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Live Your Truth: An Honest Conversation with Charlamagne Tha God and Pete Davidson

Live Your Truth: An Honest Conversation with Charlamagne Tha God and Pete Davidson
Beauty D yes sir I gotta sit here and talk to you for our like I don't talk to you often see all my

Pete

Noakes yeah it's so crazy you got a lot going on bro yeah well bit how you feelin first of all I feel good I feel like I'm in a good place right now what did that mean I'm good place meaning for pb's a good place I'm just really looking forward to like doing cool stuff with a lot of my friends I have a lot of cool stuff coming out and we're working on stuff so it's just nice to be in a place where that's the focus and not like you know anything else I don't I don't think I'm very well perceived I don't think I don't think my my language works well in print so when it comes to print it just looks like I say monstrous things and then I have to deal with you know my PR and my mother and then like all these other job stuff so I try to stay away from it but I get a man but it's not like you're an I thank you yeah that's the whole that's the issue that's why it's so confusing yeah yeah so you wait you read stuff about

your

self and you be like who is this guy yeah I'm like am I like after a while you're like I guess I'm a dick I don't know you know so like I try and stay away from all that stuff but like you know I always have a good time they spoke about the NBA yes that you had people sign I think it was a million dollar NBA or something like that that was a joke slapped on top of it...
live your truth an honest conversation with charlamagne tha god and pete davidson
the NBA I just thought it was funny to charge more than my what I have the NDA was like I was getting ready to film a special and my jokes leaked people come to the shows with a notepad I see it even if phones are locked and they write down all my jokes and then they put them in like the post or they put them in the whatever and and then it's it's my jokes out there and jokes aren't like you know like songs or whatever when like you know Billy Joel's still doing we didn't start the fire for 40 years and girls are still showing their titties right but like they're not you know once you do a joke it's it's over so I was like we have to make sure the material doesn't get out so I could film it and then people could see it but and then someone took a picture of the NBA and put out the NDA which prove my point of the NDA what you know wait an era of transparency to everybody like to overshare every goddamn thing yeah but this would just be like some fun like it used to be exciting to wait for like a show or like I don't want like all the information blown I don't want to like a summary mm-hmm before I go see the thing that's supposed to like be able to enjoy it why not do people have luck they phones up we did okay it became like people would bring notepads and hold like little recorders and stuff and like it would be like I'm working on jokes sometimes sometimes those are things that I'm never gonna say yet so it's just...
live your truth an honest conversation with charlamagne tha god and pete davidson
like it happened again like two days ago they put it in the post I was working our jokes in the city and it's just like it's just not music it's not the same thing do you think because you like you're not on social media like that you don't do interviews so the only time people really do get to hear

your

POV it's through stand-up right I think people want to hear from you so bad that they're willing to come near show and transcribe everything do I really think I don't get why that sounds crazy it doesn't happen to have many comics and it doesn't it really makes me like question what I'm doing that seems to be like such an issue you know because I'm just trying to tell dick jokes yeah ya know it recently especially over the past few years you've had a lot of relationship drama yes a lot well and what do you take away of the lesson and growth from all of that from what relationships just relationships in general well get into the individual relationships with just the relationships in general I think you grow a lot as a person I've learned a lot from the awesome chicks that I've been with and they're all cool so I think you just grow you become a better version of

your

self because like you'll learn a little something from everybody since

your

private life is so publicized has it been distracting from

your

career you think oh yeah I think people only know me from my dick which is just packing heat it becomes...
live your truth an honest conversation with charlamagne tha god and pete davidson
very distracting and like I've been very fortunate and lucky to date like some really wonderful like beautiful cool talented women and like with that comes that unfortunately so like I'm aware like that their ship but I do think I get it a little harder than most I would say with the following but like you know that comes with the territory how much is it off how much of it is off-limits no because I saw you don't stand a special on on Netflix comes out tomorrow yes sir matter of fact yes miss Ariana Grande is some it's a points line yeah and there's a couple in a few other jokes yeah so what's off-limits for you um I think genuinely being hurtful was off-limits or like anything like being shitty or anything like I want to be cool and everybody but you know stand ups part of my life that was a highly publicized thing mmm-hmm feel like she got her fair run and her fair stab at it and like I said I don't have social media and I don't have an outlet really to express my feelings so like you know stand ups just how I do it and I just have some jokes about it yeah they were saying that uh she might have been throwing some shade at you at the Grammys I'm sure she was queen of shade again like all like I get it that's her job like you know she has to that's her aura she has like music to it and stuff I get it so like I hope people feel the same way about my jokes listen I'm glad you do it and the reason I'm glad you do it it's...
a lot of people recognize you is they'll say oh that's Ariana Grande's fiance right first and then

Pete

Davidson

the first one yeah first and only so got that for my family I did that for America you understand every every kid out there and every uncle what they introduced you with that first then sometimes in see

Davidson

the comedian act the second you know saying so oh yeah for sure how did that impact

your

ego by the way you view

your

self it hurts it definitely hurts cuz you know I've been doing this for like ten years so like it sucks for like a six month thing to just completely take over that and then it's also just like whoa is she just getting this because of that or that because of that you know not a lot of people know it knew anything until I started dating her so like yeah it's difficult they're like it's definitely a little bit of a punch in the gut you know you definitely want someone who'd be like hey man good work not like a nice dinner we're like yeah get another like you know it's just you know do they hope you get more probably I mean I assume right like I don't know I don't know what the deal is it's prob I don't hope it doesn't run out yeah you had a good dick factor bro yeah you got like car flex a good thank you I had Nick Cannon as a mentor so our girls don't follow in Nick's footsteps when it comes to comedy there Nick next game and how I wouldn't with girls ever has its...
historic you getting up there bro oh if

your

list is growing thank you I'm not shrunk by I'm not like trying to make it grow I just like a you know the thing is is like it looks like I'm a right but I've only been with those girls pretty much so it's like I've only been with like five six people you know like if I was a girl I'd be like a virgin and they were relationships and they were like through at least three to six months like yeah yeah yeah I'm not just like running through stuff you know no you're at a in a situation are you getting ran through right yeah yeah I'm the victim here they passing you heard about you dick yeah now you were quoted in

your

paper magazine cover story interview saying that sometimes when you put so much on someone and overwhelms them and then they don't know if they could come close to that do you feel that you've had a hard time sharing all the parts of

your

self in relationships no I share too much and I scare the out of people because I have like a lot of issues and stuff and I I like to be very upfront about that so there's no like surprises like I don't want you to be surprised like if I cut myself or like if I like you know have to go away to a rehab or like if I have to go to like certain therapy or something like that cuz you know it just like breaks the ice easier and like a month in that's just like holy but it's like I don't want to waste

your

time yeah yeah I mean...
so like I think like I come across very like intense and like I think that scares a lot of people with so you scared a lot of women with oh yeah for sure yeah I think all I think they all are terrified yeah yeah I think they all love me but they're all definitely like worried is which sucks I was looking at um kya yes hi yeah yeah she said it got very overwhelming for her again she said

Pete

has a certain mo and he's very intense to his girlfriends yeah well you know we were dating for a few months and you know she's very young and you know I'm going through a lot and I was before I was going to rehab and like you know she has stuff going on it's just like she should be having fun and you know she shouldn't have to worry about like some dude that just like has a she should be enjoying her work and all that other so it just wasn't like the right place at the right time but also like you know our parents were really helpful and stuff so they're all cool was very intense I cry a lot you know like I get into deep

conversation

like I care about like

your

thank you no I mean like I'm like not just doing like hey let's go to like Carbone and Nobu and like get caught hanging out or like I like to like meet

your

family I like to like know who you are or whatever and like some families like who the are you I just you just started dating my day like I don't want to meet you or whatever so I'm all out for certain people I'm just like...
it was just how I was raised I was raised by just like a mom and a sister so like you're very loving yeah I'm very loving I'm like a girl I kept very cold in here there's no ocean it's fine feeling it feels yeah I can't vouch for

Pete

you know

Pete

oh you really do be into these women you've like yeah I like love I love love that's all I'm just my mom my sister I don't have like a man around the house so like I was just like what am I gonna bide my princess charming well I've ever wanted I just want to be I just have a kid that's it I just want a kid that's all I think that'd be awesome who keep me around you know keep my head up you know and just like I want to be there for something that you know or do something that I could I didn't have going on that's like my biggest thing so when kya will you call her Kate kg kg kg when kg joked about being pregnant recently yeah on Instagram did you believe she was pregnant when you saw it no I think she's she's smart she's smarter than a lot of people she's just she gets tabloid it up too so like you know her and Bieber like to put out like that like I don't like Bieber and Haley were playing basketball only like yelled at her and it was clearly them joking but like page six is like monster with a mustache Justin Bieber and it's like now dude they're playing around so yeah that was just our beautiful what you want you but you said you wanted...
that yeah so she's playing like that she's kind of playing with emotions a little bit maybe I like to try not read it into that I'd like to think that she wouldn't do that but like you know hey man anyone can have it anyone could have my child what are you waiting on you could've been took the condom off you could have been shot somebody's mother well I gotta like like I gotta be in love and stuff it's just like I love them I'm like at the point where I'm like maybe I should adopt or something me and my mom are song doesn't dad I don't know I think he's afraid of the

Davidson

seed I think the people I just think people assume like my Cubs just gonna enter there and just start like lighting up in their uterus then just ruin everything how is

your

mom my mom's great I wanted to start dating I hope she starts dating I think she might be standing man oh really yeah she's getting home late and she's awful happy you think she would tell you if she was I I hope she would but I don't know I don't know if she's like I think if it got like serious she would cuz I would be upset if some guy just like ran through my mom yeah but uh yeah I would love if she would date that would be cool and then you uh you mentioned rehab a little while ago and you confirm that you went we have through a joke right yeah is there anything that's off-limits and comedy what a company you know oh no no that's the that's one of...
the beauties of comedy it's like music too you could just heal through pain and stuff and like it's really sad and depressing to go to rehab but like if you could get a little crack a little joke out of it then like it's it's less painful you know what I mean like to stay there maybe wasn't as bad if that makes sense the last episode of SNL I think it was will do it anymore you last one I saw yeah you said it all you sent on that episode I'm going to rehab man yeah I subliminally kind of said it cuz I figured it would get out you guys day so I just tried to like cover my own ass was to be like I got ahead of you page six I don't think there's anything wrong with that though like if you know you need some lessons every now and then what's the problem I'll be back like I just go like I have to get my meds readjusted all the time because I have like by in between bipolar and borderline and like beat PTSD and from my childhood so like you know I have to go and get readjusted every once a while it's like I don't think I want to rehab that big of a deal I think it's like a really strong powerful thing and some of those beautiful cool people you have a meter that oh I think that's the misconception right some people think when you check into rehab it's always for drugs yeah but it's not always for drugs not always I mean and what do I do drugs absolutely but I'm not like falling over myself and all that I just have...
like some people are sad some people are gonna work and figure their stuff out and the beautiful thing about rehab is like it gets you sober so they can figure out what the problem is like some people can smoke weed and drink when they get out it's like it's just you have to be sober for a certain amount of time so they could diagnose you properly have you been sober long enough for them to yeah I was I went to I went to two places because like one place got out a little bit or like you know to start the people there so we went to another place we got like two and a half three weeks of full sobriety and that was cool and they readjusted my and I've been feeling great how do you know what it's time to go get help okay I'm doing too much you usually want to start like cutting or like when gets like just what it just gets a little insurmountable or like people are like hey my friends will tell me no we're at a point where like people will come over and be like hey you gotta we're all Justin terrified today we did not pass but like we're all like worried so you should go I got I got a good group around me whenever they give a what does cutting look like I cut my chest that's sorry that's why I started getting tats all my chest is to like all of them it's just like a release it's just something that like it's if you can't get a tattoo or like if you can't it's never in like any like spot that's like serious...
it's just like it's in whatever you're so manic and upset sometimes that's like the only thing that would work for me but now I like you go to rehab you learn like oh you could like take a cold shower you could work out you can listen to music really loud you could read this excerpt you could go on the comm app you can call a friend you could wait five minutes there's just you know so much you learn that is like eat into

your

brain if you get to do some of that stuff so like I mean you know that's how I been taking care of it did the cutting bring any relief like oh yeah awesome well it's I mean you know it's not awesome no it's not it's it's not awesome or like the feeling of it after it's just you're you feel really stupid after but like as you're doing it it feels really great it's like getting tagged okay so you think that you're trying to match I guess physical pain what emotionally yeah what I'm really angry and upset and feels really good to just get like needled up or get get a tat or like you know like that I need you to get into boxing

Pete

I know everybody say there's gotta quit the cigs first you should remake Fight Club yes yes so you can just hit on or something yeah I love that that's was amazing I saw that movie for the first time I three years ago and nobody ruin the ending for me and it blew my mind did you avoid my important ending a Fight Club I don't know I just got really...
really lucky it was just one of those movie you know there's like one movie you know yeah like I know I have to watch the Godfather's but not happening ever but Fight Club was one of those for me where I was like yeah I'm really impressed with what you're doing in the movie space man I don't think I've had the privilege of seeing a couple of things before they come out big time adolescence no what did that mean to you I'm so excited for mainly for Jason Worley he's he wrote directed it and he is just brilliant he's a genius he's like our how famous and like he worked so hard and put together a great cast and he gave me an opportunity literally saved my career because the movie came out or at Sundance at like a really pivotal shitty time in my life and I really owe a lot to him and it's just like a really cool movie like I really feel like it's gonna hit with the high school/college crowd I feel like it's a movie you can watch with

your

kids it's just like one of those like nostalgic flakes that's going out on hulu right Hulu on the theaters in the 13th for a week of an Hulu on 20 what made you want to take

your

time and pick the right film to do because I'm sure over the past few years you could have been doing big parts and every goddamn you know movie that was coming out what made you say this is what I want to do for my my first meeting or like I said I got a great team around me I got a lot of people that are...
like you know just like wait for the right one you want to be like our home watching Netflix and be like oh you know or like just being anything that you don't want to be in cuz that is forever absolutely so like I'm very lucky that I've been able to do stand-up and like have other jobs here and there and I just waited it out and I got really lucky there was two really good projects that we got to do I suppose and how does the being in the spotlight complicate any mental health issues oh it's horrible it's why I can't have the internet it's just the worst when people you know I have like not that great skin all the time so like that's I'm like I guess I can't go out otherwise I'll be called a crackhead for three weeks you know I mean so you know it should I not care about that sure but like how you feel about that like how would you feel if someone called you a kraut like it's it's it's really annoying I got a family and and they follow my family and it really it makes me feel bad it really wrap it takes up a lot of my time do you remember how you felt before you got in the industry before I got in the industry I just wanted to get on stage more than anything yeah and I just wanted to be a part of something I never thought it would get to this level and I never really wanted it to I always wanted to just be like like a burr or like Mullane not that I'm not saying I'm half as funny as those guys but I'd really...
love their careers and I love their trajectory mm-hmm but you know I got you know jump started by ariana and you know when you get put in front of that type of an audience and that type of a lifestyle it's like it's those those people got dealing a lot give

your

self a little bit more credit than that go yeah you had a you had a name before you know I didn't gonna SNL I did but I'd be silly to like not you know at least acknowledge that like there was a significant boost it was like women do it all the time hey man I was I was like do

your

thing like I'm just I'm

your

cheerleader now like I want everybody to do well I never understood wanting people to like fail all the time you know I mean you think the entertainment industry heightened the intensity of

your

mental illness that's why I asked you how did you feel before oh yeah

your

career it's made it's made it much worse I'm much more insecure much more unsure of myself than I've ever been and yeah it's just like I'm also like just embarrassed it's just like embarrassing right because you gotta walk around right and like Dee I don't not reading all the but like I don't know all of it that's out there and then there's these people just coming at you and what are they thinking what are they doing or some people and my is this guy gonna run by and sing a song at me is this guy Guiness seriously they haven't got it yep all the time at games I just have...
to sit there just watch the Knicks just someone's about its socks do you not gonna lie you know so it's a lot I like in order for me to go out I have to plan it like I used to not have to do that I used to be like hey yeah let's just go to this place like now I have to like be like hey maybe we could do that tomorrow if XY and Z works out yeah when you asked me to go to a game I'm like yo do you really want to go sit courtside in the same way well I'm sitting there that's one thing I'm never gonna let them take away from me because I grew up watching the Knicks sat nosebleeds happy happy as a clam and just like getting able to sit that close to bring like

your

boys and

your

all that is awesome so I'm not letting them in on that you think you've ever hit rock bottom oh yeah I hit it all the time you taught me well you're not gonna take my rock model is when like people are scared of my life and I have to go away and then I have to bring myself back up again so like I think I've hit it a few times and you know as long as you're around good supportive people you should be able to you know and I'm a fish don't know if you'll be able to get out of it what did that look like what is the rock bottom look like the PD it's usually like I'm doing a little too much shrooms and a little too much acid and just like having a little too much fun and not sleeping not taking good care of myself and then when you don't...
sleep and you have a mental illness and you're doing all this it's just like it's just I think for the lady and she called it rocket fuel and you're taking

your

meds and all this mix of all this you're getting you just go a little nuts and I was on accutane for a little bit trying that that should maybe not so it's just it's very manic and very sleepless what does that contain accutane is supposed to like if you take it for like six months it gets rid of acne permanently forever but it makes you nuts for like six months and when you mix nuts with nuts I thought it would cancel they're out it did it was multiplying it and I got a little wild you still battle well of course you do but how often you still battle with depression oh I'm always depressed all the time I have to constantly bring myself out of it like I wake up depressed but like I'm like okay now I know my steps cuz I learned from real like now I have to go outside and be in the Sun for a little bit or go for a walk or like start the day this way it's all just programming

your

self to trick

your

brain you know what you have a suicidal yeah all the time but I can't cuz I got a mom and a sister or like a family so like I've always been suicidal but I've never had like the balls you know which I'm very lucky like what for the first time maybe like when I went away this time I felt like I had maybe almost the balls cuz it's starting to get like you know when...
you're not feeling good and you're going through all this stuff and there's like people at

your

house in Staten Island it just like really judged and crazy well like yeah but like they're not they're not as like constant as it used to be does

your

work not make you feel better it's the only thing I love it I love writing love hanging with my friends they're all really funny and cool and stand-up and yeah it's the ultimate distraction ultimate distraction I didn't think we can like D popularize drug usage amongst amongst the inflate like for somebody dealing with the issues you may have why do you always have to go and run

your

self medicate how can we stop that from happening Oh from like all like how weeds just cool and all that stuff or not necessarily we mostly like the prescription pills that is bad those things are just really bad you can't mess around with those oh man I know rappers have a heavy influence I think like anybody with a voice just being like hey that is not cool hmm like I can't personally like say don't take them cuz I have anxiety I take klonopin on flights and ship I like don't abuse stuff and like it's just not it's not fun you should smoke weed I wish there was like a PSA that was just like just smoke weed instead of just they know just oh yeah it's just smoke weed that's it you can have for

your

fun you know all that stuff but those oxys in our shed I've seen like like I'm...
young I'm 26 there was some kids in that other like in rehab like 18 19 let that look like 40 from that it's not as that's just no joke and I mean you see all these rappers you know overdosing it's horrible they're all like 20 years old it's terrible I think I wish like that would be enough of an example but like I guess you know what they want that was that when you datin Ariana and you know mag passed away yeah and she was like openly grieving yeah back in a real way like I would have to love in my life my soulmate hi yeah how did that affect you I totally got it cuz we were only together for a female she'd even tell you this like I was I I was like listen I was like I get it do whatever you do I'll be here I literally said like I think I said I'll be here until like you don't want me to be here I think I pretty much knew it was around over after that I was really horrible and I can't imagine what that is like like that is just terrible all I do know is is that she really loved the out of him and she wasn't like you know putting on a show or anything she that that was up and I hope you know I'm pressed to his family and all of his friends though it's still everybody up you know when his music comes out and he makes great music it's it's it's just awful now you got a joke and you're special in that fluid special yeah but well I don't even know if it's a joke but I'll go a CK yes and he...
supposedly tried to get you fired from SNL for smoking too much weed yes was that a real story yes it's a true story I don't want to like ruin the joke but pretty much like he does like ratted me out to my boss yeah it was so weird I never really got over that with him personally vindicating I think you to see him his comedic downfall oh my god it was amazing it was amazing I I imagine it's what like Ariana feels like now like if we're just watching me just tumble for two years just being like yes yeah I'm sure it's very vindicated but yeah I thought right I loved it that guys that hasn't been nice to many people so really yeah he's not a nice guy well the thing is if something bad happens to someone and they're a nice guy like people don't stop talking to you and

your

friends don't like it he's doing shows in Israel he had to leave the country you know I mean like is he still here people still eat not that Aziz than half of what you know but yeah that is just a piece of really yeah he's not a nice maybe he's changed I don't know but like he's not nice to young comics at one point you wanted to get a tattoo of him though did I yeah not really yeah you see well the reason wasn't a good reason what was the reason cuz you said that you got a Harry Potter tattoo and you say the next day Alan Rickman the guy who played Snape died and you got a willy wonka oh yeah oh yeah and I said I wanted to get a Louie tattoo...
because all those guys died after I got the tattoo you got a Willy Wonka tattoo in gene Wilder died yeah but I said I'm gonna get a little Louie see you know who we dad Tara what did you want yes just not a nice guy it's a joke but like he isn't he's not like some what's also shitty is like he will be nice to you one on one and then like nah they won't be real with other people about you what all the comics haven't briefed you oh man Sam man's the best I'm an Adam Sandler please go see uncut gems guys it's the best movie ever he should have won an Oscar still don't understand that it bugs me he's very very helpful and sweet and checks in and bill burr and Mulaney and like I'm I'm really lucky to have liked some of the goats that like really look out and you know give me really good advice so that's I know the reason I'm still around what advice is sandal give you cuz you got a very sandler vibe about you oh thank you that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said I really that's my that's my dream guy oh no he's always just like you know he's been through it already you know so he's just like keep

your

head up you know it's he just tells me how to navigate through like you know these he's bad the bastards that are trying to bring you down and you know he's just the Mottola sandler model is the like model he is the best Family Guy he just his wonderful wife and kids and then he...
just puts all of his boys and movies together and they just like he has his own like he's even sat like an ecosystem it's just so cool like you watch any movie from 95 to now with Sandler and you will see everybody in the same movies and they're all just having fun and I just think it's the greatest model for comedy or a comedian to have if you're blessed to get it you have

conversation

s with him about when it's time to leave that's enough yeah I have

conversation

s with a lot people that's aw it's a hard thing to do because you don't want to ever pull the trigger too early but everybody's always been like you'll know when you know and it'll all be alright so do you know yeah I like his a thing is like I personally think I should be done with that show cuz they make fun of me on it like a point it's a comedy sketch you know but like I get it but like I am like cold-open like political punchlines like I'm like we can update jokes like not like ha not like we're like when I'm not there like they'll be like ha ha ha but pizza jerk face and you're like who's sorry you are you know it's like a weird I have a weird feeling in that building where I don't know whose team they're playing for really if I'm the joke or I'm in on the joke so like since like I I really want to last you to be my last year but you know I'm still around and trying to try and knock it away so it doesn't...
feel like a family environment I don't know I mean like morons the and he's like the best and has treated me with nothing but love and he's like a father figure to me but you know as far as like everyone else it's like you know it's a cutthroat show everyone's trying to get their on everyone wants to be the next thing you know so it's not like a loving care like you're not gonna get caught old over there you know they don't they don't give a at the end of the day you think it's because you get more attention and then a lot of other cast members no I

honest

ly think they're just wrapped up in their own I

honest

ly it's just like okay who's hosting this week I got to get my ducks Shawn like I got to do it this week you know I mean it's just like it's just like we have so little time and you know the fear of getting fired there

your

first three years is horrible you're just like every day I'm getting fired so dude it's just everybody's just trying to pound their work on there and you know you got do we go do did you feel that what you felt like yeah yeah yeah every day I was like this is the day this is it and I just it just never came it's scary to work over there how do you think after those Griffin's you as a comedian though Oh being able to perform

live

and like have to not up even though I'd up and laugh all the time it's definitely made me I feel like smarter I feel like everybody...
there is so smart and I feel like the unfunniest one they're like improv sketch and do what all that is such a different world I really learned a lot from like how to how to get from A to like be like how to make like a sketch like you like I would come in with just like ideas and be like I have an idea for a like a little piece of felt that goes over

your

dick tip so pissed drops don't come out when you put

your

pants up or whatever but that's all I had but now I could have like an eight-page not that you want it but I kind of like an eight-page thing about it does that make sense no I'm playing a little more weight so my got you a big tip with you know so that you know when you pee and then you put

your

dick in

your

underwear and there's like a drop in to come well you shake it people yeah well you know I made my pee hole broken but I'm a big that big that you can't shake it which okay no I shake it and stuff it's just like sometimes you know when you're in the car just like that little like a little drop yeah actually I had I wanted one of my sketch ideas that was everybody really panned pretty hard was a little tiny flat that goes over here it like felt that goes to be a big Tiffany detective tap

your

head I get what you're saying yeah it's kinda like a panty liner right yeah so I would have that's all I would have but like now I would be able to write a commercial for it guys like I would be able to from a all the way to be...
as opposed to just have the idea got you yeah not when it comes to being the butt of the jokes at SNL why not just tell them they can't joke on

your

personal life because then like I'm a hypocrite like I can't tell that's what they do that's their show like if I'm just fodder now though maybe I shouldn't be there that's all I'm saying guys can you express that yeah I've been like yeah I'm just like I literally was just like picture what it's like to be made fun of and then cut to immediately and then try to gain the audience's like get them on

your

side without being like let this to eat it like you try to do that and and so when you do come on weekend up a date you kind of have no choice but to be self-deprecating right yeah well I gotta be and well that's just my type of like humor but also like yeah you got me because they think I'm dumb like I'm literally painted out to be like this big dumb idiot like even all my sketches or just being like okay sure you know so it's just like I have to leave out growing it know what you saying yeah I think everybody out grows it and I think for what I could do on the show which is just barely anything and it's just we can update I feel like I've done like thirty of those and I just feel like yeah I've done as much as I can over there but happy to be there as long as Lauren Lansbury I mean you're gonna be another SNL success story it'll at the end of...
the day you have upset you guys big time adolescence you got the Netflix special you got king of Staten Island I mean like Suicide Squad some yes sir not just I you got Cathy in the rookie yes so how many other stuff you other projects you got coming up I think I'm shooting like maybe a flicker too over the summer so we're just we're all just lighting and can finish it together it's time to leave nothing LP yeah sound like that like boo but I'm just being

honest

like yeah I just feel like there's a time and a place in like I just also really enjoy writing movies and it's like a lot of it's a lot of fun to like sit in the writers room and you know create like that you know there's respect anybody over there but you're doing I'm sure with everybody always they would want to do and Kate is a superstar absolutely so is cute but yeah but like yeah I mean like this what I ever wanted to come from this is what is happening now that's you not trying to beat Keenan's record of mine no well the thing is Keenan's great at sketch kinda kina can make you laugh without moving which is crazy so like he it's at home like for me though like just me giggling in the background of sketches like that there's been a Fallon there's people that do that like they'll have a new guy giggling in the back you know yeah do you prepare for backlash when you use a potentially offensive material in

your

mmm no I don't come for this...
like I'm just very

honest

so like I understand if you feel a certain type of way about it but like I'm not like at home like alright how do we get ahead of this you know I'm not expecting I mean now I do but like originally I was never expecting there to be backlash over every thing I say so but now I'm just like you know I hope you know it comes from a good place I'm not a rotten individual so like hopefully you know there won't be backlash but I know it's coming I wonder if it's about what you're saying as much as this about who you're saying it about right you know I'm saying right cuz I think if you if you make a joke with somebody who's got a hive then they're gonna come at you oh yeah it's just yeah I know what I'm getting into but it's just like you know I don't have I don't rap or make music so I can't it's just how I'm expressing myself I really hope people see you know see what I'm talking about what did Ava doesn't want to be in the next five years I want to be a father and I would like to be directing and just writing hopefully not on on the screen too much my dream is just like write stuff and be able to produce for my friends that would be the ultimate go on I'm gonna name some names man cuz you know Lil Duval had a great joke about you he said you like the white person's future for the wall and all the women you weren't the right I'm gonna name some names...
of some woman you better relations would you just tell me the first thing that come with

your

mind because there's much of you wanted a little anyway kg beautiful smarter than me yeah if anyone was worried that I was too smart or like he advanced for her they do not have to wear it all she was way way smarter than I was okay Margaret quali Oh beautiful song great girl she's so win an Oscar she's gonna win an Oscar for sure she's so talented right here in once upon time no no I was just I wanted to see that a low point Arrington she's called with the acting man she's though if they are datin act actresses though cuz you never know when they're pretending with you now it is I didn't think of the Hat look no you know it's all fun man learning learning people's all fun but yeah wait so that is something that that would be in the back of my head for sure Oh cake beckon saw oh man legendary um all my uncle's freaked out all so hysterical really really funny yeah like one of the funniest people I've ever met yeah she's really cool I feel like you need all the woman though I liked it I had fun could I feel like I owed the woman would be more supporting and more caring yeah younger woman would especially with all the the need that you had ya know she was very understanding and cool why didn't it work out it wasn't just the right time I think I was going into another rehab I think that's just must have like a pattern I...
wasn't like right yet and she had a lot of you know acting and work to do she's like a superstar so you know I just didn't work Kathy David oh she's hilarious she's another one of the funniest people I've met and like she'll have a show and like a couple years for sure Carly Aquilino oh we love Carl a low cause he's the best reason she's in we're cool friends we actually hang out all the time she's in the new Staten Island movie she's

honest

ly one of the coolest checks I think ever absolutely I love Carly I have a lot of love for Carly always I love the fact that she is in king of Staten Island yeah right because she's great cuz that shows like you know you don't have no bitterness towards me exes you know hating on them in more ways it's almost like yo that's work no I want everybody to flourish and be great I personally like life is too short to have just like any with anybody you know I mean it's actually like everybody's I just want be cool people what effective Crohn's disease have

your

life so I have no immune system really it's like a stomach disease so like my skin takes longer I'm like the opposite of Wolverine my skin takes longer to heal I get cut up and like I could bleed easily my posture is bad cuz my stomach hurts so I got smoked a lot of weed to get my posture it's hard to eat I got it when I was 16 the first two three years I was pretty bedridden but now I'm on this...
thing called Remicade which is like an IV that you get for like two three hours and then you get it every like six months I mean I six weeks and then you're just kind of like superhuman until leading up to the next one that scare Hollywood anyway like the fact that you have so much I'm a liability sure the insurance on the movies are nuts I imagine yeah I think I think I'm a huge like red flag until you beat me really yeah just the perception of me like everybody I've met on the Suicide Squad was like I thought you were gonna be a giant piece of I was like thanks like you're actually like this nice cool guy you know so I think I had this thing going around where like I just look like a you know piece of but you know I I don't I don't think I have me realize if you came up in the 80s and 90s they would tell you not to talk about none of this yeah they would prop you up have you pretending to be some something that you're not right you know I mean like it's all fake well I don't want you to be on set and see me smoking weed and taking a and being like what is this business you know is just what I do and you know I hope you could understand that and we could work together how much the industry opinions of

your

your

own stability concern you I do not care very much about what the industry thinks would be at all learned that from the Sandman you know they'll love you or they'll hate you it doesn't matter what matters as

your

...
friends and family in front of you that that I actually mean I really don't care I saw you Alexander Wayne campaign thank you so much holders all the way up like this and you you said that you don't consider being a little off at the talent and that you wish you had a talent do you genuinely feel like you aren't down with it I feel like I'm good personality was and I feel like I care and I just like I'm not gonna you and I think in this business especially not in life I'm not saying I'm the only one that's an

honest

person I'm just saying in the business we're in that is off-putting a food that is like where you you know I mean so they tell everybody to be real but then when you really like that's crazy yeah so it's it's definitely like a dangerous thing to do but like I'd like I said I'd rather just like be fully ahead of it I don't like surprises so I don't want to give anybody else a surprise I think man you know being a little often being

your

self with a talent within itself especially being under so much public scrutiny like like you are like had there been a time in

your

career what you felt you know pressure to not be

your

self uh yeah you know well like it's it's you know a lot of times and events like I'm like I probably shouldn't reek of like weed or like you know try and you know dress up or like do that so I sometimes I try you know depending on what it is but I try not to care...
anymore it's just been the last two years I've been such a show that like that's just so far down the list what's made it as so is it the fallout from relationships public relations are interesting mental health I think it's a mixture of all of it I think there's just a lot of out there and I don't know why anyone cares it's very weird to me but yeah it's definitely like trail off from AG and you know then like being in other relationships and you know have been in and out of stuff I guess it's appealing to some but yeah just the following I I don't care about the writing as much as the the following really bugs me out oh let me do this out in the but like they come to Staten Island like they come to my house my it's scary and girls thought they coming all the way to Stanton they're coming the middle Staten Island so like I got a mom and a sister that I got a house together with so it's it's it's hard it's it's really hard and I could see it in their faces and that sucks too so like if you could be kind of my family that'd be nice everybody what do you do get security for them or like dude what are you doing to prevent them before just to pull it up on

your

lawn we got high-tech security we always have goons at the house now like I have a guy and you know whenever my mom has to go somewhere we get them you know cars or whatever but it's definitely scary it's something to think about specially...
after what just happened - yeah like that's it's just it's scary it's scary out there so are you ready for the next level

Pete

you got a lot of

Pete

's you got a lot of coming well I don't know how to feel yet cuz it's not out yet I saw that a part of my life hasn't like happened yet but I'm definitely ready to like make more the homes and stuff and do more stand-up I'm really looking forward to like that part I think the problem is for you is about the art everybody else is not they're just about the light that's gonna be around you'd be heat that's gonna be around you yeah I'm out I don't know if I'm ready for that I'm gonna have to I'm taking media training classes how to ignore I might become one of those sunglasses all the time people say oh yeah you think I'll really think you would do well I think it's just because people don't want to see how sad they actually I used to be like yeah I used to be like wow that guy's an don't like me but that guy was having a rough yeah yeah if you look back on it like what the yet who's like and then sometimes you see a picture and

your

eyes are like this and you're like I'm wearing shades that you've looking in the mirror heart yeah I don't like how I look I freak out I don't have mirrors of my house what in my basement because I

live

in the basement and then my mom and my sister

live

upstairs and they have mirrors...
but I don't have no mirrors no mirrors no it just doesn't it doesn't work for me I had a really rough time in high school so like I've still have like PTSD from that where I'm just like just get teased in high school or something oh all the time it was so confusing cuz like my dad just died so like you would think like I'd be like fake nice but not Staten Island they don't you they don't give a down there it's old school how do you stop running from

your

self you can't

live

in a world with no mirrors right right I don't I don't know what I'm that's something I have to work on I have to I'm definitely working on trying to love myself more and be less insecure and I'm doing a lot of DBT therapy which is a dialectical behavior which only break that down yeah it's pretty much for people that have like mental illness and it teaches you steps in ways to combat like depressive feelings and like that and it's super helpful so if you guys ever need help you should check out DBT and CBT which is cognitive behavior their idle CBT yeah how much do you go to therapy I go to people once a week so to two sessions a week and yeah sometimes it's just sitting there and just talking but like it's you know it's always been helpful with me even though you do comedy you know you're right do you feel like that could possibly

your

call be

your

calling as well like to be a therapist I mean I would have mental...
health advocate because it's like you're living

your

life Wow well I don't I never really see myself as like that because it's so scary but like I'm all for like all the awareness and you know anything I could do to help for sure like if there is anything I could do to help I definitely it's there's a lot of people that have it and it's all it's definitely like it's like a sledgehammer to the legs it's really hard to get out of bed so like if it can help anybody I'm all for it always you know you said a producer asked you how do we know if we're doing the right thing that if it doesn't feel good then you know yeah then you're doing the right thing a working out doesn't really feel good when like you're doing the right thing jerk it off feels good doing the wrong thing no sometimes I'm wrong touch their time of the day whoa no apps that no Instagram I can't DM how at the wall I want you to I want you to be able to feel good without paying people that's what I want no no also I want you to always associate feeling good with pain right no I'm trying to I'm trying to enjoy it's with the fruits of

your

labor as I say I'm trying to be more the thing is is I I look I'm like looking forward to it being that so I think I need to go in with a different mindset yeah like this is not gonna just be painful you know I almost feel like you like breakups more than you probably like me in a...
relationship just cuz you just love the pain so much um it definitely I don't love breakups but it definitely like it definitely fuels me to like get better be better so like maybe uh maybe subconsciously I'm deep deep up I should figure some of that out you gonna stop dating famous chicks I'm not dating for a while I mean unless I meet the you know someone love of my life I'm meet the love of

your

life every six months yeah I know man I know what do you what can I say I love I love love but like yeah I'm pretty done with that I'm gonna try and stay away from that cuz it's just a lot yeah this is annoying and nobody gives a you know it's just there's just articles with no clicks so it's just like really weird does it make you feel better I guess to be in a relationship I love in a relationship you felt like you're ugly so yeah I love being in a relationship I love doing stuff and Netflix and hanging out and like going out to dinner I just love that that just it makes me really happy also it's just like an escape from like life like when you have like a partner it's fun yeah I mean it's like you know

your

wife you get to do all that cool with and like say all that cool - it's nice to have like a lady around everybody has an opinion on

Pete

Davidson

and what's good for

Pete

Davidson

right what does

Pete

Davidson

think is good for him I think right now staying on track you know trying to you know not focus on...
relationships the media or anything like that I think just you know doing what I'm doing just trying to keep

your

head down keep working and hopefully people see the work I think I think actions speak louder than words I Love You Man love you dude you got the special coming up tomorrow yes sir what else they need to look out for please go if you can check out big-time adolescence Jason Orly and Griffin Gluck they just everybody crushed it and go see uncut gems it's the best movie ever and don't make these people make you do press just because they got to promote no I said I've been saying no to all that week yeah they can get everything they need from this any questions they got I want you just to do the work and continue to work on

your

self absolutely as you know I love you bro I love you too and I want is I want to see you here I don't know what I want I want to be at those baby showers and when you have that family absolutely me you and wax there you go lovely buddy let me to PDD thank you