands you celebrate you do what someone is supposed to do but in your heart you know that you are a fraud and that's how you feel I felt like a scammer I felt like I was a fraud and I said sir they prophesied to me they told me things I He said he doesn't know me, he doesn't know what I'm struggling with, he had low esteem, jealousy, envy, maybe not sins as striking as the others that we like to fill with libido and morbidity, but jealousy, envy, gossip, remember that the gossiper is on the same list as the murderer so I remember that I had all those things and I still struggle with many of them I have scars that you will never see and I am not going to tell them because they don't care either but there is someone incommunicado and you say why?

This man is there, we are talking about Meff and you did not start the story and if you go a few chapters back in the second book of Samuel, for reasons of time I am going to tell you quickly, tell how he is crippled, the Bible tells that I am alive. He is born in the royal palace, he is the son of Prince Jonathan, he is the grandson of King Saul, so he has everything that a little monarch can have, Ricky Ricon has everything, someone changes his royal diapers, he takes his royal bottle, they make him his royal baby food.

He has real lullabies that bathe him that child is doomed to success he will never know what poverty is he will never know what a place of isolation is he has the computers of the moment the tablets of the moment everything within his reach just snap your fingers and that baby that child has more power than any mortal here on earth but something is going to happen when he is 5 years old the bible says that in the same battle his grandfather saul and his father jonathan die in the same battle in the times of the middle east when a king He died in battle and his immediate successor also began what in politics is called a witch hunt, that is, those who wanted the throne were not going to allow the 5-year-old child to grow up alive safely so that he could inherit it.

There were many people who I wanted that throne, so the nurse, the nanny, when she found out the news that morning, a telegram arrived, a WhatsApp, I don't know what came, that on the same morning Saul Jonathan died, she had a maternal instinct and that was to preserve the life of the 5-year-old child. A 5-year-old boy plays that morning with his royal toys, unaware of anything, he feels doors slamming, screaming, crying. He is unaware of what is happening in the palace, but the one who is not unaware of what is happening in the nurse thinks that she must keep that child alive now.

It is enough of a tragedy that their grandfather died and their father died on the same morning that they are now going for their lives, so the nurse girl tells the truth. place to hide the 5-year-old child but there is a branch in the path or a stone or something that should not have been there and the nurse with such misfortune trips and the child rolls from her arms and feels a dry crack of bones. The boy had broken his ankles in the fall. The novelist picks up the boy again and sees that his ankles are hanging like a half-mast flag.

Even so, she continues amidst the boy's cries, running for her life and reaches a place called the bar and There he tries to hide it and they keep him and that child grows there so the child, ladies and gentlemen, is not crippled because he decided it was not even his fault. He was five years old when his life was cut short by a crack that should not have happened and I know that What gets us into giving sometimes has to do with things that had nothing to do with us someone always dropped you someone always dropped us a high school teacher a teacher a teacher once told me that velez but you are stupid in front of everyone because my dyslexia and my speech problems meant that I couldn't give the oral lesson and when she told me that I literally peed myself which started things worse, everything got worse. you pee in primary school and you're popular the next day so I felt that my life was shattered and I never forgot you, that stupid man, I didn't forget it because I loved my teacher and when someone has influence over you, the words mark you.

Dad could have said no, you're not, but Dad was living drunk, yes. Those were the times when you said they called me stupid and dad said if they called you stupid for something it must be if they called you stupid for something it must be they weren't going to talk to the teacher to save you from bullying then I had a German shepherd not a dog a shepherd born in germany who once pointed his bony finger at me and told me, sánchez, God will never be used because you are a rebel and I loved that man and he told me that God was never going to use me so I felt that those words marked me and were crack someone dropped me and I'm sure that if they weren't words from when you were children it was because of the divorce or that time when you weren't reciprocated in love or that time that father abused you when you were a child and stole the most from you. precious that you had more than virginity including your innocence and when that happens you are not the same then all things are this new if it is a scriptural truth we believe it is a declaration of faith but that is crack sometimes they leave us crippled then the Lord comes to us full of his spirit we see our pastor different receive and you receive but something tells you no your order will remain in the originIt will reach its destination in the end.

You are the one who was raped, the abused, the stupid, the stupid, the clumsy, the urinated and we go through life with those stigmas that mark us and limit our lives. The years go by, God blesses you and it still resonates inside you, remember what they told you. I'm not saying that you have to do an introspective look, an archaeological search in the past, stir up dirt, what I'm trying to say is because some are still in the bar, it's because someone dropped us a pastor who didn't show confidence in a leader who had exposed all your expectations and then when you feel that someone let you down your life is no longer as you thought it was going to happen one day you look in the mirror and you don't like the person you are becoming says no I know I should have been different at this age but something changed me sometimes they are things that mark us I was 21 years old 20 years old and I was the sales manager of a company that sold musical instruments and they accused me of being a thief unfairly of course I would have no problem saying if I stole and Then I regretted it but it wasn't like that.

I know that I never touched someone else's property. However, they accused me of being a thief and they opened a case against me. They took me handcuffed around a shopping mall and detained me for an entire night and the next day the owner of the company He said he resigned from everything and he dropped the charges and he complied and of course he resigned from my job but the charges never left here I sold organs keyboards organs and at that time organ trafficking was fashionable and they said on TV organ trafficking was They were talking about kidneys, they already discovered me, I never left here and God uses me and begins in his divine providence.

I don't know why I would have trusted, if I were God, in a guy like me, but God, because of a paperwork error, decides to use me and when when I started to serve God. I was terrified of going to big places because I always had to go up if the thief sometimes stopped someone to go to the bathroom and I was trembling because I was going to say, I know you from the old life, I don't even know you. came but I was prohibited from entering certain shopping malls since I was a persona non grata and I had a case that was open then closed but finally opened at some point and I felt that it weighed on me that it persecuted me and I said someone let me down no it's fair life is not fair but sometimes you feel like someone let you down that father should have given you more love than he gave you we say mom should have defended me from the abuser instead of preferring her lover instead of her son or Your daughter, I have spoken to young people who say I can't believe I don't hate the abuser as much as my mother, who ignored me.

She heard the noises in the room when her lover came into my bedroom and said he was coming to give me a good kiss. nights and he stayed there for more than 15 minutes, he never did anything for fear of losing his lover or I have been told that in counseling, you can't tell him, well, forget it, it's something minor, you can underestimate a crack like that and everyone here has a sad story to tell. We all have a desert that people don't see, they just look at our channel but they don't see what we go through, they judge us by what God gives us, what God gave the shepherd, street, that's what they don't see, it must come from the right, they don't know what has happened. past the injustices and the pain and the criticism and the gossip, some do not make a dent in you, others climb into the depths of your heart.

I do not have many friends today who do not know that I found out that they spoke badly of me. I even have a recording of someone who said This is a clown and recently he told me he was always a believer and it was a moment he dropped me I needed a real friend you know someone who wouldn't ask me if I had stolen or not someone who would tell me you need something he doesn't tell me anything I've been with you recently Someone that I loved very much, I found out that he had serious problems in his marriage and I am not one of those that when someone makes a mistake I do not want to have photos taken with him much less and it is unfair but even if it were a mistake like this boy I tell you that he screwed up he made a mistake and I told him I want him to come let's talk and he thought I was going to ask him and how it was and what you did and how you didn't think so when he arrived he told me look I want to explain It doesn't explain anything nor do I care.

That's your problem with God. I want us to talk about the future. We want it as dreams and it's not because I'm better than most, but because I live in need of grace, but because many times someone let me fall and I know what someone feels when someone calls you on the phone and tells you, tell me details step by step, just to be praying, it's not to be donating, it's simply the morbidity of not helping you get out, so I see, I notice that you have something worse than Having been orphaned by his father, grandfather, and having been crippled because someone dropped him, how many times have I gone, Boceta roars, appointing his nurse, because you didn't notice, there must have been that evil, if I had seen that stone on the road, I would have preferred to die as a prince at the five years I will live as a beggar at thirty in a cave imagine the emotional damage of other children running I see others falling in love and today he has to drag himself he will say it later like a dead dog his social life is damaged and he thinks that there is no me more solution but of course the king always remembers I want you to tell the one on the right of the left the king always remembers tell the king yes no no no no but to convince him the king always remembers and now the great strong one king always remembers and the thing is that I forget you is that this process is necessary to form the man to the woman that you are I would not be the same if I had not gone through that process maybe I would be petulant in itself for being Argentine I am like gum neither swallows us nor spits us out now imagine if God had not processed humility is not a pill that you take in the morning and you are humble God has to process God has to deal with you God cannot make you the pastor of a church so that you condemn the whole world if you have not gone through needing grace you cannot say the divorced outside the separated the homosexuals let's talk that God changed your chip quickly you leave you cannot act like that and I am not condoning sin or doing apology what I'm saying is that if you don't go through a process you don't understand people you don't understand and at some point you get into a bubble of condemning the rest to point out then God has to process you you can't directly from the palace of egypt free israel because what you will do is hit with shovels when someone treated me mistreat someone you consider your brother he has to put you in the backyard of the desert forty years six months two months one year I celebrate those who said I am coming to look for my power but it will not be overnight you will enter into the process nothing is achieved without hard work nothing nothing costs 30 years to make a success overnight nothing is achieved without hard work without effort without praying without seeking God again because Even though those first nights I fell asleep I continued looking for the Lord and the second night I slept a little less and the third a little less and you were not there but God knows what I fought for I am not trying to say that I bought power from God because in the end everything is graceful but by God it was not from the morning to the night it is something like I want what is from him I want the anointing to wear off it will not be like that there will be a process there will be an impact but then you will go to your process and I will take those to those caves of flattery, those deserts, those places with your father's sheep, they are the ones that prepare you later to be in a prominent place.

It will not be easy. I would be an impostor and a liar if I told you that from today onwards everything It's going to flow and your life will be a bed of roses or it won't be like that things are going to get hard you know things are going to get difficult but don't worry the one who is with you is greater than all those who come against you behold God will give you the victory and to make the winning team you are on the winning team someone has to say amen please someone has to shout louder than this say hallelujah and the king remembers this morning and then says king david when they tell him that there was someone Jonathan's descendant tells him this is how he goes you know where he is if he goes he says yes of course I never told you but I know where he is I want you to go look for him and this is what has always surprised me that I receive set no he can't come If I look, he can't come on his own, he is too broken, there are people who you call to the altar and they fly by and there are others who stay there and if you haven't lived long enough, you might think that carnal guy didn't listen. the message but I have sometimes been in the situation in life where I don't even want to pray and don't believe that happened to me there when I was immature relatively recently I remember one morning in which with a lot of effort we felt that we had almost bought the building that today today we have in Anaheim but a day before the bank says you are out for a matter that is boring it is not relevant to credit histories you are out and I remember that my executive pastor my second in command looks at me and tells me now come on I read nothing what God tells you nothing and I got into the car, I returned home and I told him, God, don't talk to me because I'm not going to listen to you, you and I have a problem.

God must have laughed at me so much but I didn't feel like praying when he told the testimony. I would like to say that that night I started fighting because I knew that the next day I didn't start watching a movie, I drank orange juice and went to sleep and I said, I'm not going to pray, it's just that sometimes the wounds are so strong. I really understand you, I understand you, I understand when he doesn't even know what to say, he also tells him that's how he goes, bring him, tell the mef and Bosé to come, he says he can't come, he's not one of those who passes the altar, it's not that you touch a little song and he is moved he is already in another season he is in those who are too broken unless someone comes for them if you go to a figure of the holy spirit if he goes he says I can go for him I can go into his darkest cave and the one who Without wanting it and without intending to, he was carried in the arms of the palace to silence.

He can return from silence to the palace also in arms, but now it will not be in the hands of the nurse, it will be in the hands of the holy spirit that will lead you to fulfill the power that God gave you. assignment and the dream and what he said he was going to be someone has to say amen do you really believe it hahaha David says ok and now I want you to come with me he looks at me alive he doesn't want it to be noticeable that they have pity for him don't feel sorry for him when things are not going well for you you don't want to be pitied you don't want to be pitied you don't want your wounds to be seen I have wounds on my right hand because when I was a teenager I went to dad's carpentry shop and stuck my fingers in a machine and I put my fingers in and I cut this finger, the index finger, the ring finger, and although you can't see much, but my fingers are crooked on my right hand, so I always had a lot of fear but prejudice that my hand is not pretty, so when they have television like that, it's always like that.

I hide this hand and I always take the microphone with my left hand, although not even though I am right-handed, it is so that my hand cannot be seen, nothing flirtatious, and also so that it cannot be seen that I have defects in my hand, so I always tell the cameraman I did not focus my fingers a lot because you know they have horrible scars I don't want to see the scars show but recently this finger started to bend don't you see this one when mission stays house of god for people for the other the web is a rheumatoid trauma of horns but it's something, it's not that everything is going to bend, they told me that it's just going to be bent like a rebel saying here I am and that and this finger so now I hide this hand too because I'm afraid that my right one will be seen crooked agent and finger selector friend no my body was crooked my finger was straight no one wants to see you take a photo on whatsapp on instagram like this wrapped in the towel or you don't put filters we show a filtered version of who we are We put on shoes that we don't even fit in.

Women put on some girdles. They come home and our belly is layers and freedom is capable. We have wounds and we don't want them to be seen. We cover them up. We make up them. We hide them but there is no Photoshop for the exits of the soul. What encourages me is that the Lord Jesus has wounds on his hands, he is not ashamed to show them, they are the testimony that he loves you, the testimony that I am not done with you yet, someone says amen, so now I am gone, you are lying there in the It's been probably 25 years at the bar and you can feel the royal carriages because if you go, you go with a royal entourage to go down to look for friends back to the palace.

It's King David's wish to honor his late friend Jonathan, the father of my voice so the carriages feel the bible tells us if at this point the nurse is still alive I believe that if perhaps she is alive the guilt has not let her leave the boy although the boy is already 30 years old so he is not getting closer 16 there they come to look for you they discovered you if you want they picked you up and we leave don't touch me 10 nurse the last time you carried me you let me fall now you must die with dignity if you go you go into the cave you leave the carriage at the door you go into The cave doesn't have to ask who he is.

I wonder if he hasn't seen him in 25 years, but when you see him literally lying like a dead dog in the corner of the cave, trying not to let his voice break, he unrolls a scroll and says, "And the The king sends word that in favor of his late father Jonathan and the pact that they had when they were young that they would be friends of Pala, here he sends to call him to return to the palace and to have the dignity that he has lost returned to him. I'll see if he doesn't. I don't think anyone remembers the beggars, much less the paralytics, so if they're going to kill me, don't.come on with nonsense come on kill me yes okay they say no it's not about killing you I would take you home and then take us into your arms like the holy spirit has taken you in his arms go back from here you don't even know why you are in this congress but if you are here it is because you are still king he is still a prince and you have not lost what god said was going to be with you he does not leave you until he has done with you what he said he was going to be someone has to say amen you believe it and I will take them in the carriage is given royal crutches and the prince and the pauper meet for the first time long before charles dickens gave that title to a novel there is the prince and the pauper confronted king david and i notice sets i notice and He looks up, he's on his crutches and tells him who I am, just a dead dog so you can remember me, David lifts his chin and says ai ai ai ai, you are a prince and it doesn't matter who made you fall, it doesn't matter who abused you. you when you were a child it doesn't matter the words of a German shepherd from a teacher with hormonal imbalance it doesn't matter who broke your heart it doesn't matter the one who didn't show you trust the one who turned his back on you the partner who betrayed you it doesn't matter the divorce the separation abortion what you have done it does not matter God tells me to tell you that you are a prince and he is not a man to lie my son of a man to promise and he does not fulfill what he said he said that you return to the palace today nor with me do I return to the palace different I discover millions today no no no no no no they are looking at us in the world has to shake say loudly I discover my gifts today that is the best those are the best something is going to happen here tonight today a good bath and I get covered up set is now sitting at the royal table and here almost at the end is what I like most of all it is the favorite part of my story what is not written the pastor already explained a moment ago why he decided to call this congress so many years ago done 29 saying that the book of acts was not finished writing after chapter 28 and we are what is not written so I like to think what is not written in history what is not written is what the story looked like. real table with my voice and it is there so let's imagine that we can paint or draw or not it won't be better let's imagine that we can have a photograph of the moment that will be better than a painting there is a photographer who can portray the real table that first day With the new guest I went post set and there are all of David's children, they all look like princes, obviously they all dress well, Absalom, Don and Asefa, Aunts Solomon, Amar, they are all at the table and they all look good, each other, they are massive sets, he is also a prince.

Although he lived for many years as a beggar, so I'm going to show you the photograph that was taken that night. I don't have it because of course there was no photograph, but I'm going to need your imagination and tell me how you can identify Ames and Bosé. I'll put the photograph. Here's David in the header. as appropriate and their children among them I live setsi and I tell you what you think of everyone who is I left & you recognize Absalón because at the salon he says that his hair was very long and it was perfect from head to toe he was almost an Argentinian you Do you recognize the other one who is there looks like Sal Solomon because I don't know he has books he can't get rid of the books even if he is eating then take the girl but then he recognizes you don't know you say the other Shannon Ame alive is the one who looks like a beggar no don't be confused they gave him royal clothes they bathed him a good shave so there at the table you don't know who the ex beggar is maybe you said that one is very good it wasn't a mistake to name s not absalon but I thought he still had his long hair he had it up so that's it the living room you say really I can't know who it is I notice set no and then you think the initiate of course but on the table there is a tablecloth and the tablecloth is for defects there is a tablecloth on God's table where your scars do not come back See, I have scars that you will never see, you will never see, you will never know the things that I struggle with and not because I am going to hide them but because the tablecloth fits me well and makes me look like I am always perfect, it makes me laugh, it always makes me look like a prince.

My teacher should have seen me the last time that old lady, may God rest her soul, saw me, I was urinating, she should have seen me now, that German shepherd should have seen me now, she would say, well, well, this man is not that boy that I met or not, not today. It's about changing or more neovit or better is the tablecloth is grace is everything that changes your life is grace grace makes you look good always grace is for mistakes defects and we confuse grace with no measure up no no no no because almost ca has a tablecloth that covers him like me like you we all struggle with something we all have something we have to battle with I'm not necessarily talking about hidden sins but insecurities jealousy fears doubts we are survivors of doubts and every time we survive the tablecloth covers us so that we are not noticed it does not allow us to be ashamed the Lord covers us with nudity so when you look at the real photograph of that night you do not know who is the one who until a few hours ago was a He was a beggar and considered himself a dead dog.

Isn't it fascinating? To come on a night like this and the goddess stops and suddenly sees you full of gifts. You see that God loves you. You are a prince. You say no, no, no. I thought I was going to be 30. years of penance of purgatory or it doesn't work like that with God you take a good bath tonight you sit at the table and enjoy everything that the congress has to offer because this is just starting and the tablecloth looks good on you when they say ale and you say no Maybe the message is not so much for me because I live in holiness but what if you had 24 hours of impunity I like to ask this where do I go 24 hours where nothing would be a sin 24 hours where God turns his back and says do what Whatever you want, if not it will condemn you, it is a heresy, what I am saying, I know, is only a mental exercise just to lie to the anti-churches that consider themselves very holy and tell them, think what they would do in 24 hours where adultery, fornication, lying, theft is not It's only 24 hours and I see the little eyes of someone who doesn't have enough time that's what you are because what you are is not what you don't do but what you would do if you could but you don't do it that's why you need grace no do it because you know that paying the consequences you will get into the league of offending God there is but if you could if we could and the Lord loves us with all the sinful potential that we would have he loves us he hugs us again he forgives us again he lets us sit at the bread table our of each day walking two today and forgive the debts always the order when registering I went sit at the table and then we will settle the debts religion says do not settle your debts and then we will see if you sit at the table they said na na na na You sit at the table with dirty hands as you are and then we talk before dessert and between the coffee of your debts I never lose the right to the table you never stop being a true son never ever the Lord did not waste his blood you never stop being his Son, God doesn't leave you until he has done with you what he said he was going to do.

God still loves you. He really believes it, yes or no. And finally, there it is. I left. They give more light, unfortunately there is no other chapter that says and what he did then I noticed that I would like something like and be healed of his feet the Bible doesn't say it maybe he had to run to the table because it was the place where he always He felt comfortable, maybe it was the place where they confused him with Solomon or Amnon and you couldn't see the difference. There are those who God will not remove our wounds about the pain but not the wounds and you should be grateful for them.

I no longer resent my wounds. I reconciled with many of them with my crooked fingers with my hands amputated and sewn back together with my defect with my Asperger's syndrome I tell it because I have already reconciled I hid it as something shameful I have a syndrome I have mild autism Asperger's belongs to the spectrum Autism is a high-functioning autism. I had to learn everything to speak, to look in the eyes, everything that is easy for you. I had to learn it with a lot of effort, so if someone sees me and awkwardly thinks I don't know You can compare with me, of course, if you can't compare yourself with me, because I peed myself, because I had and have Asperger's, because I have a lot of defects, you don't have that, you can achieve much more, nothing more than that the Lord has not wanted to take away my Asperger's nor has he I wanted to remove the wounds from my hands so that I can be a dependent on the tablecloth independent of grace and that makes me understand those dependent on grace it is fascinating welcome to the congress broken people welcome to the congress initiated people this is a hospital of the soul our communications nothing, we call it the hospital of the soul because for people with problems we are broken people this is a hospital it is good there is no saying good what matters about sin is not knowing that some wounds are going to be there like the Lord with a glorified body and still He wants to have his wrists now given so he doesn't forget about you so that there is a testimony for dying there are things that are going to leave your heart they are not going to hurt you but ask us to let them leave your mind who is going to understand another abused girl that your lady that you were able to make amends in life stop seeing men as a threat get married be happy you need to help those children who are abused by the one who steals the most precious thing that a child can have who will understand someone will understand someone who got out of drugs who is going to understand someone who struggles with pornography at some point we thank God for having crossed the doors of grace and we say thank you because you let people like me enter and once we are inside we get to manage that not everyone like us enters something changes at some point we forget that we are riffraff that is here that they let us in and that there are others who fight to enter with problems with crisis so I want to continue imagining how the story of meff and voices ends He sits for a day and two and three and four and a month and three months and then he's sad and David says to me he was you're sad you have the best liquor the best food you're missing and he says you know I can't stop thinking about My friends, looking at the poor old woman's nose, did what they could.

My other beggar friends, there are many who live in a place of no word, and here, seeing that there is so much food left over, I like to think that, I like that, the option that he was petulant that on the fourth day he said this drink is not worthy for a prince it also arrived on the menu because at some point we started to get like that and we started to argue about tablecloths, napkins or glasses at some point we started to argue about my ministry my called my respect my gifts and we forget that we left the bar and there is a home that only you know there is a place that only I know I understand those who struggle with autism with asperger's that is my thread to get off where they are not They will come unless I go into their caves, bring them arms and just as one day they carried them in arms without asking, we have to bring them back but I have the address, yes, yes, he could go for me, I have to go now for me. brothers so maybe God says sorry David tells him I left Bosetti and I would like us to go get them cg if someone takes me I know where and there is so much room here at the table that it is a waste so much food that is thrown away truth I want to think That's how it was the final days of the month alive set never forgot where it came from never made the gospel so aseptic and so sanitized so that he would forget the place where he was once taken never made the bible too aseptic and pure so that he would forget that All these guys who appear here, as my friend Junior Zapata always says, are people with problems.

This is a book about prostitutes, harlots, liars, adulterers, fornicators, but we take away those parts, the psalmist says, these people, the broken people, will not find anyone whole here because that is not the god's modus operandi god uses broken people and if he doesn't use broken people then there would be no reason why I would bring you or my moses abraham jacob gideon all the one who is not afraid screwed up the one you hadn't ordered to be murdered to someone's husband to sleep with the other or these guys would not pass through the sidewalk of any of our congregations, as Casi Luna says, we would not even let them sit in our congregations.

How come God, we are going to be surprised because I am a pastor of A congregation or God gave me the privilege of being at the helm of a flagship, but if a guy tells me that he is in love with a married woman and to keep the woman he had her husband killed by some gangsters, that guy better not enter into the congregation the first are ananías and zafira and they died struck down the second is david a man after his heart like my god you would be surprised where he puts the measuring tape he doesn't put it where we see he doesn't put the measuring tape on his legs cripples he always measures us he measures us behind the tablecloth of Jesus Christ and he measures us you say as my heart pleases me it was worth every drop of blood come on stand up give a round of applause to the lord of lords that that applause makes me tremble guatemala that that applause is the beginning of what God is going to bless you, what he is going to give you, what he is going to multiply you, someone has to say amen