No More Lies

A week ago I uploaded a video to my YouTube channel titled Tati. This video was a direct response to the video that Tati Westberg uploaded to her channel titled by a sister. Before I say anything in this video, I want to make it very, very clear. that everything I said in that video about it, my feelings towards Tati and my apologies, I stand behind 100% and it is still true. I know I got emotional in the video. I apologize, it was a very, very difficult thing for him to handle, especially when it came to talking about my own mother.

In her video, she discusses many of the different reasons why she chose to close a chapter in her life that I was very involved in, making many of our private problems very, very public. and now millions and millions of people have weighed in with her opinions and speculations on topics that they honestly know absolutely nothing about. I won't ask for sympathy and I definitely won't ask for forgiveness, but I will ask you to see all of this. the way before forming

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hello, future James, here, popping up quickly. I know that inserting a video like this is not professional, believe me, but I filmed it several times and as time goes by. and more things keep coming out to the public and more people are talking about the situation and it's very important to me that this video has all the information, all the facts, all the receipts and is up to date and present because I won't go into it again.

After this matter this morning when I was editing this video I noticed that last night Totsied uploaded a video to his channel called why I did it and this morning Geoffrey Starr was on Snapchat talking about the whole situation, first of all I want to issue a Thank you to Jeffrey and Tati for taking some of the responsibility for ruining all of this and for starting it all. I really respect that a lot and I also appreciate the fact that they're trying to redirect the hate because I think we're all aware at this point that it's gone too far this past week on the Internet has been the darkest moment I think we've all ever seen. and it has also been the darkest moment I have had to go through and my life. and my thoughts went to a really scary place when watching Takis' video.

It is clear to me that she is also in a very dark place and she has been hurt by this whole situation if I have known anything about talking to you for the last three years. She says she has a huge heart, there's no tonight and I believe that or I believe her when she says she didn't want it to get so vile. I really don't think any of us thought it was going to be that big. It was actually in both of their videos, Jeffrey and Tati mentioned that they hope that I can change and then we can all get over the situation and believe me, I agree that there is no one who wants this to end as much as I do, but In the second video of Taki and in Jeffrey's snaps both said they stand behind everything they mentioned and unfortunately accusations have been made against me for these things and I don't really feel comfortable just going past what I would like to take.

This video today is an opportunity to explain everything that has happened and address literally everything. A lot of things happened behind the scenes before the Talk Days video and a lot of things happened behind the scenes and publicly after the Taki video and I'm sorry. It's my responsibility to let you in on this because there's a lot of misinformation going around and it's just not really good, as Talking said in their video, this whole situation is much bigger even though it's huge and I think anyone who is more or less followed, the situation is very aware of that at this point, believe me, I am too.

There are much bigger issues here that I will discuss and talk about openly and honestly later in this video. I have some notes in front of me here. and I want to make sure I hit every point and don't miss anything, but that being said, to get to those topics, this started with the vitamins, it was kind of the catalyst, so I want to make sure we move forward. in order and you guys can get the full context and the full story of everything if that happened starting, my friends and I tend to weekend one of Coachella from April 11-15 and a brand provided me with an artist pass.

We had a very, very good weekend. I mean, you guys saw the snaps, the Instagram photos, the outfits, and my video. It was really, really fun and we'll definitely never forget it, but at Coachella I had some drama with a guy I'd been talking to for five. months before and everything got clouded in general memories later that same week on April 19th my best friends and I in the family group chat made the last minute decision that we wanted to attend Coachella weekend again for something like that. relives those memories, but of course, I sent a text message to my manager Jake that same night asking if it was possible to include us for the next day, since it was Friday and we were missing the first day of the festival, so we could only continue.

On Saturday because it was like that at the last second we were only able to get VIP tickets, which is not the same as the artists, but we finished it anyway and we wanted to have a really good time for those of you who may not be familiar with Coachella. I want to quickly clarify the different passes just because it is important to this whole situation if the IP, although VIP is still very open to the public, passes to the artists, however our passes cannot be purchased, the only way to get them is from them It is through a brand that gets them from the actual festival or through a personal connection with one of the artists or bands that are playing, it is in a very, very safe area that is not open to the public, many artists pass by, although there are also something called an artist pass and backstage passes and many other things that can keep you more protected.

Keep the first weekend in mind. I had an artist last weekend. I had a VIP coming into the situation as we entered weekend 2 with me. My friends, on a Saturday April 20th and a Sunday April 21st, we noticed that there was a big difference and in the crowd we were in the VIP section and I started to get harassed very, very quickly to a super unsafe capacity because, like many of you they know. When I always stopped to take a photo, other people tend to come and it becomes a big situation and honestly it wasn't safe.

I remembered the first weekend that my friend Nikita, driving home, was with many of the Time was brought by Sugar Bear's hair and an artist passed personal security and backstage passes and it was very, very careful and safe. What made me feel unsafe in the situation. I panicked and texted Nikita and asked if she had a connection with Sugar. bear hair team that could potentially help me Nikita responded immediately and gave the sugar bear hair team my personal phone number at which they contacted me and offered to rescue me with a pass and backstage access and security to make sure. that it was fine and I was able to enjoy the festival together with my friends, you went to Coachella, somehow you had a security problem and magically Sugar Bear Hair is there with a contract in hand to save the day for you and all your friends , no company would do it.

They sometimes go out of their way to have an extra handful of passes that cost thousands of dollars each, just in case, which leads me to believe that this was orchestrated beforehand, but he was emotionally conflicted because of me and the promises I made. made me behind. the scenes, so he had to make up a very clever story and he didn't tell it to me well when he came back, but after it was released a little bit on the day of the release, even though we talked, you said in your video that this whole situation definitely not It was like that. a great plan that was orchestrated beforehand, it really happened on the spot, the Sugar Bear Hair team texted me their proposal right away, there was no money involved and no time to negotiate, in a panic I signed and that was what James Charles had. nine days after Coachella to talk to me on Monday, April 22, which was the day after Coachella, I was supposed to publish my stories according to my contract and until that moment, I honestly hadn't thought about the fact that talking to you was a bear of sugar. hair a competitor and at that moment I thought that as a friend she deserved a courtesy text to let her know the context of the sponsorship and everything that was going on to not even receive a phone call to not even receive a text a few days before. but right after that sponsored post went up to receive a text like Hi mom, I love you.

I'm stressed so you know XYZ. I just made this post, but it's not a big deal. Before posting my stories, I actually texted 20 first out of respect for her. I warned her about her sponsorship, but she immediately got angry. She did my best to explain the entire situation to him and also gave him a direct apology, but at this point she had already signed the contract and absolutely had to publish it. without leaving there, then I headed to the airport and took a flight to San Francisco when I landed an hour later, I talked to you: I uploaded all of her Instagram stories of her crying talking about friends in the community. that they haven't really supported her, that she was alone and that she felt very, very hurt and betrayed, very quickly people put two and two together and realized that this was clearly about me and I started getting thousands and thousands of tweets , comments and text messages about the entire situation over the next few hours I made countless attempts to text both Tati and her husband James and also made many phone calls trying to reach them, which they did not respond to and later That night while I was sitting in my hotel in San Francisco, since I couldn't reach you, I assured her of a public apology directly on my Instagram because I really wanted to make sure she saw that I was sorry and I wanted to end the situation by taking full responsibility for my actions over the next few days.

I made countless attempts to contact Tati and her husband James on all their different phone numbers. I texted and called Tottie's business number, her family number, and also James' personal phone number, after a full week of trying to communicate and handle things. in private with Tati about her husband James and got no response. I thought at this point it would be best to just respect her space, give them her privacy, and that when they talked to her she was ready, she would contact me to handle things privately. and I hope to continue our friendship, which is all about the Instagram stories we've talked about.

I want to discuss some of the things and talk about this video that were misleading and false, the reason James always said that he. you couldn't promote halo on your channel and actually act like you know the big endorsement was because it has a teenage audience and it would be inappropriate now, this was confusing to me mainly because this conversation never happened if you guys know my channel. You know I never do dedicated product reviews, which is what Tati is known for, but even though that's the case, I've still talked about her products several times on almost social media.

I have to worry, okay? I forgot. say: hello, I'm going to a very important event later tonight, my best friend, let's go. Yes, this is true and it is a very important loss for me because she is my best friend. Mopti, she is launching something new in HeLa. beauty, I am very proud of her for the tennis videos, oh it will be available now, so go watch it, probably to talk to you, you are the one who loves me the most, who doesn't need a little beauty boost every now and then: The following statements are actual claims made by their original Halo Beauty Booster, so can I just say that I love you guys for asking a question about Halo there, since I just received a package of a Halo Beauty.

This is Todd, he is a new mom. I don't tell you that she was going to buy them and I was going to pay for them myself because I just wanted to support her and I am very happy because I know that she has worked very hard on these over the last few years. Congratulations aunt, I love you a little. I really want to keep this video strictly based on facts and receipts, but one of the most hurtful things Taki and her video did was mention my mom and question her paternity. No tears, this time my mom is the strongest woman I have. ever met her she is kind, she is creative and loving, she is a cancer survivor and balances a marriage, a full time job and raising two children, absolutely crazy lives, she has taught me a lot in the past and when I made a mistake, she taught me I never resorted to public humiliation as a form of punishment.

All that being said, I love my mom and I think she's doing a pretty good job if I do say so myself. The last phone conversation James Charles and I had, he said some things that I was told. a situation that happened in Seattle on my birthday and it literally made me want to throw up oh my god you tried to trick a straight man into thinking he's gay once again and somehow you're the victim you know it's really disgusting to manipulate the someone's sexuality, especially when they still are, you know you're reaching adulthoodand you don't have everything figured out, you are using your fame, your power, your money to play with people's emotions and you are doing it to make them behave sexually in your favor, even if you are straight and you know what that is not right and how dare you laugh at it and make me dominate the meme and retweet and this and that and I love straight guys.

I love straight guys and make it a joke because this behavior is not normal, it is not okay. Deciphering someone's sexuality is not an escape room first of all I'm a 19 year old virgin I talk about guys quite a bit on my social media networks clearly at this point and it's no longer acceptable we're talking about it a little bit. I promise, but I thought I'd mention it, put it out into the universe. I don't really have much action, we've probably guessed. That being said, I have never and will never use my fame, money or power to manipulate or obtain sexual action from a guy who is disgusting, not me and the fact that Tati brought this up blows my mind. because she knows the real story, the story we are talking about here is a situation that happened when I was in Seattle to talk about a surprise party with a guy named Sam, now I'm going to tell you the full story since everyone seems to be leaving out . literally every detail in the conversation with every video she mentioned she was upset and had to apologize to her family because apparently I said things I wanted to do to a waiter and then she just found those actions saying I have a celebrity okay?

It literally didn't happen, what did happen is that I, Jeffrey Nate, my best friend, Drew, flew to Seattle to talk to you as a surprise for his birthday on February 14th, that night we went out to dinner with Tontine James and his whole family and we're at a restaurant, there was a cute guy across the restaurant who I kept making eye contact with and who interested me and the dating conversation between Jeffrey and I came up at the table and we talked about it for a while. very short period of time the conversation never became inappropriate period the guy who was involved in the story is called Sam now when I originally wanted to make this video addressing everything I did I planned to cross his name and keep it completely private but he has since come out and I made a video of him, oh I don't talk about the situation, I just talk to you, giving a lot of details, but in his video and the screenshots I have, Sam mentioned that it was perfectly fine and he found the flirting I was doing flattering. so I'm not really sure why this turned into something much bigger, but it just wasn't that he was looking at me later that night, he started asking me if he had a valentine.

This was on Valentine's Day where he especially thought that. I was very attractive and he wanted to take my phone and everything, but the waiters at my restaurant didn't let that happen, he left and just went and talked about the Imus Liberty thing, it's really incredibly frustrating for me because this is There was an inside joke between my friends and I that Tati is also in on and she twisted it to be something much worse than it is. This is the joke where we actually say I'm famous, not that I'm a celebrity, and it's something we don't say in public very often because without context I get it, it looks and sounds very, very bad, believe me, literally , famous is synonymous with something good, so yeah, my YouTube video is doing well, one day my friends were like, "Oh my God." James is so famous but literally if my friend takes a good Instagram photo oh my gosh you're so famous if our boneless buffalo wings and Chili's are extra delicious one day oh my gosh these wings are so famous he doesn't have nothing to see. with fame, power or money, which is what Tati eluded and it's so frustrating that she turned an innocent and fun inside joke that she participated in into something beyond disgusting.

I'll do my best to make it long. very short story the next day, Sampson walked into my DMS first and I saw him, we started talking back and forth and he mentioned that he was flattered that I was flirting with him the night before, I'm sorry about last night, you're very attractive and then I was very flattering, in fact, a few minutes into the conversation I asked him about his sexuality and he told me directly that he was bisexual. Oh my god, you tried to trick a straight man into thinking he's gay. There was no straight man who could be manipulated anywhere.

In this story, as Tati mentioned later in the conversation, he asked me when I was leaving Seattle and I told him the next morning, to which he replied: I wish we had time to hang out and I said: Hey, why are you coming to my hotel tonight? We can watch a movie together, he said it sounds good. Then she messaged me first and said, Hey, straight up, he's never done anything with a guy before. I'm also a little nervous and I told him there was absolutely no pressure. everything is shown in the screenshots Sam showed up at the hotel, we watched movies together and hugged after the movie.

I asked him if he wanted to kiss and he said yes. I arrived at the hotel room and greeted him, everything is fine. a movie and after that movie he asked me to kiss me I said yes and we ended up kissing for about an hour and if I'm honest he's the worst kisser I've kissed in too long okay note taken after kissing Sam for more than an hour, i invited him to sleep in the hotel and he kept telling you to stay, please say, please say, don't leave this whole thing to me and i really wanted to go home, so i left, of course.

I wanted to spend more time with him, but he said he wanted to go home and be in his own bed and think about everything that was going on because it was quite a lot and I definitely understood and didn't blame him, then he left and sent. He then sent me a message thanking me for being so understanding and I told him I would always be there for him if he needed literally anything since everything that happened in the hotel room was 100% consensual and this is confirmed. I said yes for the only one. Two parties that were actually Sam and I after tonight.

Sam, when I continued talking over the next few weeks at first it was really great, but I noticed that his feelings towards me and his sexuality were wavering quite a bit and I came to the collusion that he needed to figure himself out and that I needed to move on because he kept hurting me. . Last important note to keep in mind about the timeline of the entire situation on May 2nd. Sam sent me a text from his friend's phone saying that he was completely gay. He needed to talk to me about something important. I called him and instead of talking about it, he asked me if I was talking to another guy at the same time I was talking to him.

I was a little confused as to how they would ask me this, but I answered him honestly and then asked him what made him come to a conclusion with everything she said. Actually, I'm not all that well after doing this a million times. I became frustrated and hung up just to clarify. so no more questions, the point of including this screenshot is not to reveal that Sam Sam texted me saying he was completely gay, but it was a setup to get on FaceTime so he could illegally record the conversation to include on the video. Planning later, as I said at the end of the conversation, I asked him how he came to this conclusion and then he told me that he wasn't completely gay, to which I hung up out of frustration.

He later texted me saying that he had confirmed this. That's why in Sam's video he included a screenshot of me telling him that he didn't think he was completely sincere. This comment had a lot of people really confused about why I was telling anyone about my sexuality, but there is a very simple explanation, Stan, when I talked for a really long time and his sexuality, like I said, wavered a lot every time I was a little confused, We had open and honest conversations about it and he always asked my opinion and I gave it to him.

He would never do. Discover someone and I have never tried to manipulate someone's sexuality, including their period at point-blank range. The whole situation that happened with Sam was very, very long and complicated and left us both very hurt and confused, and in trying to do this, I reached out to a lot of my different friends and they asked me for advice. There was one night in my kitchen where Tatia James and Gabriel came over and I told them the exact same story and showed the exact same screenshots to everyone who just looked after hearing this, like Tati. she said in her video that Tati and James actually had a heart to heart conversation with me about guys I could get involved with, they told me that talking to curious guys was going to continue to hurt me and that it might also seem really bad from an outside perspective if someone tried manipulate the situation and for me this is a big wake up call that I took very seriously because I had honestly never thought about it and in any other way because I knew that everything I was doing was always consensual between the child and me and I had receipts that They had his back, but I wished I knew at that moment that Todd's advice was really a warning because she did exactly what she told me, someone else could tell my story. no details, no facts, no evidence, misrepresented and now serious allegations have emerged that could permanently damage my career.

Now, like I said, the talk that happened in my kitchen I really appreciated because it was the first time I took a step. I came back and was able to analyze what was going on and this week has been a big eye-opener for me as well. I want to take a quick moment to talk about boys. The boys have obviously met a talent that has been talked about in quite some detail on my YouTube channel and social media, this is no secret. I wish it hadn't been, but if I'm going to talk about it one last time, I definitely want to be open and honest with you, the ones who matter.

I came out of the closet. as gay at 12, which, honestly, is too very young to understand all that. I have two other kids at school at the time who were gay, but we were all close friends, so nothing was going on there, if you know what I mean, but all my other friends were having their first kiss under the playground slide. recreation or getting into your first relationship and talking about it and I was on poptropica and on social media trying to make friends and trying to figure out what else interested me. I never really had the opportunity to experiment with love and learn from it as a growing teenager and I think that honestly left me a little underdeveloped as a person in a lot of different ways.

I've been forced to grow up very, very quickly because of the job I do on social media, which I know I was excited about a million times beforehand, but love and relationships is something I barely have any experience with and, I honestly think that's why I'm a lot less mature than others, maybe in situations where I get into um I'm definitely emotional and I like it better sometimes I can be dramatic I'm reactive I'm bold I'm flirtatious and these are qualities of which I am not necessarily proud of at all, but I can confidently say that with each experience I am learning more and more and have been able to improve, but many times these situations have become public.

My fault is my fault, but having millions of people watching you learn can be very, very complicated when it comes to experiences that I have learned from in the past. I have often talked about being between two heterosexual men. Now this thread says that has upset and also confused a lot of people, so in order to give you a little more context, I'd like to play a clip from Todd's video, his friend Jeffrey Starr, titled The Truth About My Relationship But I'm Single for a long time and the reason is because I'm not really attracted to anyone except what we call. this world as a straight guy or a normal guy and what I mean by that is you know I really like straight guys and I know that won't be a surprise to many of you so you know just traveling everywhere and meeting friends all the time and being in that world for so long I really fell into the trap of always being someone who kept to myself and when you're someone like me, you know I get asked all the time, even every day.

On my channel, guys, I get comments. You're a boy? You're a girl? Are you transgender? Are you trying to transition? What are you being someone who is like me? Is it a boy who looks like a woman? No? I keep doing this because there are so many people don't like labels these days and I love that I mean that, you call yourself whatever you want, what you believe in, I think that's the beauty and the freedom of living, you know, We can be whoever we want. I have always liked straight men and the problem with that in my entire life is that I never found true love because straight men behind closed doors love people like me, they love to flirt, they love to have fun, they love the relationship, as long as other people.

I don't know, I really like Jeffrey's video material because not only is everything very accurate but I honestly feel like he did a great job of explaining a topic that is very confusing and complex and then not a lot of peopleunderstand, including To be completely honest, yes, as a gay man, I am attracted to men and in the past, whenever I found a cute guy on Instagram or social media, I would find myself in the direct messages of a simple hello or a nice compliment if anyone ever did it. I made it clear that they weren't interested or gay and didn't want to talk.

I always apologized for the unwanted attention and the conversation stopped immediately. I take full responsibility for sending these messages. In this situation he has definitely taught me. that sending messages as direct and supportive as this is unacceptable and I will no longer do it. Moving forward, a few different guys I've talked to in the past have told their stories or posted screenshots of conversations I had. With them saying that I made them feel uncomfortable and reading some of them, I honestly felt very, very bad. I approached all the guys directly and apologized for my actions, but aside from those few guys, people are treating the Jam Chavez hashtag above the party. as an open invitation to add

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to the narrative, which is not only harmful to me but is also creating very, very dangerous things. stereotypes around the lgbtq+ community, for example, zara larsson, who is a pretty big singer She tweeted saying that she messaged her boyfriend several times knowing he was straight and this fit in almost half a million likes before it was deleted In her defense, she later said there was only one message but it was too late because the media had already published it saying that he was harassing straight men and that she wouldn't leave him alone if she had known that he was dating Zara Larsson.

She clearly never would have messaged him in the first place. place, but this is all very hypocritical considering and that's how our Larson found her boyfriend. I would like to pose a question to the audience, why is it okay for Zara Larsson, a woman on the public platform, to tweet these photos of a shirtless man? and say who you are, where you live, how old you are, why you're doing so well, how you like your eggs cooked in the morning, but for me as a gay man to text the same person in private with a simple compliment is predatory, these stereotypes about gay men have been and continue to be very harmful to the community and have historically been used to villainize gay men in society.

Someone completely made up an entire story about me touching another guy in a high school newspaper and blew this person up. that came out a few days later saying it was a social experiment but it was too late people also completely photoshopped Twitter DMS of me contacting these people threatening legal action if they tweeted more stuff when in reality they literally didn't even I met myself on social media and I deleted the Twitter app from my phone, so all this stuff is so fake and so fake, and it's really disgusting. Also, almost every guy I've communicated with right now is posting screenshots of our conversation to make a spectacle of me.

I've dealt with so many fake stories in the past from Coachella, the fake sex tape and now this and I'm done. I'm done being the subject of these trending stories for too long, it's not right. Now that we have addressed and cleared things up about the boys let's go back to our Thailand because somehow there is still a lot more to this story and also more claims in toc2's video she said she felt like she needed to bring all of this into the public eye because people need to know what goes on behind the scenes and I really can't believe I'm about to bring up what I'm going to bring up, but I feel exactly the same about the May Monday sex that Jeffrey posted. this tweet to his twitter which i honestly started getting tagged on after this tweet and a few others from him and his friends, i decided to reach out to him and asked him if there was something going on that i should be aware of, he responded to me and He said it wasn't about me and that it was another brand stealing his ideas.

This message was in a voice note that has since disappeared from the screenshot. You'll have to believe me. I literally have no reason to lie. At this point, even though he said it wasn't about me, I still asked to talk to him, but he said he wasn't available a few hours later, as I was preparing to send and backtrack this text from Jeffrey, worried but overly all very, very confused. I contacted him to meet privately and hope to talk together and come to a better understanding, but he didn't respond three days later and still no response.

I decided to reach out again, but he wasn't available to talk. I flew to Australia on May 8th and 10th hours before my scheduled comeback meeting where five thousand fans were already waiting outside, my friend opened the door for me at four in the morning because Tonti had just uploaded a video titled by a sister watching talk to his video, it was very clear to me that my friend was still very hurt and although I had already apologized both privately and publicly I wanted to make a video right then and there with my raw and honest emotions, but due to the time difference it took me a few extra minutes. hours to film the video and upload it and as I was about to post I received another text from star Jeffrey.

I already clarified it. Sam and our nights together were one hundred percent consensual, he was not at all stuck in a hotel room, but Jeffrey also mentions Zack Zack is Nate's brother, her boyfriend, and not only did I not pursue Zack, who identifies that is primarily straight, but it was actually Jeffrey who suggested I talk to him in the first place. The maintenance brother is single and mostly strange. Alright, so after Ali moved here, I work, Zack and I talked on South chat for maybe a total of 10 selfies between us, he was super, super sweet, but it was very clear to me that he wasn't really was interested and the conversation stopped before anything could.

I even got remotely flirty with everything that was going on. I didn't respond to Jeffrey's message at the time. A few days later, on Monday, I woke up again in the middle of the night to a phone call from my little brother Ian, who was very, very upset. only he had tweeted saying why people act so harsh online towards someone from his hometown who was harassing him and a Jeffrey star of all people had quoted Ian's tweet saying why his brother is a predator why You don't go back to New York. York City exactly shut their mouths, many people were quick to criticize Jeffrey for bullying a kid who had literally nothing to do with the situation, and he erased it.

After this, I went to check and noticed that Jeffrey had texted me. A few minutes earlier I opened my phone and said this. I really want to read this text out loud just so everyone can hear exactly what I had to read, but also so I don't miss anything. Grayson will appear on camera shortly to finally tell. the world how you tried to abuse him and touch him while he was sleeping and made him uncomfortable for months, you are sick. Next, Zach will go on camera to tell you how twisted and sick you were trying to get him to like you and then make him feel bad. what I didn't want to send you pictures back then Sam from Seattle will be joining me in Cameron to talk about how you trapped him in his hotel room you need to be locked up in prison for a long time you need to have the Internet taken away from you You are a danger to society no matter how disgusting that is.

I have to admit that bringing up Graceland Dolan was pretty clever at the height of all these accusations and stories going around. The twins unfollowed me because they didn't want to be associated and fans began speculating that the rumors might be about why it's a shame that, aside from our pre-planned collaborative pranks, the sisters wanted videos of Grayson and I flirting, nothing ever happened. between us and when all this happened, I knew Jeffrey was lying because the twins were two of the first people to call me and make sure I was okay. I already mentioned Zach and I still have no idea who Cameron at Jeffrey's is referring to in this post, but he also mentioned Sam last, who he also talked about later.

That day, although Jeffrey was right, Sam uploaded a video to his YouTube channel telling the entire story, leaving out almost all the details and including an illegally recorded FaceTime call that was on May 2nd and saying that you would remember it, but even throughout Still, he managed to understand that our interactions were 100% consensual. Next up were tweets from Jeffrey, my little brother, Ian. Now I said this video would be based solely on facts and of course I can't prove what Jeffrey was. I'm trying to imply here and I don't want to put words in your mouth, but since you're open to speculation now, you might as well clear things up, he actually went home for different reasons, but it's temporary, he had to get it with some teeth.

He got taken out and is also working on different modeling opportunities in New York City and I'm incredibly proud of that, but he was also having a very, very difficult time in Los Angeles dealing with a public breakup and the negativity online. led to diagnosed clinical depression, which is. Now I am being treated and I wanted to be with my parents, nothing more, but ultimately no less important. Jeffrey posted this tweet stating that he hadn't seen me since February and that Nate banned me from his house. Now this supposed ban is the first time. I ever heard about this and I think it's really funny that Jeffrey mentioned this, I could start with the fact that he tweeted me twice and between February and now he's saying he missed me, regardless of the fact that he finished that tweet the first thing he did was a danger to me. society and everything in takis video was 100% true, to add insult to injury, not only did Jeffrey text me, but he also went out of his way to text me.

My best friend drew this lovely message trying to turn him against me. Jeffrey's messages about me privately. and in public he was hurtful to Torrey's family, extremely excessive, but most importantly, literally all based on

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. I wish I knew why he was doing all this, but at the same time his history with public views of him makes this a surprise. Totti made a video. telling stories about me and publicly humiliating me and now I have serious accusations against me that could be detrimental to my career. Hello, future games here appearing again. I've been completely honest throughout my timeline so far and I obviously want to continue doing so.

I feel it's fair to mention that just in the last few days almost everyone involved in this situation has started communicating with me in some way, let's say I'm a cook, the guy from Seattle called me nine. times and they sent me a few different text messages about the situation and trying to make things right. Totti and her husband James tried to reach out to set up a meeting but only through a mutual YouTube representative that we shared and I also heard from that same person that Jeffrey was also open to a meeting, this whole thing has been really difficult for me because during the last three weeks literally all I wanted and all I asked for was communication from these people and I really tried.

It was really difficult to get that and I did it, so I declined the meetings because I felt like this was started publicly and addressed publicly and I felt it was only fair for me to also address it publicly before meeting behind the scenes and talking. Also, it's a shame to say because I still love these people and I hope that one day we can all sit together in a meeting to close and also discuss how in the future, if problems arise, we can talk privately with only those we are involved in, but in this moment I just need time and space to get my head back where it needs to be and get my mental health back before I rekindle those friendships because everything that's going on still hurts a lot and I would like to.

I wouldn't wish what I went through on my worst enemy, no matter how angry I was. I've always tried to use my platform to spread positivity, but I feel like at this point it's my responsibility to be honest with you and tell you that. The last few weeks of my life have literally been the most painful times I have ever had to deal with and my head and brain for a hot minute went to such a dark place I didn't think it was coming. I came back and thought, I can't believe, only half of that, in front of the camera, people always say that being a social media influencer is an easy job and this is something I have talked about over and over again to upload to YouTube.

I get it, but I don't think any human being is ever mentally or physically prepared to deal with the pain and anxiety of what it feels like to have millions and millions of people talking to you at the same time and having to read hundreds of thousands of tweets and YouTube videos and articlesabout me, my character, and my family based on things that were almost all lies, like I'm going to be ruined, I'm going to be ruined, that's the best way I can put it and through all of this, I've learned that if I can get through this , I can overcome anything.

The joy of jumping on the hate train and cancel culture is incredibly toxic and it is very worrying to me that as a society we accept guilt until proven innocent in each other's place. I really hope that everyone who participated in this, whether fans, influencers, Java channels, or newer, more credible sources, takes the time to think about their words and the impact they can have on others because I assure you and I promise it's a lot. stronger than you might think right now. I have a lot of positive changes I want to work on in my life, first and foremost.

I really want to focus more on spending time in person with the people I love and care about at all. Mostly and I also have a lot of work to do in terms of getting my mental health box to what it needs to be now when you class, my parents and my little brother just arrived in Los Angeles this morning and we can all hug each other and be together . as family for the first time in a long time and all my closest friends who are not on my payroll. I can all be here too. We will celebrate my birthday next week.

I will be 20 gross years old. Many of you noticed that the socialists. The clothing website was down. I was really excited about a lot of the things that aren't coming very soon and just the lion in general. I am so grateful for all the love and support from your guys. It was a lot of fun to work on. I too love the team I worked with on this, but unfortunately I had severe ties with the Killer mercenaries. I just don't see a world existing where I can do business with the team led by someone like Geoffrey Star if you place an order. on the website before it went down, everything will be fulfilled, don't worry, you will receive your items and if you received a gift card beforehand, make sure to keep it because the balance will be valid when we reopen because we are already arriving. back I promise regarding the sisters tour, about which many questions have been raised, despite the ticket scandal, we are almost sold out nationwide and that is mind-blowing to me and I am very grateful, I know there have been many emails and speculation so far.

Unfortunately I don't have a full answer on what's happening with the tour, but I will have an update for you later this week. The promise of going on tour has been a dream of mine for a long time and I really want to make this happen. I look forward to meeting them, hugging them and thanking them face to face for what they have done for me. exactly what I need in my heart right now, but at the same time I was doing a lot of things and it's a big commitment and I want to make sure I know what I'm getting into and that when I go on stage every night it's with a genuine smile and you can feel that and you can smile too, so I'll keep you posted on my YouTube channel.

I've decided that I'm going to take some much needed time away from content production on my latest In some videos I've definitely noticed quite a few comments talking about my ego or my attitude getting the best of me and going to my head and I appreciate the constructive criticism and feedback and After much reflection I think you are right. I have lost focus and that sucks a lot but I really want to get back to it and I want to get back to my original goal when I have no motivation other than just creating original content and that will surely happen and already I have some great ideas in the works but it will take a little time Ask in my other social videos.

I promise myself that I will try to turn off as much as I can. I'm sure I'll be checking it out. here and there of course, but I really want to focus more on the in-person time and the people around me who are loving and attentive, and that includes all of you, every time I come back, I don't know what it is, but I can't wait to show you guys a better person with me. I want to end this video today with two things, an apology and a thank you to my sisters. I'm sorry if I let you down and I'm really starting to see all of this.

Come on down, you saw a side of me that I'm not really proud of and that I know I need to work on changing and trust me, I will be. I acknowledge the fact that I haven't always been the best role model and that sucks. I've tried, but I'll try a lot more, but also to my sisters, thank you, thank you for the messages, tweets, emails, and comments I received over the past week, making sure I was okay and the same. You stand with all the fans who were worried, but offer constructive criticism in hopes of making it better.

It doesn't go unnoticed and you guys helped fill my heart with love, which I really didn't think anything could do the same. Thanks also to all my influence, his friends who reached out to me privately to make sure I was okay during all of this when I felt like the whole world hated me, it was really comforting to know that there were other people who understood. the situation in which they were willing to show their love I know who you are, you know who you are and one day I will make sure that all of you know who you are too.

I think that's all I have at the moment, thanks. To see if you are there until the end and in the spirit of turning something negative into a positive, my sister.