Joseph's Tears - Bishop T.D. Jakes

I am going to the book of Genesis chapter number 45. I will read extensively the chapter number 45 of the book of Genesis verses 15 to 28 when you have it, it is our custom to defend the reading of the word of God yes We would respect it, we would appreciate it, yes, the Lord me He said we have to get used to these services where anything can happen because we can't put glory in a box, you have to be able to release what God put in. within you anything can happen here shout amen someone I have a task before me I ask for your prayers as I delve into this text I do so from a place of great humility to discuss with you what he has discussed with me and hopefully contemplate with you the ideas that he has shared with me that the church can be built by what each group provides to the thousands and thousands of people who connect with us through cyberspace this is a word from the Lord that I am heavy with today uh because It is a prophetic word for someone about how things will unfold in the next few years of their life and I want you to listen to what the spirit of the Lord is saying to the church as best you can, starting in verse number 15.

Also, it is spoken here of Joseph, he kissed all his brothers and wept over them and after that his brothers spoke with him and the report was heard in Pharaoh's house, saying that the brother of Joseph, who came, pleased Pharaoh and his servants well and to pharaoh. He said to Joseph, tell your brother this: leave your beast and go to the land of Canaan and take your father and your houses and come to me and I will give you the good of the land of Egypt and you will eat the fat of the land. Now you are commanded this: take your chariots out of the land of Egypt for your little ones and your wives and bring your father and come also, do not consider your things for the sake of the whole land of Egypt is yours.

And the children of Israel did so and Joseph gave them chariots according to Pharaoh's commandment and he gave them provisions for the journey to all of them. He gave each man changes of rain, but to Benjamin he gave 300 pieces of silver and five changes of rain and to His father told him in this way ten goods loaded with the good things of Egypt and ten goods loaded with corn, bread and meat for his father on the road, so he sent his brothers away and they left and he said to them: see. so that you do not stumble on the way and they came up from Egypt and came to the land of Canaan to Jacob their father and they told him saying that Joseph is still a lie, the good god of mercy, Joseph is still alive and is the governor above all. the land of Egypt and Jacob's heart fainted because he did not believe them and they told him all the words of Joseph that he had told them and when he saw the chariots that Joseph had sent to take him, Jacob's spirit his father revived and Israel said that it is enough , José, my son is still alive.

I'll go see him before I die. Can you say man? Go back to the first verse for me there, verse 15. Also, Joseph kissed all his brothers and wept over them, and after that his brothers. I spoke with him I want I want to title the message the

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of Joseph spirit of the living god help me without you I can do nothing but with you everything becomes possible take me and use me in the way you want use me for the highest kingdom and power and glory forever and ever my soul says amen, you can sit in the presence of god yes, let's go to work, it's strange that so little preaching is done on this part of Joseph's life because this is the harvest of the faithfulness that came through the suffering of his life and yet we preach more about suffering and sacrifice than we do the harvest, we preach about how he was abandoned and abused, mistreated and ostracized, but we don't teach people that he came. to the end of suffering that he not only survived but prospered and that his last day was greater than the last that despite a difficult beginning and an irregular middle finally in the end everything that God promised him was fulfilled, he took He spoke to him about the way to get there, but he took them there.

This rarely discussed text evokes a great deal of emotion because having arrived there and been held and now he is the prince of Egypt, he is a Hebrew boy, the god Prince of Egypt does not. I don't have to raise you among your own people. God will take you out of your element because sometimes when you are with your own people, they don't appreciate who you really are. God will take you out of your element and take you to a place where your gifts can be seen and used and he raised you there. This text also shows us our god working through a dysfunctional family to achieve his own divine purpose.

Jacob's family was, as the young people say, torn from the ground, to the stars of history. in the treacherous deception of Joseph's brothers and the plot that caused his father's head to gradually age prematurely, raising fragmented, heartbroken children who do not love each other is a stressful thing that is picked up here towards the end with the kind of promiscuous grace that redeems the guilty and creates a stage for Joseph's chosen purpose to be manifested. This explodes before us the magnitude and majesty of the breadth of the type of person Joseph was. It was not simply his mantle, but his character.

He could take his coat but they couldn't take the character out of him. He had the kind of magnanimous ability, the voluminous capacity to be able to have the kind of love that was strong enough to withstand the obstacles of his time. It's going to be a challenge because it's not. It is easy to jump and say yes, I have it like this until you have tried it like this the family had been very disunited the reconciliation makes Joseph cry Joseph who has a chariot behind the pharaoh who has authority over the finances for the entire The nation of Egypt, revered among the Egyptians, she burst into tears in the faces of her brothers despite being treated unfairly by them, despite the way they ostracized and humiliated him, despite the way they set out to literally murder him .

They murdered him and instead decided to throw him into a well so that the animals would divide him up or take him captive as a slave. They didn't care which they stayed behind to watch him die. Have you ever had people stand up? Do not understand. I'm going to talk about this, have you ever had someone stand by and watch you die? He set you up and just waited for you to fall and hug, of course you did, you can't live in this world and not attract. enemies, enemies, detractors and people who despise you, who are part of this world of 8 billion people on the planet, not everyone will like you, we understand that, but it's not just that they hated you, but they were also your siblings.

It's not just what they did, it's who they were, and yet Joseph, when he's at the top and he has the power to be vengeful, he has the power to get revenge, he has the power to seek revenge, he has the power to annihilate them. He has the power to destroy their lives He has the power to cut them off completely He has the power to cut off their food supply and watch them die instead He burst into tears Joseph's tears are incredible They threw him into the hole and he didn't He cried They stripped him naked and he did not cry they tore off his coat of many colors and he did not cry they separated him from the love of his father and he did not cry they sold him into captivity to the Midianites and he did not cry so that Joseph would cry here he did not cry in Potiphar's house when Potiphar's wife he lied to him and he had to leave there under a lie and he was falsely arrested and he did not cry he went to jail and he did not cry he was forgotten by the butler and the banker and he did not cry

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is not a whip it is not easy to give in to his but what Do you have this situation that has made you cry?

As long as we easily remember Joseph's tears, he would have cried when they threw me into the pit. He could have cried when they took my coat. I definitely would have cried when I lost my good job at Potiphar's house and if they took me to jail. He would have cried, but he endured all that and did not shed a tear and now, when these enemies from one period of his life come back to him in another period of his life, he sees them and they are desperate. and they are in trouble and a famine is coming to the land and they need him and either the evil in him will rise up and take revenge or his better angels will rise up in him and he will respond correctly.

Have you ever had to fight? You had two different ways to react, you know the way you were supposed to react, but when you think about what they did and how you suffered, is there anyone here who had trouble reacting the way you were supposed to lie, it feels like divided when thinking about it. It's human to remember how you can forget what they did to you He said I know you did it and you didn't do it by accident You did it for evil Oh I'm not a child or a novice I understand that not everyone is going to wish me well but it's not what they did but who to direct you too betrayed me you have the strength to allow good to come out of you when you have been wronged anyone can be good to people who are good to them but the challenge of life is to be good to someone who is not You owe him no kind of good I don't owe you enough I don't owe you anything I don't know You didn't raise me You didn't love me You were there for me Now you and I'm not, does anyone here know what I'm talking about.

Time has passed and now you need me. Time has passed and now you call me. Time has passed and now your hearts have softened you. He needs me now and the challenge becomes the favor that has been given to him. Do you have the capacity in his person to allow the phrase better angels that I'm going to talk about in a minute to emerge from him and guide him like this? that the best part of him is guiding him and not the worst part of him, God's plan depends on Joseph finding his better angels Abraham Lincoln, who used the phrase better angels so beautifully in his first inaugural address on March 4 1861. a time when our country was on the eve of the civil war initially those lines were not there he added them says I love closing we are not enemies but friends we should not be enemies even if passions have been strained our ties should not be broken of affection, the mystic cords of memory that stretch from every battlefield and patriot grave to every living heart and hearthstone throughout the vast country, will yet swell the course of union when touched again as they surely will be by the better angels of our nature. the better angels of our nature, says abraham lincoln, as he leads the nation through one of the most turbulent periods in this country's history, he calls on the better angels and says that, ultimately, when all is said and done In fact, we will recognize that we are one people that we are brothers, although our relationship has been strained, in fact, if it had been very strained and your writer, one of your writers who served as Lincoln's secretary of state, wanted to change the land and He wanted to write, in fact he wrote. guardian angels but guardian angels hinted at something from the outside that Lincoln was counting on is that in the worst of us there is something better about us that is inside that if we allow it will rise up and carry us through the turbulence.

Of the moments we face, are you listening to what I'm telling you? Not the pyotistic term for guardian angels, no, but the better angels would arise and protect them now, give me, give me a moment, I'll get it, I'll get you. where are you trying to go abraham lincoln didn't think of that on his own he's quoting william shakespeare when william shakespeare writes in othello in the 17th century he writes about a play called othello and in othello he writes about the better angels fighting evil what they did to him abraham reached his back abraham lincoln goes back to william shakespeare's speech in 1603 and adopts this language better angels better angels it's hard to live a life that exemplifies your better angels when you've had bad times it's hard to have better angels when you've been surrounded by bad people it is difficult to have better angels when you have bad memories we all have to fight every day for our better angels to rise within us it is not enough for me to talk about

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or even abraham lincoln or william shakespeare, the character and othello, let me take this to paul paul said that when i would do good, evil is present in me, he said that there is a war between my members.

I could react in many different ways I don't even know how to respond in the moment what I would do I don't do what I wouldn't do I do it oh wretch I am the one who will free me from the complexity of my life there is not a single person in this room who has a life that don't have complexity we smile for people and deal with complexity for ourselves we present ourselves as if everything is perfect but deep inside we know we have some complicated things. some complicated people up here there are some complicated people looking at me online you've been through some complicated situations complicated situations it's when your mind and your emotions fight and they're both right I meet you and I love you I love you and I'm mad at you I'm sick of you but I'm going to be by your side oh yes I want to talk to some people who know what it's like to have something complicated yes yes oh god oh god when I think about In my own life there have been times when I had to fight to find my better angels.

I remember years ago, when I was driving down Capitol Street, we were in West Virginia, and the man closed my door.passed and I was in a bind and this was a simple thing but he was him, he took my parking space that I had stopped inI parked and as I was pulling into the park he shot out in front of me, he took my parking spot and crashed against my car and my two children, who are now 40 years old, they were little children. I locked them in the car because I didn't want them. To get into the fight I walked up to his window and reached into the wind and said, what will it take for you to get off my bumper?

Whatever it is, I have it. He was fully prepared to snatch it away. It was just that. crack in the window he was fully prepared to pull his body through that window and beat him like a runaway slave in a parking lot. I'm just talking about me. I know you never had moments of conflict where your better angels went to bed and your bad angel said he'd do the wise part about it, Ed is I went to the dry cleaners, he backed up on my bumper once you know and I walked into the dry cleaners to get my dry cleaning clothes and one of the things that was being dry cleaned was a robe, a preaching robe and the man looked at me and I looked at him.

I told him yes, that's right. I put the robe over his shoulder and walked out the door. I was embarrassed but tried to hide it. I was embarrassed but I tried. To hide it I got into the car and God said: Look at you, I can't turn my head there. You are a young preacher just starting out and you will fight with the man for a parking space while you rush to find your robe. so you can preach I am the only one in conflict I am the only one complicated I am the only one who fights with two different voices I tell you that it is natural to have this fight the text that I read It is a little unfair because I introduce you to the story at the end of the film .

It's a spoiler alert because the moment I introduce you to the movie you have to start recognizing certain things about what's happening. Joseph's brothers tried to kill him tried to destroy him plotted to murder him finally left him in the well he was traumatized god knows how long and naked and hungry and alone and scared trauma

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enormously mckenzie said something i love problems don't last forever but the trauma will stay for a while time the problem will end but the trauma is still there they said to each other let's stand aside and see what will happen to this dreamer here the dreamer comes and let's see what will become of the dreamer what happens to his dream when the problems come what happens to your dream when the delays come what happens to your dreams when the traitors come what happens to your dreams when the money does not arrive when the support is not there when people sabotage you what happened look the enemy wants to kill your dream none of this would have happened if It wasn't for these brothers who were his brothers and his murderers at the same time, every person in this room had situations in their family that are difficult to explain I love you but you get on my nerves come to dinner but I can't forget what you said about me on the phone and Joseph has the ability to be able to deal with this enormous situation with the grace that it is difficult to explain and this is where we come to understand that with the bombardment of emotions that comes to him from all levels, his love is more stronger than his memory.

You see, when I look at this text, I realize that they are both from a family and that his brothers have been in famine for food, but Joseph has been in a famine for the family, they were hungry for things, but he was hungry for them. and suddenly when I realized what made him cry, I realized that I've never done a good job of preaching it because I'm distracted by what happened, but What Happened at the Well in Potiphar's House in the Prison doesn't compare to why he went through that. It's not what kills us, it's not what I'm strong enough to overcome what it is.

So why did I suddenly realize that the most painful thing wasn't his body falling headlong across the rocks to the bottom of the well? It wasn't the lacerations on his skin or the blows on his back or being sold for 20 pieces of Silver that hurt him; it wasn't that part of his wife lying on top of him that gave him the most pain, it was that his dream was tied to his family and how can the dream come true when the people I love can't? I can't get your love back. I sow love for you. I can't get your love back.

I want to talk to some people who are partially successful. You have it in this part of your life, but in this part of your life everything is hell. breaking loose you have it all here and you're the envy of everyone but here you go home and you're faced with something completely oh you're not here today you didn't come to church today it must be someone online Well, get out, get out wherever you are, get out, wherever you are, on one hand, it's the best time and on the other hand, it's the worst time, on one hand, you are at the top of your game, on the other. hand there is this persistent, disturbing feeling of pain that won't leave your heart won't go away What do you do when your love won't go away and your common sense says leave them alone, leave them alone, is there anyone here who has become stubborn? love tenacious love relentless love is there anyone here who has ever said to themselves I'm not going to do anything I'm not going to say anything I'm not going to help I'm not going to open my mouth and the whole time you're saying that, you're making dinner Speaking of which, go in and get something.

Has anyone here ever gotten mad at yourself for being too nice? Come on, talk to me, someone. I can't be the only one here who got mad at myself and said to myself, you're stupid, you're just stupid, you let people walk all over you, not really realizing that what I hate about myself is what God loved, without really realizing that the entire basis of God's favor in my life is because I have stubborn love, see? It hurts to have a stubborn love It hurts to keep worrying even when they don't treat you fairly But there is something inside you that you can't do wrong to make the wrong better It hurts to say I'm sorry when you know you weren't wrong It hurts to be silent when you know you're writing about someone Talk to me somewhere side if I'm talking to you make some noise tell me something if you understand me I don't expect to reach everyone I know this is not for everyone because some of you are too mean you even understand what I'm talking about but there is someone looking at me right now who knows which is arguing with yourself all night and saying what you're not going to do and getting up. morning and do it anyway because you have a stubborn love and now I see why God chose him God chose him because God couldn't trust any of the other brothers to have the kind of radical love that they could look beyond what they were given they made God.

She needed a lover, someone she loved anyway so she could fulfill her purpose and his will. He could not achieve his goal through someone who was vengeful, spiteful and hateful and who could not find the better angels in him. God said this is a time that He will do it. You will require your better angels to obtain what God has for you right now. It will be necessary for you to summon your better angels and stop calling them weak. Who am I talking to? I have a couple of things I want you to get out of.

This is what I want you to get out of this. How do you handle the advantages? Because how you handle the advantages determines whether God will trust you with power. Some people can't handle power because they are so vindictive that if they ever get the upper hand, you're going to seek revenge instead of reconciliation and you've been praying for power and you've been praying for a promotion, but God can't trust you with the promotion because you heart is not big enough to have the power you are asking for. and the kind of favor that god wants to give you will come to someone whose heart is bigger than their head oh, I'm losing I'm in this jesus this will be number two I want you to understand that love never fails, it can take a long time, it can seem You may have been knocked out, you may bleed, you may get hurt, you may even require stitches, but when the fight is over, love will always prevail.

Can your love survive or fall? Joseph had fallen. a well but his love survived the fall you can't raise children if your love can't fall you can't have a relationship if your love can't fall you can't run a business if your love can don't fall you can't have a dream if your love Can't stand a fall Have you ever dreamed that you were fallen? You remember that helpless feeling of falling and how scary it is when you wake up because you are falling and it feels like things are out of control, there will be some times in your life when you will feel like everything is out of control.

Joseph has gone through a long period of getting worse and the only consistent thing is that he was still in love with his brothers and his father. There are some people you have to love from a distance. There are some people who are so insecure about loving that you have to love them from a distance. distance because who they are at this stage is not who they are I'm going to get to that stage but for now I have to love you give me 50 feet I love you but give me 50 feet you're crazy give me 50 feet you're going through some changes give me 50. oh come on, are you there?

Anyone here has someone you love, but you have to give them a little. The third thing I want to ask you is do you have the grace to accommodate people who change or are you still angry about something that is 20 years old? Do you have the kind of grace? to allow for the fact that I might look like the same person but I'm not the same person at this stage of my life that I was at that stage of my life it had been so long that you didn't even recognize joseph, some of you have I have been saving grudge for so long that you can't even remember the details, you only remember the hanger and you're still angry and God wants your better angels so you can walk in the favor he has for you.

He's going to require that. Your better angels arise and you stop trying to be your own defense because anger is often the camouflage that love uses to avoid being exposed, oh God, and for God to deal with you number four, you must have emotional honesty even if it makes you you feel vulnerable by being emotionally honest joseph is emotionally honest he can't help the fact that he loves him he can't control his behavior he can only control his number five that brings him that's why he can bless them they cursed him i had a pastor called the other day i said that this young man was leaving my church and he said he was going to take some of my members and leave and uh and I gave him a stage, I gave him a platform, he betrayed me and he took some of my memories at 11 and he said what should I do I said to give him a love offering I said to give him a love offering he said a love offering why would I give him a love offering?

I said because you are too big to have unnecessary enemies he will have enough to fight without him you, you don't have to fight with him, life is going to fight with him, life is going to change him, don't add your name to the list, here the high road, like Michelle said, when you come down, we go, oh, you guys aren't talking. talk to me someone talk to me someone this family has been torn apart and they are part of god's divine purpose this family is important because god is going to use this family to start the nation of israel and they have been torn apart for years and it is a tear every time something breaks both sides get damaged I don't know who I'm talking to every time something gets torn both sides get damaged you go home bleeding but you think you're the only one bleeding you go home and cry you think you're the only one crying but yeah It's a tear Both sides are going to cry Both sides are going to suffer They may not show it to you but there is no clean way to have a tear You don't have a straight side and a torn side When something tears, it tears on both sides.

Joseph Colt was torn from him and his family was torn from him and both sides were filled with pain. God was getting ready to do something so amazing that he was looking for someone who was big enough. doing so through joseph he understood something that god had placed in his favor to be a channel to bless them that the only reason god put him in power is so that his power would be used for posterity and the continuation of god's legacy If god can get it through you he can give it to you if god can trust you that your flesh won't get in the way I'm talking to someone who has been talking to god about what he's about to do in your life if god I can trust yourself that the higher he takes you you will still reach down and lift someone else up if god can trust you that when he opens doors you will reach back and open a door for someone else if god can touch you look at someone a guy in the line something is about to happen god wouldn't be talking to me like that if something wasn't about to happen if something wasn't about to change if god was about to raise me up in some kind of egypt, if some kind of promotion wasn't about to happen coming into my life and God has given me this test so that I am ready to handle what he is about to do next in my life, there is a reason why I am hearing this message today God.

He is about to lift me from prison to the palace. Who am I preaching to? Get ready for a change. Get ready for a change. Get ready for a change. Get ready for a move. Get ready for a change. Right now, hello someone. It's about something. something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happensomething is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something is about to happen something something is about to happen is about to happen something is about to happen god would not be advising me on power if I were to remain weak there is something that is about to change in my life that I have to be ready to receive, give it 60 seconds of crazy holy spirit, so what I want you to see is that suddenly the wealth of Egypt was transferred to the house of Jacob. and the bible says that pharaoh told joseph to give him the best of the land, load the goods and the camels.

I am going to send you so many blessings that before you get to me, the lord told me to tell you if you can have the right attitude god is about to make a change in your life until the wealth of the unrighteous is kept for the righteous If I'm preaching to you, give God a praise right now I don't care where you're sitting on the couch sitting at the dining room table or in this building I want you to just turn around in a circle and say God is about to turn it around God. is about to turn it is about to turn it is about to turn it is about to turn it is about to turn the man is about to turn it the man is about to turn it the man is about to turn it the lord is about to turn it the lord is about to turn it someone south will change will change will change the pandemic couldn't take it the races couldn't take it what god has for you is for you I rebuke every devil every unclean spirit that tries to cancel your blessing god said it will change it will come happen if I'm preaching to you shout it if I'm preaching to you shout it if I'm preaching to you shout it if you've been in a battle shout it if you've had a hard time shouting about it if you thought the enemy was going to kill you shout it god don't kept alive without a purpose the reason you're still here god is about to fill your camel with blessings your ass hasn't seen write on the line my story about to change you saw me in the wells you saw me in the house of potiphar you saw me in prison but you're about to see me in the palace my whole life is going better than it started if you had a bad start give god a good praise we pray everyone is playing with me i said if they had a bad moment, give God a good praise, these are not tears of sadness, these tears that Joseph had are tears of happiness, how can you say that they are tears of happiness because the Bible? he said he kissed him look once you know what they did didn't stop you once you know what they said didn't kill you once you find out god can take you there anyway you see joseph was jacob's beloved son and the family rachel meant everything and god said i'm going to restore listen to this jacob thought joseph was dead he was sure he was dead he said joseph is dead and simeon is gone and now they want benjamin he had accepted that joseph was dead when his sons returned with their camels loaded with blessings.

Joseph could hardly believe that what he had given up could still happen, so Joseph lifted his legs and stood up straight and said, "I have to go to my son Joseph and get connected." with him before he died god said I will not let you leave this world until you see what I promise you will happen in your life I don't care what the doctor said god said I will keep you alive until I show you until I show you that what you dreamed it wasn't a joke it will happen it will happen say it again say it again say it again that's why joseph oh yeah that's why joseph was crying because the scene I read was the scene he saw when I was a kid, what started the whole fight was that he had had a dream in which his brothers bowed down and worshiped him and when he entered the room like the prince of Egypt and they bowed down to him, God said they laughed at your dream, but it happened, they laughed at what you believed , but it happened and I kept your father alive because he is part of the dream.

He brought Joseph's father and his brothers to the fulfillment of what God has predestined. Listen to me right now. You're looking at me right now. I want you to focus on me right now I want you to focus on me right now There have been many setbacks There have been many betrayals Lies have been told Pain has been inflicted There have been times when you have been handcuffed There have been times when you have been tested, there have There have been times when you have been in situations where you were locked up and couldn't get out despite all that, what God spoke to you will surely happen, it will come, it will come. it will come, it will come, it will come, it will come you weren't ready for this when you saw it you weren't ready for this when you saw it you had to go through more things to grow but you're getting there In a season now, the things you saw a long time ago will happen and it will be the kind of joy that will make you cry because there were times you thought you were crazy and there were times you thought you had lost your mind.

And there were times when you thought you were a fool and there were times when you could barely believe in your own dream, but every bit of it, every jot, every tittle, every word, every sentence, every paragraph, every promise, everything. what God told you when you were a child. when you were a little girl everything that god showed you when you were a little boy playing on a sandbar everything that god gave you god said he gave you glimpses glimpses you had no details you had glimpses with whoever he was talking to you had glimpses you had glimpses you had glimpses and you've been Looking at your life and you say my life doesn't look like what I saw God said that's because it's not over yet God will take you to a place where everything you glimpsed will materialize in your life and the praise that will be in your mouth is indescribable.

I want someone who feels like a witness to what I'm saying to open your mouth and flood this place, flood your house, flood your kitchen, flood your car, flood your place with here. your season arrives here your season arrives if it were not your season the virus would not have arrived the plagues would not have been loose the jobs would not have shaken the tests the storms would not have arrived the divorce would have attacked you the disease would not attack you the only one would not attack you reason the enemy is attacking you is because you are about to enter into a pressure shaken together running on a supernatural miracle in the lord I don't I don't need anyone to praise him who I'm not talking to I don't need anyone to praise him yes He doesn't understand it, I just want people to praise him, that god, they have something coming out in your body that has something screaming in your soul and I don't care if there are 10 people, if this is a testimony that the word of God is true in your life in your ministry in your preaching in your family in your body in your finances open your mouth yes yes that's what I'm talking about that's what I'm talking about, yes, that's what God wants, someone who believes it, someone who Believe it, someone who's been praying for something and praying for something and you can't get rid of the way you feel and feel.

You are trapped and things are complicated and it is complex and it is difficult and it has been difficult and it has not been a straight line and there have been dark days and there have been lonely nights and there have been times when you wanted to give up and there have been times when you wanted to to collapse but God kept speaking to you in a foreign language so José José runs runs and kisses his brothers because they come as a sign that the time has come and he starts to cry and he loved him and he missed him, but the thing that made him fall It's that the dream was not alive although the visionary waited for it in the end I should speak and not lie who I am talking to it has taken a long time to come but a change has to come it has taken a long time to come the change the change the change you felt like a fool at some point but the change was coming you loved even when you were mistreated but the change was coming god said stop putting down the way you worry it's the way you worry that made him bless you in the first place he blessed you because he could trust you he blessed you for the way he designed your heart don't start being anyone else lord have mercy i feel the holy spirit don't start walking in anyone else's shoes because your gift is the crazy way you can lick and keep ticking is a crazy way you can love people that other people don't even like, you can't like what they do and still find a way to love them is the crazy way god has put you in a position of power to achieve change with people that your mind says do not even deserve it, but God is going to use raise your hands in total surrender as if you were under arrest Lord, I surrender to your providential will for your purpose for my life you have created me how you created me for reasons and I know that my girlfriend says if I were you I would take you not me it's me I can't be you I have to Be me because if I stay, God will bless me.

Raise your hands and open your mouth and thank God for solving it in your life. Everything will work together for the good of those who love the Lord. He is talking to you. to you right now he is speaking to you is he will do it oh I will receive it I believe he will do exactly what he says what God is going to change yes it will be now bring your hands with me don't leave a trace of bitterness don't let a trace of bitterness destroy the word of the lord that has been spoken over you not a trace of hate or anger get rid of your victim mentality it's going to take all this to get to that everything is going to fall into place he's moving pieces, he's moving you from one place to another for a moment like this, so that what he said a long time ago is fulfilled, the word of God is true and your joy will be so full that your face will be flooded with tears, thank you Lord, you did not let me live and die without obtaining what that I needed you had to move some pieces but you put me in a place to receive and I won't let any devil fool me anything less than my best self keep it just a second lord while other people say make me bigger our prayer is make me better while others search status and scenario we only ask that you make us better people because now we realize that if you trust us, you can bless us.

I pray for divine favor. A favor so strong that it is generational. I pray for the kind of favor that is reproduced in our offspring and their offspring. The changes we make now will change the trajectory of generations to come. what is to come will be changed because of the adjustments we are making now the adjustments we are making now are going to affect our grandchildren and great-grandchildren because something just changed in my soul I will never be the same again lord as we We are praying that There is someone looking at me and transmitting to me in this room who does not know Jesus.

I pray that you will come to know him in the free forgiveness of his sins and that you will stop fighting with God over the hateful things that happened. in their life and trust that God has a plan and that everything will fall into place even the things that hurt them and hurt them and lacerate their hearts and that right now they will give their life to you at this moment the The prayer number appears on the screen for you to give your life to christ if you are in this room and the holy spirit touched you and you have decided to give your life to christ raise your hand, I'm giving my life to christ, hold it up, keep it up, keep it up, bless you, keep it up, bless you, keep it up if you're in this room and you're wayward and this year and this storm has made you act out if you've been going through the period like me and you ready to take out people through the windows and you haven't been the person you're really supposed to be and you know you needed to go back to church because you're becoming a different person and you need to renew your covenant with Christ right now raise your hand I want to pray for you all those who did not raise their hands who sit no one standing except those who raise their hands in any category and I want to pray with you father right now I thank you for this harvest this is the harvest that matters this is the harvest that counts the harvest of souls and hearts and lives that are changed by the power of god we are in your house lord and we confess our failures our defects humanities our weaknesses and yes our sins we repent we come together put us right in the center of your wheel so you can finish what you started in our lives we have fallen behind but we have not been denied and right now in the name of Jesus restore the joy of our salvation I plead the blood upon every sinner that his life may be changed by the power of the blood of Jesus Christ to those of you who online the same anointing that is in this room is approaching you right now I will never be the same and we thank you for the change it is not a feeling it is not an emotion it does not mean that I am trembling or trembling but I receive the change in my spirit and in my life that today ahead I am behind yes me and max the bible said when the Lord returned to our captivity we were like those who dreamed then our hearts' mouths were filled with laughter and our hearts with songs returned to our captivity oh God is telling them that the soul in tears harvests with joy God said to love radically to love radically to love even when you look like a fool that when everything is over your dream even now will be fulfilled if you are blessed today give him a praise