A POWERFUL EXPERIENCE | The Beginner's Guide

beautiful creations? Do you have to deal with yourself?" No! It's not the nice room! This is horrible! Basically, watching a person destroy themselves. Wow! Wow! It's the Door of Truth. Okay. There there is the streetlight. And the machine. "Lower your weapon. "It's okay. I tried to quit! Why do I get the feeling that Coda didn't agree? It's okay. I hope he's happier than everyone else. It's okay. Same colors and styles as everyone else. It's very Mirror's Looking at Edge. The background sound effects, man, they're creepy. Sorry, I'm not saying much either. I mean, I know I said that, but I'm actually lost in my own thoughts right now. forgetting to say things.

Oh, I don't like that sound. That makes me- Fuck "WALL 128.128" Thank you! - I don't want to upset anything. I hope this has a happy ending. that code? 5 6 7 1 1 1 Sweet! This is creepy! They're playing inside someone's mind. Which is even more creepy about the whole thing. It seems so emotionless. Thank you! Well, oh yeah. There are three points scattered around the place before, right? Like on the walls. You're a good person. Are we at the end? This is hard to play... "Dear Davey, thank you for your interest in my games..." That's really sad! When he showed his games to other people, people he trusted.

That's why all the press was outside. "Sometimes I wonder if you think I'm making these games for you." "You've infected my personal space so much that I may have started planting 'solutions' in my work somewhere, hidden between games." "If there was an answer, a meaning, would it make you happier? Would you stop taking my games and showing them to people against my wishes? Giving them something that is not yours to give? Violating a boundary that keeps me safe ? " Wow. "Would you stop changing my games? Would you stop adding streetlights to them?" Was he adding streetlights? I thought Coda added the streetlights.

Or is that, um, metaphorically? Would you stop adding a final destination to them? "Would you just let them be what they are?" So she made these levels specifically for Davey. Because he knew that he could overcome the solutions. He could code the game in such a way that he could open the door and the switch would be behind it. Maybe he was trying to keep Davey away and not the player. "When I'm around you I feel physically sick. You need something desperately and I can't give it to you. I literally don't have it. Struggling to think of new ideas doesn't depress me, the lows are just part of the process.

The fact that you think that I'm frustrated or broken says more about you than it does about me. I realize this doesn't make sense to you yet, which is fine, you're not my problem. But I hope one day you click and make peace with it. that you're struggling and when you finally see what I'm talking about don't say anything. Is this the same? (exhales) That's some

powerful

shit. (exhales) What do I do? Can I get into some of this? There is a red door in this one. Oh, you're open. So it's not just that Coda is depressed about what they're doing.

It's also about Davey being depressed about what they're doing. Well, that's what it seems to me. That he did something horrible to his friend and he just hasn't made it whole since. It is a very nice house. But that's what I felt when playing it. That he was like tormented. That something was wrong. I even like to do a big monologue, talking to you guys about how you don't always see what happens behind the scenes. And now... What is happening? So these are things that Davey did. This is creepy. He really wanted this to have a happy ending!

But that's just being human. Everyone wants to feel validated. Everyone wants to feel that what they are doing is good. And how do you know that what you are doing is God unless someone else validates what you are doing as good? Because otherwise... Like that's what they always say; as if the bad guys think that they are the ones doing good. So you never know what you're doing is really worth it or what you're doing is good. And that's why I'm always so grateful for all of you. Because you look at my things. You give me your opinion.

Tell me what I do if I'm helping you. If I am... If what I record is good, or if what I record is bad. How can I improve myself. And I like to think that I have not only grown as a YouTuber in recent years, but that I have also grown as a person above all. For all the comments you all give me all the time. And I'm not trying to get philosophical about how the game is and all that. There are just so many thoughts running around inside my head right now. Has been? How the hell is this all going to end?

And somehow I feel compelled to go through these arcs. There's a crack in those... Oh, no. There are only two separate things. What the hell is this place? They are like space monoliths. D-Did I let myself fall? Oh! Too late now! (sighs) This game got so deep. And now I know why people said the ending will be really good. Or the ending will make you think about things. The whole game makes me think about things. There is peace up here. I really like music in everything. It really sets the mood. Oh God. Will this end horribly?

It's lightning! It's the engine room beam! Am I going to hit this and start floating? Do I have to turn myself in again? Storm outside. Which normally, in narratives, usually symbolizes that the protagonist is going through something too. Or like there was a lot of internal turmoil. I don't remember what they called it. There is a term for it. Am I going to start floating? I can't see anything though. Oh. That?! Jesus Christ! Is this how your brain feels? Ha. It's also bothering my eyes a little at the same time. So that part where I came from is literally the only part with a void.

To me, this symbolizes his state of mind. Like you're in the middle of all these mazes and you have no idea where to go or how to get out. But there is a solution somewhere. Stall'? That!? "This project would not have been possible without the following people." Wow! That completely changed at the end. All this time, the game, and I think it was supposed to be like this, was that the game... Oh, this is a little loud. The game was like saying this idea, like something was wrong with Coda all the time. That he liked making games and suddenly something happened and he didn't like making games anymore.

Um... But it turns out that maybe they still enjoyed making games. The way they were doing them. But it was Davey who ruined everything. And then he was the one who really felt bad during all of this. He is the one who has the problem. Maybe you both have problems. (sighs) Wow! That was fantastic! That was so good! I'm so happy I played that! Thank you to any of you who have been here for the entire hour and forty minutes. Good god. It's because I started ranting a little there, in the middle of it. But thanks guys!

Any of you who stayed towards the end. Um... It really means a lot to me that you're here through the whole thing. Even if I was just in the background and you were just listening to me. Hopefully some things made it home or connected. Because I know there are many people who feel the same. And I feel like YouTubers who play this especially will connect a lot more through this. Any of you who are creative people will feel it much more, I think, than other people. Um... And a lot of the things in it struck me as well.

Because don't get me wrong. I still love doing YouTube. I can't imagine doing anything else ever again. It's the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm so happy to be able to do it with so many wonderful people who really admire me and appreciate what I do. It means so much more than I will ever be able to show people. And I really try and I like, again, I try to relate to people and everything. Because it's so easy for someone to make games and just do it and never connect with the people who are watching.

And then, therefore, the people who are watching will never be able to connect with the people they see on the screen. And that's why it elevates them to a position that goes far beyond what the people watching feel. And I never want that. I never want to feel elevated above any of you. I feel like we are all equal here. I just seem to be the focal point for all of you to want, come and see. Um... And I hope that people are proud. Hopefully it's leading people in the right direction, or at least sending some positive messages.

And that I'm not being a complete asshole all the time. I know I say bad words and do a lot of stupid things most of the time, but I hope... I like to think that I'm still a good person and that I'm promoting a sense of positivity towards people. And that we are all here to have fun and it is nothing more than that. It's not like I'm trying to get money out of people. I'm not the one trying to click bait to get people to watch my videos more so I can get more views or anything like that.

I really hope it's some kind of basis of friendship. Or at least as… At least as close to a friendship as they can make through the power of YouTube. Through this medium. It's very hard to keep doing that and connecting, but I still hope I'm doing a good job. I like to think I am. Um... I've been doing YouTube for what, two years now? About three years in March. And I would like to think that everything that has changed has changed for the better. But what made me who I am stayed the same, for the most part.

It is impossible not to change. Everyone changes every two years. Even everyone who is watching may not think they are changing, but everyone changes and that is how people grow, learn and develop. And I hope everyone is changing for the better. But a lot of it shocked me. It's like... Youtube starts off as something where, especially after the Pewdiepie scream, and again, I wouldn't say that's what created the channel. I would say that the consistency of everything is what has made the channel, that helped a lot at the beginning to get people, to arrive so suddenly...

As I always say, and Félix would agree with me that it is as if Félix I was the one who started the engine but I'm the one who stepped on the accelerator and changed the gears, and that kind of thing. I am the one who has kept this train moving. I just created a fucking car analogy and then a train analogy. But... Since then it was a case of everyone coming on the channel and saying, "Oh, who is this new YouTuber, who is everyone talking about? And everyone... Like, because that's how it felt at the time like there was this...

It seemed like every day there was a new, important figure talking about the channel, and then more and more people started to discover that. It made me feel really good, but I never tried to. lose sight of everything. That's when things make or break a channel, if you throw a bunch of subscribers at a YouTuber, and if they just go with their egos, that's when you know, they should take a break. they stay true to who they are or accept it and end up thinking they're better than they really are and then they think they're better than the people watching them or whatever so they're like, “Oh hey, look at all the subscribers I have.

Now, I'm better than you." But I'm trying really hard not to be that kind of thing. And I promise I'm getting to a point with all of this. But after a while, it's like it goes off. It's like the channel reached a certain level, I'd say around 5 million subscribers when this happened. And then everything began to calm down. Everything stagnated. It was like the channel went up and up and up and up. And then it just leveled out. And that's fine with me. That's fine with me. I'm very happy to have the amount of people on the channel here.

This community is incredible and goes far beyond anything I've ever been able to do on my own. Or anything I ever thought might have happened to the channel. So I'm very happy that it was, and that's why I really hope to keep you happy, entertained and proud along the way. Because that feeling of being something new has disappeared. So after that happened, your creativity stagnated. And I have also seen what happens to other YouTubers, whether they like to admit it or not, going through the same

experience

s that I have with other people. I can see it in them.

As if many people who see them might not see it. Some people might or whatever, but... I've seen this in other people too, where you feel like you've reached your full potential. You feel like you've gone as far as you can go, with the kind of things you're doing. Like my kind of comment, the kind of games I play. And I'm struggling with that a lot lately, because many (I've said this several times) many series have gone dark. I'm trying to wait for the next big thing to happen. And it's a little difficult to do when you're trying to find games to fight towards.

What do you think would be fun to watch, what do you think is fun to play. A lot of them end up being unique, and then everyone thinks you're losing... You're losing your creativity. You're losing your spark, or you're getting boring, or you're playing all these kinds of games because you want to be something else. That is not the case at all. It's like trying to find your wayreturn. Um... I still feel like I'm the same person, it's just that you need to find that new game, to reignite your spark, to fly away and make the most of your potential, the best. of your abilities, the best of your style that you can.

And sometimes there's a transition period, and you just have to hope that that transition period is the same, and that some people like it... I have to try to open their minds to it. How these things happen. And I'm rambling a lot. I don't know if I'm getting my point. And I'm always very afraid that people will abandon me in these transition periods, until I find something new. And I hope I don't go off the rails too much, but that's why I'm still so connected to all of you. That I feel like if I stay connected to you, that will connect me.

It will allow me to remember what this channel is. Everything about. And that's why I also like to hang out with my YouTube friends. Um, especially Mark and Felix. They are like big inspirations for me. Don't cry, idiot! They're a big inspiration to me, and when I see those guys do interesting things, like Mark with his charity stuff, the things he's been going through recently and how he's coped with it, how he's handled it, how he's coped. so that you like it, come. come back from it. And he managed to take such a long break and managed to come back stronger than ever.

And people are still there with him. Like I admired that a lot. And I really hope that the people on this channel also trust me and stay with me for as long as they do. And the same goes for Felix. A lot of people bother him for the kind of things he does. His humor is not for everyone. Even he himself knows it. But...he adapted, moved on, and has done all these things through Youtube for so long. And he continues to have a very strong presence on this website and for the people who watch him.

Many people have come and gone, but he has managed to remain who he is throughout this time. And he goes off and does all these interesting things with himself. He is maximizing the potential of him and he is doing so to a great extent. He still works very hard and is admirable. The same goes for Marcos. Like they're such great people and such strong people. And I admire them a lot. And that's how this game was promoted too. For example, Davey greatly admired Coda. Arghh! He puts you back together. Make a point. It's like you need those people to look up to, because if you don't have those people to look up to, like...

Where do you go? What happens then? That's why I look at them so much. You keep me strong every day. If I didn't have you here, I would fall apart. I would not know what to do. I wouldn't know what I was doing was right. I need that validation, like the game said. All of these things were going through my head while I was playing and I felt like now is the perfect time I could have played this game. Because I feel like there have been times in the last few months where you feel stuck on that kind of path.

And that's why I've said I want to do a lot more than what I'm doing now. I feel like I'm so busy all the time that I don't have time to do these things. That I want to do things beyond YouTube. I want to do things beyond games. I'm not saying I want to be an actor or anything like that. But I want to involve you in much more. And we can have fun doing so much more. And you get to know me more as a person, rather than just living the game with me. May we live much longer.

Then I do not know. Don't take this now as "Oh, Sean is depressed"! That something is wrong with him. He needs to vent, he needs to take a break or something. That's not the case, I just need to find my spark again. I need to find those things that help me keep moving forward. I just need games! I need games that... that... games that- what's the word I'm looking for? Games that inspire me. Inspire me is the word I'm looking for. Because a lot of the stuff I'm playing now, while it's fun and I still think it's fun to put on the channel, I'm still happy with the stuff I'm playing;

I feel like I need the next Subnautica. I need the next new Happy Wheels. The next Skate 3. That kind of stuff that you really like, revitalizes the channel and everyone joins in. Because right now there are a lot of people saying "Jack, what's the new series you're going to play?" "What's the next big thing?" And I think we're all waiting for that kind of thing to happen. So stay with me. This can still be fun. I just need to make people aware of the mentality of things that are happening right now. And I hope people don't abandon me in the transition period or whatever.

Again, I'm fine. I'm in a good mental space. I still really love what I do. And I still really enjoy what I do. Um... My girlfriend is actually coming to visit us for a week, for nine days* soon. I don't know when she will upload this video. She will be coming very soon and I have videos prepared, that is another reason; that the pressure has been high. And the stress is increasing a little. Because I have to find games to fill the time. So I'm trying to find things that I think people will want to see and enjoy.

Just like I want to record. And sometimes it's hard to tell, especially when there aren't many games available. That's why there are a little more exceptions than normal. I don't want people to think that I'm going to start abandoning shows and doing one-offs all the time, and resorting to clickbait or something. That's not my... That's not what I'm trying to do at all. And I'm trying to be as honest and open as possible with you. And I... trust and respect that you carry this knowledge with you. And just making the channel and the community as strong as ever.

And I do not know. I don't know what I'm trying to say. Haha But anyway, that was The Beginner's Guide. Sorry, I rambled too much. I feel like she had a lot on her chest that she had to get me out of and I'm so glad I played this. And this was an incredible

experience

. And thank you for being here with me through all of this. It was a lot of fun to make and I feel much better after playing it. It was really good, I really enjoyed it. But for now, thank you all very much for watching this video.

If you liked it, hit the like button in the face! LIKE A BOSS! And, -high fives everywhere- *wapish* *wapish* But thanks guys and I'll see you all... IN THE NEXT VIDEO!! :D Like and subscribe :3 <3 Wow, I have to go record a bunch more stuff after this. And I have no idea how. Because I don't think anything will top that for a while...